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chrrybmbnyc: are you home already



Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Ah love, thy
name is nap. Back soon, don’t miss me too much!




chrrybmbnyc: pretty clever

SoftLord: come baaack



Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.




chrrybmbnyc: here

SoftLord: yay

chrrybmbnyc: how was your nap?

SoftLord: better than nothing

SoftLord: i can think now, mostly

chrrybmbnyc: you better rest up

SoftLord: is that a threat?

chrrybmbnyc: if you still want to play

chrrybmbnyc: tomorrow

SoftLord: of course

chrrybmbnyc: how are you going to entertain me?

SoftLord: its a secret

chrrybmbnyc: ooohhh

chrrybmbnyc: love secrets

chrrybmbnyc: give me a hint

SoftLord: i definitely want you to see the place…

SoftLord: i feel like i should have a grand scheme
now

chrrybmbnyc: not at all

chrrybmbnyc: just playing with you

chrrybmbnyc: but i will crash your pad

SoftLord: i know

chrrybmbnyc: should i bring anything

chrrybmbnyc: ?

SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup

SoftLord: we can make sundaes! 😉

chrrybmbnyc: took the wind out of my witty retort

SoftLord: oops

SoftLord: sorry

SoftLord: lets try it again

chrrybmbnyc: only sorry for you

SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup

chrrybmbnyc: jeremy, chocolate syrup, whipped cream,
adn a cherry on top. yummy


SoftLord: whos cherry?

chrrybmbnyc: fuck you

SoftLord: not who’s cherry

SoftLord: WHOSE cherry

chrrybmbnyc: nice come back

SoftLord: well it is what i meant

chrrybmbnyc: steve thinks that i shouldn’t talk to you

SoftLord: reallly…why’s that

chrrybmbnyc: he says that i’m bad news and that you’re
too young and nice – guess i’ll corrupt you

SoftLord: people keep saying that about you

chrrybmbnyc: who

SoftLord: that you’re too much for me to handle

chrrybmbnyc: jackie? dan?

SoftLord: no, jackie adores you

chrrybmbnyc: and i said who not what

chrrybmbnyc: that’s because i gave her props for the
tongue ring


SoftLord: dan, steve, ed…

chrrybmbnyc: dan is just jealous

SoftLord: with good reasonj

SoftLord: the other two are not exactly impartial

SoftLord: but every time i get in a relationship
(not that thats a ton of times) … people always
say that… "i duno dude… you’re so nice… be
careful with that one"

SoftLord: its funny

SoftLord: like i’m a delicate flower…

chrrybmbnyc: he came up to me that night while we
were dancing – and said that "young jeremy needs to be
broken in and you’re just the woman to do it"


chrrybmbnyc: dan

SoftLord: nice

SoftLord: i love how everyone butts in to our
personal life…heh


chrrybmbnyc: well isn’t that why you brought me
there???


SoftLord: no, i brought you there cause i wanted
your company…

SoftLord: well.. and to show you off a bit 😉

chrrybmbnyc: i know

SoftLord: i’ll have you know, i got shit from alex
for bringing you 😛


chrrybmbnyc: figured – know her type

SoftLord: well…i mean

SoftLord: for not bringing her

chrrybmbnyc: i got it

SoftLord: heheh

SoftLord: yeah… you do know her type

SoftLord: but she’s good people

SoftLord: was thinkin we should get drinks with
her an steve


SoftLord: at some point

chrrybmbnyc: great people – 27 and broke it off with the
husband potential. In extreme need for male attention all
the time. loves to tease male friends. wants to be
wanted.


chrrybmbnyc: that would be fun

SoftLord: very self-involved, but not in like an
arrogant way… its just kinda all about her,
although other people are important to her… a
princess


SoftLord: but she’s also sweet and a good listener
and fun and funny

chrrybmbnyc: it’s not about narcisissm. it’s about
craving attention. should be in the spotlight


SoftLord: ja.. like… when she sees someone with
cool shoes or whatever her immediate response is
"i hate you where did you get those?"


SoftLord: heheh… but as i said…she’s fun 🙂

chrrybmbnyc: caddy fun

SoftLord: true

chrrybmbnyc: quality entertainment

SoftLord: so i was thinking tomorrow just like…
chinese and DVDs… maybe hang out up on the
roof and eat, depending on the weather

chrrybmbnyc: fun

SoftLord: i duno… should i still be trying to
impress you with going out to places and stuff?
i’m all for skippin right to the good stuff…. but
you know, dont think that i’m bein lazy
😉

chrrybmbnyc: having someone over to your house is
anything but lazy. i go out all the time. i get so sick of it.
sick of the food. sick of the people. plus i was supposed
to be in Boston tomorrow at Harvard. On a panel on IP
law compliments of Shelly. and guess…rooms for the
weekend. no fucking way.


SoftLord: k… i’m just more of a fan of quiet nights
at home with someone special than a whole
thing… but i know for a lot of people that comes
later in a relationship… i’m glad that it sounds
good to you too
🙂

chrrybmbnyc: you’re such a cheese ball. :-*

SoftLord: *blush* i know i know… and i think too
much


SoftLord: okay i’m stoppin now…

chrrybmbnyc: what do you think of Interpol?

SoftLord: so yeah… some food, i got Chicago,
About A Boy and Three Kings from NetFlix, will
save ’em for us… have a ton of other stuff… and
i’m sure we’ll find ways to entertain ourselves


SoftLord: they’re okay for a Joy Division cover
band


chrrybmbnyc: i love it when you rip music

chrrybmbnyc: what’s About a Boy??

SoftLord: Hugh Grant romantic comedy thing

SoftLord: based on a book by the guy who wrote
High Fidelity


chrrybmbnyc: oh yeah

SoftLord: Based on Nick Hornby’s popular British
novel, About A Boy is a comedy-drama starring
Hugh Grant as Will, a rich, child-free and
irresponsible Londoner in his thirties who, in
search of available women, invents an imaginary
son and starts attending single parent meetings.
As a result of one of his liaisons, he meets
Marcus, an odd 12-year-old boy with problems at
school. Gradually, Will and Marcus become friends,
and as Will teaches Marcus how to be a cool kid,
Marcus helps Will to finally grow up.

SoftLord: universals summary

chrrybmbnyc: thought you had dial up

SoftLord: newp…DSL

SoftLord: por quoi

chrrybmbnyc: check it out

chrrybmbnyc: i thought you were complaining once
about the juice or lack thereof


chrrybmbnyc: what are you doing???

SoftLord: my DSL sucks

chrrybmbnyc: right

SoftLord: but yea…its there

SoftLord: thats why file xfers are pretty quick
between us


chrrybmbnyc: quick fix…

SoftLord: ..?

chrrybmbnyc: just whirling off

SoftLord: wheee

SoftLord: come back come back! 🙂

chrrybmbnyc: sorry….adam wanted to check his
updates on pseudo


SoftLord: just cause you whirled off…nevermind

SoftLord: heh

chrrybmbnyc: exactly…he say a break

chrrybmbnyc: Toby lives

chrrybmbnyc: despite the pills

SoftLord: just gonna have to try harder last time

SoftLord: maybe leave some syringes lyin around

chrrybmbnyc: what about a needle and thread??

SoftLord: oooh

SoftLord: i like how you think

chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i told steve. i told him that
you liked my insanity.

SoftLord: how about thumbtacks

chrrybmbnyc: even better and less work

SoftLord: ah…so we’ve been found out, have we

chrrybmbnyc: just a little. just as friends

SoftLord: well we are friends

SoftLord: just you know… friends who make
out…and…. stuff


chrrybmbnyc: correctamundo

chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i like rancid at all

SoftLord: i’m not a punk fan

SoftLord: they havea couple of good tracks, tho

chrrybmbnyc: butt licker

SoftLord: guilty as charge— what?

SoftLord: O:-)

chrrybmbnyc: knew you were a dirty boy

SoftLord: of course 🙂

chrrybmbnyc: i think it’s the youth thing – why people
think you’re nice.

SoftLord: i guess… maybe they think of
themselves at my age… but i’ve always been
‘advanced’


chrrybmbnyc: it’s the baby face

SoftLord: i mean…i am nice… but i’m not like….
as breakable as people think

SoftLord: not that you’d be trying to break me
anyway


chrrybmbnyc: no, just twist you up

chrrybmbnyc: pleasureably

SoftLord: i look forward to your efforts

SoftLord: still not gonna get me on drugs tho 😛

chrrybmbnyc: i never share my drugs with anyone

chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry

SoftLord: i wasn’t

chrrybmbnyc: good to have someone sober around me

SoftLord: *shrug* everything in moderation, i
say… dowhutchawant


chrrybmbnyc: i say work hard play hard

SoftLord: hard is good

chrrybmbnyc: wet is good too

SoftLord: *smile* sounds delicious

chrrybmbnyc: peachy

SoftLord: peach? i could eat a peach for hours

chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm

SoftLord: Nick Cage, Face/Off

chrrybmbnyc: i didn’t see that. should have known it
was a movie rip off


SoftLord: hey i have plenty of clever innuendo of
my very own

chrrybmbnyc: i’ve heard a few so far

SoftLord: you just dont set ’em up as often as i
do


SoftLord: my dsl sucks

chrrybmbnyc: dsl sucks in general

chrrybmbnyc: hold on

SoftLord: when they give me more money i’m
gonna get digital cable


SoftLord: holding on…

SoftLord: can i let go now? i’m starting to
chafe….

chrrybmbnyc: yes i’m back

SoftLord: adam saw his puhsoodo updates/

chrrybmbnyc: yes…now he’s smoking

chrrybmbnyc: i hate cigarettes

SoftLord: yeah

SoftLord: alex took up smoking again since she
started this job… she’d quit…i feel bad a little


chrrybmbnyc: i hate a good question

SoftLord: hate? or have

chrrybmbnyc: if i was a smoker…would you walk the
other way


SoftLord: is that a ‘would you still like me if…’
question?


SoftLord: i’d prolly just wear you down until you
quit


chrrybmbnyc: that and would you entertain the
opportunity despite your distaste

SoftLord: as i said

SoftLord: i hate kissing people who smoke…they
taste like ash


chrrybmbnyc: my ex smoked and i hated it. i would
have to say that if someone smoked i probably wouldn’t
entertain anything


chrrybmbnyc: yuck

SoftLord: and i like kissing you, so

chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm

SoftLord: and dancin…

SoftLord: or… "dancin"

SoftLord: ;")

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: i love to watch you dance, tony

SoftLord: ayyyy

SoftLord: oops…i’m mixin my travoltas

chrrybmbnyc: thought i’d jump on the bandwagon

SoftLord: you can jump on whatever you’d like to
babe


chrrybmbnyc: you know how i get

SoftLord: do i

chrrybmbnyc: don’t play coy

SoftLord: so yer sayin i get you all worked up….
O:-)

chrrybmbnyc: make me do bad things like rub myself all
over you

SoftLord: well you make me do bad things like bite
your neck and pull your hair… and i think you
could probably tell that i was enjoying myself


chrrybmbnyc: i do try to be good

SoftLord: do i need to explain to you the
difference between good and proficient?


chrrybmbnyc: what about good and proficient?

SoftLord: the difference between the two

chrrybmbnyc: explain

SoftLord: being good…and being good at it

chrrybmbnyc: talent?

SoftLord: moving on…

SoftLord: i think thats a thing that works verbally

chrrybmbnyc: i think you need to show me what you
mean


SoftLord: i think so too

chrrybmbnyc: so i think i’m going to crash in bed and
watch some mindless tv…wish you could join
me….tomorrow


SoftLord: so there are two parts of that evening
that stand out


SoftLord: you’re halfway through a show, you
might as well stay til 10


chrrybmbnyc: negotiating?

SoftLord: i’m just sayin… youd be coming in in the
middle


chrrybmbnyc: you know how i hate that

SoftLord: right

chrrybmbnyc: do you like jujyfruit?

SoftLord: sure

SoftLord: i used to be a milk duds at the movies
guy


chrrybmbnyc: i hate milk duds

chrrybmbnyc: i don’t know why

SoftLord: they changed the recipie

chrrybmbnyc: so now what do you choose

SoftLord: depends… bunchacrunch usually

chrrybmbnyc: what’s that

SoftLord: its like… little pieces of nestle crunch

chrrybmbnyc: more of a sour patch person myself

SoftLord: hmmm

SoftLord: oh cause you like dark chocolate

chrrybmbnyc: good memory

SoftLord: for the important stuff

chrrybmbnyc: ha ha

SoftLord: which was that chocolatier that you
liked so much… the name has slipped my mind

chrrybmbnyc: i can’t remember either

SoftLord: dammit

chrrybmbnyc: something with a B

SoftLord: the only B ones yahoo lists are
bari&gail, bendicks, bernard c, betsy ann, black
hound, bodega, bridgewater, bromilow, brownes,
buchanan and butlers

chrrybmbnyc: nothing sounds familiar

chrrybmbnyc: too tired

SoftLord: heh

SoftLord: so…as i was saying

chrrybmbnyc: and

SoftLord: there are two moments that stand out
from that evenin


chrrybmbnyc: yes….

SoftLord: 1) being pushed up against a wall and
kissed

chrrybmbnyc: and

SoftLord: and 2) on our walk back, on third and
mercer while we were waitin for adam, wrappin
my arms around you from behind


SoftLord: for a squeeze

chrrybmbnyc: that was fun

SoftLord: which

chrrybmbnyc: both

SoftLord: 🙂

SoftLord: yaes

chrrybmbnyc: i like being the aggressor and…

SoftLord: and…

chrrybmbnyc: pleasant suprises

SoftLord: well phreased

SoftLord: phrased

chrrybmbnyc: thank you

SoftLord: godiva fan?

chrrybmbnyc: yes i am

SoftLord: iinteresting

chrrybmbnyc: uh huh

SoftLord: fading fast, i see

chrrybmbnyc: sorry…i just hit a wall

chrrybmbnyc: but very into you

SoftLord: no no… you had to deal with me all
day, its only fair


chrrybmbnyc: i need a back rub

SoftLord: aww… wish i was there to give you
one… i give good rubs… tomorrow

chrrybmbnyc: promise?

SoftLord: absolutely

chrrybmbnyc: you’re the best

SoftLord: i dunno about that…. top 5,
definitely…..

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: have a good night, jeremy. till tomorrow
🙂

SoftLord: good night, sweetness *kiss onna
forehead* sleep well


chrrybmbnyc: you too

SoftLord: you’re more than welcome to crash
tomorrow BTW, regardless of how the evening is
spent


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September 17th, 2003 at 10:24 am

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chrrybmbnyc: you’re awake

SoftLord: i am

SoftLord: mostly

chrrybmbnyc: all i can say is that chain saws such

chrrybmbnyc: suck

SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* you choppin up bodies again?

chrrybmbnyc: my parents are doing some sort of renovations that require the removal of a tree

SoftLord: ahhhh

chrrybmbnyc: why are you conscious?

SoftLord: cause apparently even when my alarm is off i can’t sleep thru it

chrrybmbnyc: body rhythm?

SoftLord: apparently

SoftLord: so i’m sitting and having tea

chrrybmbnyc: well i planned to sleep until 2 – now i don’t know what to do with myself

SoftLord: *cough*

chrrybmbnyc: what kind of tea

SoftLord: tension tamer

chrrybmbnyc: feeling tense

SoftLord: after our evening last night? *grin*

chrrybmbnyc: it was an unusual evening

chrrybmbnyc: sounds like you had some fun

SoftLord: i thought that was probably pretty apparent

chrrybmbnyc: yes now i remember

SoftLord: it was fun, yes.. more due to the company than the venue, but yea

SoftLord: yeah… i’ms ure that’d just slipped your mind

chrrybmbnyc: yeah i don’t think i’ll be there again – just had to show my face

SoftLord: course

chrrybmbnyc: so next time i see you it will be jeremy’s choice

SoftLord: oh i wasn’t complaining believe me

chrrybmbnyc: didn’t say you were complaining – did i?

SoftLord: true enough… just didn’t want you to think i didn’t enjoy myself or that it was a chose

SoftLord: choRe

chrrybmbnyc: let’s see – you crashed a party with lots of posers to ridicule and had the general counsel of pseudo rub her body all over you. not a bad evening

SoftLord: oh yeah… you do that too… i forgot

SoftLord: youre weird 😛

SoftLord: i like you not your job

chrrybmbnyc: just speaking in generalities

SoftLord: job just means you’re only a few blocks away during the day

chrrybmbnyc: 😛

SoftLord: i know… just seems like you get a lot of people ‘interested’ cause of your position rather than cause of u 😛

chrrybmbnyc: thanks alot

SoftLord: no i mean

SoftLord: they’re idiots

chrrybmbnyc: keep digging the hole

SoftLord: lol

SoftLord: mean!

SoftLord: its not even 11am! 😛

chrrybmbnyc: i’m just a girl

SoftLord: just lil ol me

chrrybmbnyc: comes naturally

SoftLord: i know

SoftLord: i could *cough* tell 😉

chrrybmbnyc: oohhh

SoftLord: course i’m the one who’s been walking aroudn uncomfortably all mornin…heh

chrrybmbnyc: ha ha

SoftLord: so isn’t it a glorious day, speaking of which

chrrybmbnyc: change the subject

SoftLord: okay…or not

SoftLord: whateva 😛

chrrybmbnyc: well it’s not raining yet

SoftLord: we can continue to talk about increasing levels of sexual frustration if you like… 😉

chrrybmbnyc: started a little last night at 4:30

SoftLord: its rainin here, so should be headed your way soon

chrrybmbnyc: ah ha

SoftLord: not pourin, but noticable

chrrybmbnyc: i think i’m hungry

SoftLord: yea…i know the feelin

SoftLord: i dont think i have anything to eat 🙁

chrrybmbnyc: i would love a homemade waffle with fresh fruit and maple syrup

chrrybmbnyc: hhmm

SoftLord: ooh

chrrybmbnyc: can you make waffles?

SoftLord: yup… haven’t in ages tho… wonder if i still have a waffle iron…

SoftLord: i make yummy belgian waffles

chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i want

SoftLord: 7a makes this rum butter sauce for waffles thats like… an orgasm in a cup… been trying to duplicate… its prolly just butter and rum
flavoring and sugar

chrrybmbnyc: talk about frustration

SoftLord: lol

SoftLord: true

chrrybmbnyc: you did that on purpose

SoftLord: maybe

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: absolutely

chrrybmbnyc: >:o

SoftLord: *Grin* well maybe now we’re even 😉

chrrybmbnyc: we can never be even. i’m a minx

SoftLord: you’re something, alright

chrrybmbnyc: i have one issue: i think i said too much at that TVT party where you fed me liquor all night

SoftLord: said too much?

SoftLord: about?

SoftLord: ohhhh

SoftLord: just in general?

SoftLord: *leaves the ‘you fed me liquor’ comment alone*

chrrybmbnyc: yes. everytime i say something you remind me that i’ve told you that already

SoftLord: well it wasn’t all at that party

chrrybmbnyc: walk?

SoftLord: some of it was IMs and some of it was phone convo… you’re just not used to people remembering what you say 😛

chrrybmbnyc: very true

chrrybmbnyc: i rely on most people not listening to anything i say or remembering it

SoftLord: well then this is gonna suck for you 😉

chrrybmbnyc: so adam was quite upset you didn’t come home with u slast night. he went on and on in the car about it.

SoftLord: aw

SoftLord: adam was upset, huh

SoftLord: i sowwy… didnt’ know ‘how it would look’…

chrrybmbnyc: it would have been interesting

chrrybmbnyc: adam loves nothing more than cramming our house with people and making breakfast for everyone

chrrybmbnyc: he needs a restaurant

SoftLord: lol… he’s such a hostess

chrrybmbnyc: i think the driver wanted to kill him last night. he kept making him change the radio channel

SoftLord: yea i’m sure it would’ve been a good time had by all… but i dunno that i had the energy to deal with all of that

chrrybmbnyc: no, you have to work up to something like that

SoftLord: meetin the folks and all 😉

chrrybmbnyc: this place is wonderfully insane

chrrybmbnyc: it’s bizarro world. nothing is average or predictable

chrrybmbnyc: trust me

SoftLord: soudna bout right, considering who it turned out

SoftLord: sounds, dammit

SoftLord: i CAN type

SoftLord: yea…something to work up to…

SoftLord: or something to do when one is more awake..hehe

chrrybmbnyc: it’s addictive. why i have difficulty leaving but will soon. i did find an apartment i like in Murray Hill but mentioned it to shelly last night and he was thrilled –
he lives in murray hill. nix that one


SoftLord: fuck

SoftLord: oh well

SoftLord: oh, so yatti (sic) comes up to me last night while slimeboy was "dancing" with you and goes "you’re the only one who’s allowed to dance
with her like that…
i’m watchin it." or something like that

chrrybmbnyc: which slimeboy

SoftLord: dvd distro

chrrybmbnyc: i hate him. i dont’ know if you say me but he grabbed my breast from behind and i elbowed him in teh chest

chrrybmbnyc: sounds like yatti likes you

chrrybmbnyc: he’s so cute

SoftLord: did not…i woulda grabbed you outta there earlier

SoftLord: he is

chrrybmbnyc: that’s so something he would say

SoftLord: i toldja… all the tough lookin guys like that i know are totally teddybears

SoftLord: what can i say…i’m likable

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: now i feel bad that we ditched him at burger king. he called me twice but i didn’t catch him in time

SoftLord: d’oh

SoftLord: well.. he knew where we were going… blame the alcohol

chrrybmbnyc: he did?

SoftLord: everyone seemed convinced that he did last night

chrrybmbnyc: we were all behaved last night. i could tell you stories about yatti

SoftLord: i’m sure

chrrybmbnyc: we’ve gotten into some real trouble out drinking

SoftLord: understandable…yer all a bunch of troublemakers

chrrybmbnyc: did you see solaris with george clooney

SoftLord: newp..never got to it… por quoi?

chrrybmbnyc: just found a stack of rentals: chicago, solaris, life of david gale, adn head of state.

SoftLord: ahhh

SoftLord: head of state i hear is really funny

chrrybmbnyc: here comes the rain

SoftLord: haven’t seen any of ‘e

SoftLord: m

chrrybmbnyc: entertainment good

SoftLord: david gale sucked, tho…my dad saw

SoftLord: oh see now i wish i’d come over… rainy day movie days are fun :/

chrrybmbnyc: love kevin spacy but heard that same thing

SoftLord: ya

chrrybmbnyc: it’s pretty phat here

SoftLord: my house is similar… tho not as crowded

chrrybmbnyc: never hear much about your house

SoftLord: its got a similar vibe to adam’s office room… very mellow

chrrybmbnyc: cock roaches??

SoftLord: sue mentioned that

chrrybmbnyc: mentioned what?

SoftLord: hmm… not that i notice… probably somewhere

SoftLord: mentioend that pseudo has a similar vibe to my house

chrrybmbnyc: interesting

SoftLord: or bizdev does anyway

chrrybmbnyc: loft with ghetto fab charm

chrrybmbnyc: ?

SoftLord: heh…well… more like quirky artist/gadgetgeek charm

SoftLord: half of it is my dad’s studio space…

chrrybmbnyc: i would agree – has more of an artist feel to it.

chrrybmbnyc: so continue…

SoftLord: theres only 4 enclosed rooms (home theater room, my room, bathroom, my dads room)..and the rest is open space

chrrybmbnyc: what sort of art does he do in his studio?

SoftLord: its 100 ft from end to end and 35 feet wide at the widest point

SoftLord: http://www.softlord.com/charlesmeyers/

SoftLord: that kind

chrrybmbnyc: love Another Day, September, and Nocturnal 3.

chrrybmbnyc: pouring now

SoftLord: "worlds" is upin my room

SoftLord: its me

SoftLord: as is nocturnal 7

SoftLord: er…n7 is up in my room…dunno if its anyone in parti ular

SoftLord: particular

chrrybmbnyc: so you have art everywhere around you – brat

SoftLord: yea pretty much

SoftLord: both my parents are artists…

chrrybmbnyc: explains alot

chrrybmbnyc: only one of my parents is an artist

SoftLord: http://www.paceprints.com/artistportfolio/artistportfolio.asp?author=Agnes+Denes&UID=1131&offset=

SoftLord: also up in my room

SoftLord: i wish that wasn’t such an awful scan..

chrrybmbnyc: very spoiled

SoftLord: hey, i like beauty around me…what can i say

SoftLord: actually that last one was a gift from the artist

chrrybmbnyc: hence the addiction to beauty

SoftLord: hey i think my addiction to beauty has work out pretty well so far

chrrybmbnyc: like i said brat

SoftLord: *grin* okay…

SoftLord: maybe a little 😉

chrrybmbnyc: you know you are

SoftLord: yeah okay…you win

chrrybmbnyc: i always win

SoftLord: you’re the one who was all rubbin up against me last night tho, so what does that make you 😛

SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* we’ll see 😛

SoftLord: and if you say ‘drunk’, so help me

chrrybmbnyc: wasn’t drunk last night. so must be legitemate feelings

SoftLord: uh oh

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: now you’re fucked

SoftLord: yea… me too

chrrybmbnyc: ha ha

SoftLord: now? *checks watch*

SoftLord: hmmm

chrrybmbnyc: hmmm too

SoftLord: i’m enjoying the pace we have going now

chrrybmbnyc: you’ve said that before.

SoftLord: have i?

SoftLord: hmm

chrrybmbnyc: yes you have

SoftLord: well okay

SoftLord: then i have

SoftLord: not that there haven’t been thoughts of locking you and i in your office and licking you til you can’t walk….

SoftLord: O:-)

chrrybmbnyc: don’t tempt me

SoftLord: why not?

chrrybmbnyc: would beguile you i think

SoftLord: hmm… how so

chrrybmbnyc: have to think about this response a little

SoftLord: take your time

chrrybmbnyc: that sort of intimacy with me can be overwhelming

SoftLord: well thats no less vague than your previous statement

SoftLord: did you mean in an emotional sense or in the like… ‘i’m a screamer’ sense

chrrybmbnyc: i have an ability to expose myself physically and emotionally and completely penetrate you on the same plains

chrrybmbnyc: if that makes sense

SoftLord: hold

SoftLord: well… what flashes of emotional and physical vulnerability i’ve felt from you so far makes me want to learn more about you on so many
more levels… but if this is gonna be a real thing then the intimacy thing is important and lockin ourselves in your office, while it sounds fun, doesn’t
really get to that point


SoftLord: at least not til theres further connection on those levels

chrrybmbnyc: how did you get so smark?

chrrybmbnyc: smart

chrrybmbnyc: not you’re average boy

SoftLord: i didn’t have any friends in high school

SoftLord: 🙂

SoftLord: hehe…thats not true actually…but…

chrrybmbnyc: sounds like a good story

SoftLord: yea

chrrybmbnyc: maybe a ham sandwich with lots of crunchy lettuce

SoftLord: i dunno… i just do really like you, and the glimpses you’ve given me under the surface have not made me less interested in getting at the
real you

SoftLord: great…change the subject and make my comment sound all out of place, why dontcha

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: glad to have kept your interest

chrrybmbnyc: we can stay on this subject – just hungry

SoftLord: lol… nows the time when you stroke me a little too, ya know 😛

chrrybmbnyc: well i was impressed that you accompanied me last night. it’s very easy to like you. too easy. there isn’t anything that i don’t like about you. i think our
personalities meld well which is the most important thing
really. i’m looking forward to getting to know you. like the
longing


SoftLord: i’m sure you’ll find something… but
thats what makes it interesting… and agreed on
all counts


SoftLord: i’m easy but not simple

chrrybmbnyc: what’s easy??

SoftLord: and i’m glad you miss me 🙂

SoftLord: easy like… to get along with…
unstressful… i try to keep it that way


SoftLord: i dont like adding bad stuff to peoples
lives

SoftLord: too much crap floating around without
me adding to it


chrrybmbnyc: when it comes to business i’m extremely
aggressive and type a. so when it comes to my personal
life i’m very relaxed and mellow. life is simple if you make
it that way. hence my divorce


SoftLord: agreed

SoftLord: which is why people who makes things
difficult for themselves for no reason drive us
both mad

chrrybmbnyc: agreed

softlord wants to send file
g:\download\Napster\andain-beautiful_things__in
cl_josh_gabriel_tech_mix-promo_vinyl-2003-pow\
01-andain-beautiful_things__gabriel_and_dresde
n_unplugged_mix-promo_vinyl-pow.mp3
.

chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re personal life is your
release. it’s really just about good friends, holidays,
sipping wine in front of fire places, and such


SoftLord: mine? or in general

SoftLord: love wine and fireplaces

SoftLord: and like… billie holiday and comfy pillow

chrrybmbnyc: my favorite past time. another reason
that it’s hard to leave here. have a great fire place


chrrybmbnyc: exactly

SoftLord: oh…jeez

SoftLord: yeah…

SoftLord: me and sue used to go down by battery
park city with a bottle of cheap white zinfandel
and just sit by the water and drink and talk all
night… some of my fondest memories


chrrybmbnyc: adam likes to break open the korsendonk
and talk for hours in front of our fire place

SoftLord: by himself? or….

SoftLord: 😉

chrrybmbnyc: with me and fran

SoftLord: now… ilove your brother and all… but
i’m not sure at this point that i’d put conversation
with him as a ‘mellow’ activity…admittedly i
haven’t been in that situation

chrrybmbnyc: don’t like frantic energy???

chrrybmbnyc: hold on

SoftLord: didn’t say that

SoftLord: said i wouldn’t call it mel

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September 13th, 2003 at 10:18 am

Posted in Carlin Drama