chrrybmbnyc: are you home already
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Ah love, thy
name is nap. Back soon, don’t miss me too much!
chrrybmbnyc: pretty clever
SoftLord: come baaack
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: here
SoftLord: yay
chrrybmbnyc: how was your nap?
SoftLord: better than nothing
SoftLord: i can think now, mostly
chrrybmbnyc: you better rest up
SoftLord: is that a threat?
chrrybmbnyc: if you still want to play
chrrybmbnyc: tomorrow
SoftLord: of course
chrrybmbnyc: how are you going to entertain me?
SoftLord: its a secret
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhh
chrrybmbnyc: love secrets
chrrybmbnyc: give me a hint
SoftLord: i definitely want you to see the place…
SoftLord: i feel like i should have a grand scheme
now
chrrybmbnyc: not at all
chrrybmbnyc: just playing with you
chrrybmbnyc: but i will crash your pad
SoftLord: i know
chrrybmbnyc: should i bring anything
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup
SoftLord: we can make sundaes! 😉
chrrybmbnyc: took the wind out of my witty retort
SoftLord: oops
SoftLord: sorry
SoftLord: lets try it again
chrrybmbnyc: only sorry for you
SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup
chrrybmbnyc: jeremy, chocolate syrup, whipped cream,
adn a cherry on top. yummy
SoftLord: whos cherry?
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
SoftLord: not who’s cherry
SoftLord: WHOSE cherry
chrrybmbnyc: nice come back
SoftLord: well it is what i meant
chrrybmbnyc: steve thinks that i shouldn’t talk to you
SoftLord: reallly…why’s that
chrrybmbnyc: he says that i’m bad news and that you’re
too young and nice – guess i’ll corrupt you
SoftLord: people keep saying that about you
chrrybmbnyc: who
SoftLord: that you’re too much for me to handle
chrrybmbnyc: jackie? dan?
SoftLord: no, jackie adores you
chrrybmbnyc: and i said who not what
chrrybmbnyc: that’s because i gave her props for the
tongue ring
SoftLord: dan, steve, ed…
chrrybmbnyc: dan is just jealous
SoftLord: with good reasonj
SoftLord: the other two are not exactly impartial
SoftLord: but every time i get in a relationship
(not that thats a ton of times) … people always
say that… "i duno dude… you’re so nice… be
careful with that one"
SoftLord: its funny
SoftLord: like i’m a delicate flower…
chrrybmbnyc: he came up to me that night while we
were dancing – and said that "young jeremy needs to be
broken in and you’re just the woman to do it"
chrrybmbnyc: dan
SoftLord: nice
SoftLord: i love how everyone butts in to our
personal life…heh
chrrybmbnyc: well isn’t that why you brought me
there???
SoftLord: no, i brought you there cause i wanted
your company…
SoftLord: well.. and to show you off a bit 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i know
SoftLord: i’ll have you know, i got shit from alex
for bringing you 😛
chrrybmbnyc: figured – know her type
SoftLord: well…i mean
SoftLord: for not bringing her
chrrybmbnyc: i got it
SoftLord: heheh
SoftLord: yeah… you do know her type
SoftLord: but she’s good people
SoftLord: was thinkin we should get drinks with
her an steve
SoftLord: at some point
chrrybmbnyc: great people – 27 and broke it off with the
husband potential. In extreme need for male attention all
the time. loves to tease male friends. wants to be
wanted.
chrrybmbnyc: that would be fun
SoftLord: very self-involved, but not in like an
arrogant way… its just kinda all about her,
although other people are important to her… a
princess
SoftLord: but she’s also sweet and a good listener
and fun and funny
chrrybmbnyc: it’s not about narcisissm. it’s about
craving attention. should be in the spotlight
SoftLord: ja.. like… when she sees someone with
cool shoes or whatever her immediate response is
"i hate you where did you get those?"
SoftLord: heheh… but as i said…she’s fun 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: caddy fun
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: quality entertainment
SoftLord: so i was thinking tomorrow just like…
chinese and DVDs… maybe hang out up on the
roof and eat, depending on the weather
chrrybmbnyc: fun
SoftLord: i duno… should i still be trying to
impress you with going out to places and stuff?
i’m all for skippin right to the good stuff…. but
you know, dont think that i’m bein lazy 😉
chrrybmbnyc: having someone over to your house is
anything but lazy. i go out all the time. i get so sick of it.
sick of the food. sick of the people. plus i was supposed
to be in Boston tomorrow at Harvard. On a panel on IP
law compliments of Shelly. and guess…rooms for the
weekend. no fucking way.
SoftLord: k… i’m just more of a fan of quiet nights
at home with someone special than a whole
thing… but i know for a lot of people that comes
later in a relationship… i’m glad that it sounds
good to you too 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you’re such a cheese ball. :-*
SoftLord: *blush* i know i know… and i think too
much
SoftLord: okay i’m stoppin now…
chrrybmbnyc: what do you think of Interpol?
SoftLord: so yeah… some food, i got Chicago,
About A Boy and Three Kings from NetFlix, will
save ’em for us… have a ton of other stuff… and
i’m sure we’ll find ways to entertain ourselves
SoftLord: they’re okay for a Joy Division cover
band
chrrybmbnyc: i love it when you rip music
chrrybmbnyc: what’s About a Boy??
SoftLord: Hugh Grant romantic comedy thing
SoftLord: based on a book by the guy who wrote
High Fidelity
chrrybmbnyc: oh yeah
SoftLord: Based on Nick Hornby’s popular British
novel, About A Boy is a comedy-drama starring
Hugh Grant as Will, a rich, child-free and
irresponsible Londoner in his thirties who, in
search of available women, invents an imaginary
son and starts attending single parent meetings.
As a result of one of his liaisons, he meets
Marcus, an odd 12-year-old boy with problems at
school. Gradually, Will and Marcus become friends,
and as Will teaches Marcus how to be a cool kid,
Marcus helps Will to finally grow up.
SoftLord: universals summary
chrrybmbnyc: thought you had dial up
SoftLord: newp…DSL
SoftLord: por quoi
chrrybmbnyc: check it out
chrrybmbnyc: i thought you were complaining once
about the juice or lack thereof
chrrybmbnyc: what are you doing???
SoftLord: my DSL sucks
chrrybmbnyc: right
SoftLord: but yea…its there
SoftLord: thats why file xfers are pretty quick
between us
chrrybmbnyc: quick fix…
SoftLord: ..?
chrrybmbnyc: just whirling off
SoftLord: wheee
SoftLord: come back come back! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: sorry….adam wanted to check his
updates on pseudo
SoftLord: just cause you whirled off…nevermind
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: exactly…he say a break
chrrybmbnyc: Toby lives
chrrybmbnyc: despite the pills
SoftLord: just gonna have to try harder last time
SoftLord: maybe leave some syringes lyin around
chrrybmbnyc: what about a needle and thread??
SoftLord: oooh
SoftLord: i like how you think
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i told steve. i told him that
you liked my insanity.
SoftLord: how about thumbtacks
chrrybmbnyc: even better and less work
SoftLord: ah…so we’ve been found out, have we
chrrybmbnyc: just a little. just as friends
SoftLord: well we are friends
SoftLord: just you know… friends who make
out…and…. stuff
chrrybmbnyc: correctamundo
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i like rancid at all
SoftLord: i’m not a punk fan
SoftLord: they havea couple of good tracks, tho
chrrybmbnyc: butt licker
SoftLord: guilty as charge— what?
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: knew you were a dirty boy
SoftLord: of course 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i think it’s the youth thing – why people
think you’re nice.
SoftLord: i guess… maybe they think of
themselves at my age… but i’ve always been
‘advanced’
chrrybmbnyc: it’s the baby face
SoftLord: i mean…i am nice… but i’m not like….
as breakable as people think
SoftLord: not that you’d be trying to break me
anyway
chrrybmbnyc: no, just twist you up
chrrybmbnyc: pleasureably
SoftLord: i look forward to your efforts
SoftLord: still not gonna get me on drugs tho 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i never share my drugs with anyone
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry
SoftLord: i wasn’t
chrrybmbnyc: good to have someone sober around me
SoftLord: *shrug* everything in moderation, i
say… dowhutchawant
chrrybmbnyc: i say work hard play hard
SoftLord: hard is good
chrrybmbnyc: wet is good too
SoftLord: *smile* sounds delicious
chrrybmbnyc: peachy
SoftLord: peach? i could eat a peach for hours
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
SoftLord: Nick Cage, Face/Off
chrrybmbnyc: i didn’t see that. should have known it
was a movie rip off
SoftLord: hey i have plenty of clever innuendo of
my very own
chrrybmbnyc: i’ve heard a few so far
SoftLord: you just dont set ’em up as often as i
do
SoftLord: my dsl sucks
chrrybmbnyc: dsl sucks in general
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: when they give me more money i’m
gonna get digital cable
SoftLord: holding on…
SoftLord: can i let go now? i’m starting to
chafe….
chrrybmbnyc: yes i’m back
SoftLord: adam saw his puhsoodo updates/
chrrybmbnyc: yes…now he’s smoking
chrrybmbnyc: i hate cigarettes
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: alex took up smoking again since she
started this job… she’d quit…i feel bad a little
chrrybmbnyc: i hate a good question
SoftLord: hate? or have
chrrybmbnyc: if i was a smoker…would you walk the
other way
SoftLord: is that a ‘would you still like me if…’
question?
SoftLord: i’d prolly just wear you down until you
quit
chrrybmbnyc: that and would you entertain the
opportunity despite your distaste
SoftLord: as i said
SoftLord: i hate kissing people who smoke…they
taste like ash
chrrybmbnyc: my ex smoked and i hated it. i would
have to say that if someone smoked i probably wouldn’t
entertain anything
chrrybmbnyc: yuck
SoftLord: and i like kissing you, so
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
SoftLord: and dancin…
SoftLord: or… "dancin"
SoftLord: ;")
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i love to watch you dance, tony
SoftLord: ayyyy
SoftLord: oops…i’m mixin my travoltas
chrrybmbnyc: thought i’d jump on the bandwagon
SoftLord: you can jump on whatever you’d like to
babe
chrrybmbnyc: you know how i get
SoftLord: do i
chrrybmbnyc: don’t play coy
SoftLord: so yer sayin i get you all worked up….
O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: make me do bad things like rub myself all
over you
SoftLord: well you make me do bad things like bite
your neck and pull your hair… and i think you
could probably tell that i was enjoying myself
chrrybmbnyc: i do try to be good
SoftLord: do i need to explain to you the
difference between good and proficient?
chrrybmbnyc: what about good and proficient?
SoftLord: the difference between the two
chrrybmbnyc: explain
SoftLord: being good…and being good at it
chrrybmbnyc: talent?
SoftLord: moving on…
SoftLord: i think thats a thing that works verbally
chrrybmbnyc: i think you need to show me what you
mean
SoftLord: i think so too
chrrybmbnyc: so i think i’m going to crash in bed and
watch some mindless tv…wish you could join
me….tomorrow
SoftLord: so there are two parts of that evening
that stand out
SoftLord: you’re halfway through a show, you
might as well stay til 10
chrrybmbnyc: negotiating?
SoftLord: i’m just sayin… youd be coming in in the
middle
chrrybmbnyc: you know how i hate that
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: do you like jujyfruit?
SoftLord: sure
SoftLord: i used to be a milk duds at the movies
guy
chrrybmbnyc: i hate milk duds
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t know why
SoftLord: they changed the recipie
chrrybmbnyc: so now what do you choose
SoftLord: depends… bunchacrunch usually
chrrybmbnyc: what’s that
SoftLord: its like… little pieces of nestle crunch
chrrybmbnyc: more of a sour patch person myself
SoftLord: hmmm
SoftLord: oh cause you like dark chocolate
chrrybmbnyc: good memory
SoftLord: for the important stuff
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: which was that chocolatier that you
liked so much… the name has slipped my mind
chrrybmbnyc: i can’t remember either
SoftLord: dammit
chrrybmbnyc: something with a B
SoftLord: the only B ones yahoo lists are
bari&gail, bendicks, bernard c, betsy ann, black
hound, bodega, bridgewater, bromilow, brownes,
buchanan and butlers
chrrybmbnyc: nothing sounds familiar
chrrybmbnyc: too tired
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: so…as i was saying
chrrybmbnyc: and
SoftLord: there are two moments that stand out
from that evenin
chrrybmbnyc: yes….
SoftLord: 1) being pushed up against a wall and
kissed
chrrybmbnyc: and
SoftLord: and 2) on our walk back, on third and
mercer while we were waitin for adam, wrappin
my arms around you from behind
SoftLord: for a squeeze
chrrybmbnyc: that was fun
SoftLord: which
chrrybmbnyc: both
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: yaes
chrrybmbnyc: i like being the aggressor and…
SoftLord: and…
chrrybmbnyc: pleasant suprises
SoftLord: well phreased
SoftLord: phrased
chrrybmbnyc: thank you
SoftLord: godiva fan?
chrrybmbnyc: yes i am
SoftLord: iinteresting
chrrybmbnyc: uh huh
SoftLord: fading fast, i see
chrrybmbnyc: sorry…i just hit a wall
chrrybmbnyc: but very into you
SoftLord: no no… you had to deal with me all
day, its only fair
chrrybmbnyc: i need a back rub
SoftLord: aww… wish i was there to give you
one… i give good rubs… tomorrow
chrrybmbnyc: promise?
SoftLord: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: you’re the best
SoftLord: i dunno about that…. top 5,
definitely…..
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: have a good night, jeremy. till tomorrow
🙂
SoftLord: good night, sweetness *kiss onna
forehead* sleep well
chrrybmbnyc: you too
SoftLord: you’re more than welcome to crash
tomorrow BTW, regardless of how the evening is
spent
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chrrybmbnyc: you’re awake
SoftLord: i am
SoftLord: mostly
chrrybmbnyc: all i can say is that chain saws such
chrrybmbnyc: suck
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* you choppin up bodies again?
chrrybmbnyc: my parents are doing some sort of renovations that require the removal of a tree
SoftLord: ahhhh
chrrybmbnyc: why are you conscious?
SoftLord: cause apparently even when my alarm is off i can’t sleep thru it
chrrybmbnyc: body rhythm?
SoftLord: apparently
SoftLord: so i’m sitting and having tea
chrrybmbnyc: well i planned to sleep until 2 – now i don’t know what to do with myself
SoftLord: *cough*
chrrybmbnyc: what kind of tea
SoftLord: tension tamer
chrrybmbnyc: feeling tense
SoftLord: after our evening last night? *grin*
chrrybmbnyc: it was an unusual evening
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like you had some fun
SoftLord: i thought that was probably pretty apparent
chrrybmbnyc: yes now i remember
SoftLord: it was fun, yes.. more due to the company than the venue, but yea
SoftLord: yeah… i’ms ure that’d just slipped your mind
chrrybmbnyc: yeah i don’t think i’ll be there again – just had to show my face
SoftLord: course
chrrybmbnyc: so next time i see you it will be jeremy’s choice
SoftLord: oh i wasn’t complaining believe me
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t say you were complaining – did i?
SoftLord: true enough… just didn’t want you to think i didn’t enjoy myself or that it was a chose
SoftLord: choRe
chrrybmbnyc: let’s see – you crashed a party with lots of posers to ridicule and had the general counsel of pseudo rub her body all over you. not a bad evening
SoftLord: oh yeah… you do that too… i forgot
SoftLord: youre weird 😛
SoftLord: i like you not your job
chrrybmbnyc: just speaking in generalities
SoftLord: job just means you’re only a few blocks away during the day
chrrybmbnyc: 😛
SoftLord: i know… just seems like you get a lot of people ‘interested’ cause of your position rather than cause of u 😛
chrrybmbnyc: thanks alot
SoftLord: no i mean
SoftLord: they’re idiots
chrrybmbnyc: keep digging the hole
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: mean!
SoftLord: its not even 11am! 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i’m just a girl
SoftLord: just lil ol me
chrrybmbnyc: comes naturally
SoftLord: i know
SoftLord: i could *cough* tell 😉
chrrybmbnyc: oohhh
SoftLord: course i’m the one who’s been walking aroudn uncomfortably all mornin…heh
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: so isn’t it a glorious day, speaking of which
chrrybmbnyc: change the subject
SoftLord: okay…or not
SoftLord: whateva 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well it’s not raining yet
SoftLord: we can continue to talk about increasing levels of sexual frustration if you like… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: started a little last night at 4:30
SoftLord: its rainin here, so should be headed your way soon
chrrybmbnyc: ah ha
SoftLord: not pourin, but noticable
chrrybmbnyc: i think i’m hungry
SoftLord: yea…i know the feelin
SoftLord: i dont think i have anything to eat 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: i would love a homemade waffle with fresh fruit and maple syrup
chrrybmbnyc: hhmm
SoftLord: ooh
chrrybmbnyc: can you make waffles?
SoftLord: yup… haven’t in ages tho… wonder if i still have a waffle iron…
SoftLord: i make yummy belgian waffles
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i want
SoftLord: 7a makes this rum butter sauce for waffles thats like… an orgasm in a cup… been trying to duplicate… its prolly just butter and rum
flavoring and sugar
chrrybmbnyc: talk about frustration
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: you did that on purpose
SoftLord: maybe
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: >:o
SoftLord: *Grin* well maybe now we’re even 😉
chrrybmbnyc: we can never be even. i’m a minx
SoftLord: you’re something, alright
chrrybmbnyc: i have one issue: i think i said too much at that TVT party where you fed me liquor all night
SoftLord: said too much?
SoftLord: about?
SoftLord: ohhhh
SoftLord: just in general?
SoftLord: *leaves the ‘you fed me liquor’ comment alone*
chrrybmbnyc: yes. everytime i say something you remind me that i’ve told you that already
SoftLord: well it wasn’t all at that party
chrrybmbnyc: walk?
SoftLord: some of it was IMs and some of it was phone convo… you’re just not used to people remembering what you say 😛
chrrybmbnyc: very true
chrrybmbnyc: i rely on most people not listening to anything i say or remembering it
SoftLord: well then this is gonna suck for you 😉
chrrybmbnyc: so adam was quite upset you didn’t come home with u slast night. he went on and on in the car about it.
SoftLord: aw
SoftLord: adam was upset, huh
SoftLord: i sowwy… didnt’ know ‘how it would look’…
chrrybmbnyc: it would have been interesting
chrrybmbnyc: adam loves nothing more than cramming our house with people and making breakfast for everyone
chrrybmbnyc: he needs a restaurant
SoftLord: lol… he’s such a hostess
chrrybmbnyc: i think the driver wanted to kill him last night. he kept making him change the radio channel
SoftLord: yea i’m sure it would’ve been a good time had by all… but i dunno that i had the energy to deal with all of that
chrrybmbnyc: no, you have to work up to something like that
SoftLord: meetin the folks and all 😉
chrrybmbnyc: this place is wonderfully insane
chrrybmbnyc: it’s bizarro world. nothing is average or predictable
chrrybmbnyc: trust me
SoftLord: soudna bout right, considering who it turned out
SoftLord: sounds, dammit
SoftLord: i CAN type
SoftLord: yea…something to work up to…
SoftLord: or something to do when one is more awake..hehe
chrrybmbnyc: it’s addictive. why i have difficulty leaving but will soon. i did find an apartment i like in Murray Hill but mentioned it to shelly last night and he was thrilled –
he lives in murray hill. nix that one
SoftLord: fuck
SoftLord: oh well
SoftLord: oh, so yatti (sic) comes up to me last night while slimeboy was "dancing" with you and goes "you’re the only one who’s allowed to dance
with her like that… i’m watchin it." or something like that
chrrybmbnyc: which slimeboy
SoftLord: dvd distro
chrrybmbnyc: i hate him. i dont’ know if you say me but he grabbed my breast from behind and i elbowed him in teh chest
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like yatti likes you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s so cute
SoftLord: did not…i woulda grabbed you outta there earlier
SoftLord: he is
chrrybmbnyc: that’s so something he would say
SoftLord: i toldja… all the tough lookin guys like that i know are totally teddybears
SoftLord: what can i say…i’m likable
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now i feel bad that we ditched him at burger king. he called me twice but i didn’t catch him in time
SoftLord: d’oh
SoftLord: well.. he knew where we were going… blame the alcohol
chrrybmbnyc: he did?
SoftLord: everyone seemed convinced that he did last night
chrrybmbnyc: we were all behaved last night. i could tell you stories about yatti
SoftLord: i’m sure
chrrybmbnyc: we’ve gotten into some real trouble out drinking
SoftLord: understandable…yer all a bunch of troublemakers
chrrybmbnyc: did you see solaris with george clooney
SoftLord: newp..never got to it… por quoi?
chrrybmbnyc: just found a stack of rentals: chicago, solaris, life of david gale, adn head of state.
SoftLord: ahhh
SoftLord: head of state i hear is really funny
chrrybmbnyc: here comes the rain
SoftLord: haven’t seen any of ‘e
SoftLord: m
chrrybmbnyc: entertainment good
SoftLord: david gale sucked, tho…my dad saw
SoftLord: oh see now i wish i’d come over… rainy day movie days are fun :/
chrrybmbnyc: love kevin spacy but heard that same thing
SoftLord: ya
chrrybmbnyc: it’s pretty phat here
SoftLord: my house is similar… tho not as crowded
chrrybmbnyc: never hear much about your house
SoftLord: its got a similar vibe to adam’s office room… very mellow
chrrybmbnyc: cock roaches??
SoftLord: sue mentioned that
chrrybmbnyc: mentioned what?
SoftLord: hmm… not that i notice… probably somewhere
SoftLord: mentioend that pseudo has a similar vibe to my house
chrrybmbnyc: interesting
SoftLord: or bizdev does anyway
chrrybmbnyc: loft with ghetto fab charm
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: heh…well… more like quirky artist/gadgetgeek charm
SoftLord: half of it is my dad’s studio space…
chrrybmbnyc: i would agree – has more of an artist feel to it.
chrrybmbnyc: so continue…
SoftLord: theres only 4 enclosed rooms (home theater room, my room, bathroom, my dads room)..and the rest is open space
chrrybmbnyc: what sort of art does he do in his studio?
SoftLord: its 100 ft from end to end and 35 feet wide at the widest point
SoftLord: http://www.softlord.com/charlesmeyers/
SoftLord: that kind
chrrybmbnyc: love Another Day, September, and Nocturnal 3.
chrrybmbnyc: pouring now
SoftLord: "worlds" is upin my room
SoftLord: its me
SoftLord: as is nocturnal 7
SoftLord: er…n7 is up in my room…dunno if its anyone in parti ular
SoftLord: particular
chrrybmbnyc: so you have art everywhere around you – brat
SoftLord: yea pretty much
SoftLord: both my parents are artists…
chrrybmbnyc: explains alot
chrrybmbnyc: only one of my parents is an artist
SoftLord: http://www.paceprints.com/artistportfolio/artistportfolio.asp?author=Agnes+Denes&UID=1131&offset=
SoftLord: also up in my room
SoftLord: i wish that wasn’t such an awful scan..
chrrybmbnyc: very spoiled
SoftLord: hey, i like beauty around me…what can i say
SoftLord: actually that last one was a gift from the artist
chrrybmbnyc: hence the addiction to beauty
SoftLord: hey i think my addiction to beauty has work out pretty well so far
chrrybmbnyc: like i said brat
SoftLord: *grin* okay…
SoftLord: maybe a little 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you know you are
SoftLord: yeah okay…you win
chrrybmbnyc: i always win
SoftLord: you’re the one who was all rubbin up against me last night tho, so what does that make you 😛
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* we’ll see 😛
SoftLord: and if you say ‘drunk’, so help me
chrrybmbnyc: wasn’t drunk last night. so must be legitemate feelings
SoftLord: uh oh
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now you’re fucked
SoftLord: yea… me too
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: now? *checks watch*
SoftLord: hmmm
chrrybmbnyc: hmmm too
SoftLord: i’m enjoying the pace we have going now
chrrybmbnyc: you’ve said that before.
SoftLord: have i?
SoftLord: hmm
chrrybmbnyc: yes you have
SoftLord: well okay
SoftLord: then i have
SoftLord: not that there haven’t been thoughts of locking you and i in your office and licking you til you can’t walk….
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: don’t tempt me
SoftLord: why not?
chrrybmbnyc: would beguile you i think
SoftLord: hmm… how so
chrrybmbnyc: have to think about this response a little
SoftLord: take your time
chrrybmbnyc: that sort of intimacy with me can be overwhelming
SoftLord: well thats no less vague than your previous statement
SoftLord: did you mean in an emotional sense or in the like… ‘i’m a screamer’ sense
chrrybmbnyc: i have an ability to expose myself physically and emotionally and completely penetrate you on the same plains
chrrybmbnyc: if that makes sense
SoftLord: hold
SoftLord: well… what flashes of emotional and physical vulnerability i’ve felt from you so far makes me want to learn more about you on so many
more levels… but if this is gonna be a real thing then the intimacy thing is important and lockin ourselves in your office, while it sounds fun, doesn’t
really get to that point
SoftLord: at least not til theres further connection on those levels
chrrybmbnyc: how did you get so smark?
chrrybmbnyc: smart
chrrybmbnyc: not you’re average boy
SoftLord: i didn’t have any friends in high school
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: hehe…thats not true actually…but…
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like a good story
SoftLord: yea
chrrybmbnyc: maybe a ham sandwich with lots of crunchy lettuce
SoftLord: i dunno… i just do really like you, and the glimpses you’ve given me under the surface have not made me less interested in getting at the
real you
SoftLord: great…change the subject and make my comment sound all out of place, why dontcha
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: glad to have kept your interest
chrrybmbnyc: we can stay on this subject – just hungry
SoftLord: lol… nows the time when you stroke me a little too, ya know 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well i was impressed that you accompanied me last night. it’s very easy to like you. too easy. there isn’t anything that i don’t like about you. i think our
personalities meld well which is the most important thing
really. i’m looking forward to getting to know you. like the
longing
SoftLord: i’m sure you’ll find something… but
thats what makes it interesting… and agreed on
all counts
SoftLord: i’m easy but not simple
chrrybmbnyc: what’s easy??
SoftLord: and i’m glad you miss me 🙂
SoftLord: easy like… to get along with…
unstressful… i try to keep it that way
SoftLord: i dont like adding bad stuff to peoples
lives
SoftLord: too much crap floating around without
me adding to it
chrrybmbnyc: when it comes to business i’m extremely
aggressive and type a. so when it comes to my personal
life i’m very relaxed and mellow. life is simple if you make
it that way. hence my divorce
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: which is why people who makes things
difficult for themselves for no reason drive us
both mad
chrrybmbnyc: agreed
softlord wants to send file
g:\download\Napster\andain-beautiful_things__in
cl_josh_gabriel_tech_mix-promo_vinyl-2003-pow\
01-andain-beautiful_things__gabriel_and_dresde
n_unplugged_mix-promo_vinyl-pow.mp3.
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re personal life is your
release. it’s really just about good friends, holidays,
sipping wine in front of fire places, and such
SoftLord: mine? or in general
SoftLord: love wine and fireplaces
SoftLord: and like… billie holiday and comfy pillow
chrrybmbnyc: my favorite past time. another reason
that it’s hard to leave here. have a great fire place
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: oh…jeez
SoftLord: yeah…
SoftLord: me and sue used to go down by battery
park city with a bottle of cheap white zinfandel
and just sit by the water and drink and talk all
night… some of my fondest memories
chrrybmbnyc: adam likes to break open the korsendonk
and talk for hours in front of our fire place
SoftLord: by himself? or….
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: with me and fran
SoftLord: now… ilove your brother and all… but
i’m not sure at this point that i’d put conversation
with him as a ‘mellow’ activity…admittedly i
haven’t been in that situation
chrrybmbnyc: don’t like frantic energy???
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: didn’t say that
SoftLord: said i wouldn’t call it mel
SoftLord: i am
SoftLord: mostly
chrrybmbnyc: all i can say is that chain saws such
chrrybmbnyc: suck
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* you choppin up bodies again?
chrrybmbnyc: my parents are doing some sort of renovations that require the removal of a tree
SoftLord: ahhhh
chrrybmbnyc: why are you conscious?
SoftLord: cause apparently even when my alarm is off i can’t sleep thru it
chrrybmbnyc: body rhythm?
SoftLord: apparently
SoftLord: so i’m sitting and having tea
chrrybmbnyc: well i planned to sleep until 2 – now i don’t know what to do with myself
SoftLord: *cough*
chrrybmbnyc: what kind of tea
SoftLord: tension tamer
chrrybmbnyc: feeling tense
SoftLord: after our evening last night? *grin*
chrrybmbnyc: it was an unusual evening
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like you had some fun
SoftLord: i thought that was probably pretty apparent
chrrybmbnyc: yes now i remember
SoftLord: it was fun, yes.. more due to the company than the venue, but yea
SoftLord: yeah… i’ms ure that’d just slipped your mind
chrrybmbnyc: yeah i don’t think i’ll be there again – just had to show my face
SoftLord: course
chrrybmbnyc: so next time i see you it will be jeremy’s choice
SoftLord: oh i wasn’t complaining believe me
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t say you were complaining – did i?
SoftLord: true enough… just didn’t want you to think i didn’t enjoy myself or that it was a chose
SoftLord: choRe
chrrybmbnyc: let’s see – you crashed a party with lots of posers to ridicule and had the general counsel of pseudo rub her body all over you. not a bad evening
SoftLord: oh yeah… you do that too… i forgot
SoftLord: youre weird 😛
SoftLord: i like you not your job
chrrybmbnyc: just speaking in generalities
SoftLord: job just means you’re only a few blocks away during the day
chrrybmbnyc: 😛
SoftLord: i know… just seems like you get a lot of people ‘interested’ cause of your position rather than cause of u 😛
chrrybmbnyc: thanks alot
SoftLord: no i mean
SoftLord: they’re idiots
chrrybmbnyc: keep digging the hole
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: mean!
SoftLord: its not even 11am! 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i’m just a girl
SoftLord: just lil ol me
chrrybmbnyc: comes naturally
SoftLord: i know
SoftLord: i could *cough* tell 😉
chrrybmbnyc: oohhh
SoftLord: course i’m the one who’s been walking aroudn uncomfortably all mornin…heh
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: so isn’t it a glorious day, speaking of which
chrrybmbnyc: change the subject
SoftLord: okay…or not
SoftLord: whateva 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well it’s not raining yet
SoftLord: we can continue to talk about increasing levels of sexual frustration if you like… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: started a little last night at 4:30
SoftLord: its rainin here, so should be headed your way soon
chrrybmbnyc: ah ha
SoftLord: not pourin, but noticable
chrrybmbnyc: i think i’m hungry
SoftLord: yea…i know the feelin
SoftLord: i dont think i have anything to eat 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: i would love a homemade waffle with fresh fruit and maple syrup
chrrybmbnyc: hhmm
SoftLord: ooh
chrrybmbnyc: can you make waffles?
SoftLord: yup… haven’t in ages tho… wonder if i still have a waffle iron…
SoftLord: i make yummy belgian waffles
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i want
SoftLord: 7a makes this rum butter sauce for waffles thats like… an orgasm in a cup… been trying to duplicate… its prolly just butter and rum
flavoring and sugar
chrrybmbnyc: talk about frustration
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: you did that on purpose
SoftLord: maybe
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: >:o
SoftLord: *Grin* well maybe now we’re even 😉
chrrybmbnyc: we can never be even. i’m a minx
SoftLord: you’re something, alright
chrrybmbnyc: i have one issue: i think i said too much at that TVT party where you fed me liquor all night
SoftLord: said too much?
SoftLord: about?
SoftLord: ohhhh
SoftLord: just in general?
SoftLord: *leaves the ‘you fed me liquor’ comment alone*
chrrybmbnyc: yes. everytime i say something you remind me that i’ve told you that already
SoftLord: well it wasn’t all at that party
chrrybmbnyc: walk?
SoftLord: some of it was IMs and some of it was phone convo… you’re just not used to people remembering what you say 😛
chrrybmbnyc: very true
chrrybmbnyc: i rely on most people not listening to anything i say or remembering it
SoftLord: well then this is gonna suck for you 😉
chrrybmbnyc: so adam was quite upset you didn’t come home with u slast night. he went on and on in the car about it.
SoftLord: aw
SoftLord: adam was upset, huh
SoftLord: i sowwy… didnt’ know ‘how it would look’…
chrrybmbnyc: it would have been interesting
chrrybmbnyc: adam loves nothing more than cramming our house with people and making breakfast for everyone
chrrybmbnyc: he needs a restaurant
SoftLord: lol… he’s such a hostess
chrrybmbnyc: i think the driver wanted to kill him last night. he kept making him change the radio channel
SoftLord: yea i’m sure it would’ve been a good time had by all… but i dunno that i had the energy to deal with all of that
chrrybmbnyc: no, you have to work up to something like that
SoftLord: meetin the folks and all 😉
chrrybmbnyc: this place is wonderfully insane
chrrybmbnyc: it’s bizarro world. nothing is average or predictable
chrrybmbnyc: trust me
SoftLord: soudna bout right, considering who it turned out
SoftLord: sounds, dammit
SoftLord: i CAN type
SoftLord: yea…something to work up to…
SoftLord: or something to do when one is more awake..hehe
chrrybmbnyc: it’s addictive. why i have difficulty leaving but will soon. i did find an apartment i like in Murray Hill but mentioned it to shelly last night and he was thrilled –
he lives in murray hill. nix that one
SoftLord: fuck
SoftLord: oh well
SoftLord: oh, so yatti (sic) comes up to me last night while slimeboy was "dancing" with you and goes "you’re the only one who’s allowed to dance
with her like that… i’m watchin it." or something like that
chrrybmbnyc: which slimeboy
SoftLord: dvd distro
chrrybmbnyc: i hate him. i dont’ know if you say me but he grabbed my breast from behind and i elbowed him in teh chest
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like yatti likes you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s so cute
SoftLord: did not…i woulda grabbed you outta there earlier
SoftLord: he is
chrrybmbnyc: that’s so something he would say
SoftLord: i toldja… all the tough lookin guys like that i know are totally teddybears
SoftLord: what can i say…i’m likable
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now i feel bad that we ditched him at burger king. he called me twice but i didn’t catch him in time
SoftLord: d’oh
SoftLord: well.. he knew where we were going… blame the alcohol
chrrybmbnyc: he did?
SoftLord: everyone seemed convinced that he did last night
chrrybmbnyc: we were all behaved last night. i could tell you stories about yatti
SoftLord: i’m sure
chrrybmbnyc: we’ve gotten into some real trouble out drinking
SoftLord: understandable…yer all a bunch of troublemakers
chrrybmbnyc: did you see solaris with george clooney
SoftLord: newp..never got to it… por quoi?
chrrybmbnyc: just found a stack of rentals: chicago, solaris, life of david gale, adn head of state.
SoftLord: ahhh
SoftLord: head of state i hear is really funny
chrrybmbnyc: here comes the rain
SoftLord: haven’t seen any of ‘e
SoftLord: m
chrrybmbnyc: entertainment good
SoftLord: david gale sucked, tho…my dad saw
SoftLord: oh see now i wish i’d come over… rainy day movie days are fun :/
chrrybmbnyc: love kevin spacy but heard that same thing
SoftLord: ya
chrrybmbnyc: it’s pretty phat here
SoftLord: my house is similar… tho not as crowded
chrrybmbnyc: never hear much about your house
SoftLord: its got a similar vibe to adam’s office room… very mellow
chrrybmbnyc: cock roaches??
SoftLord: sue mentioned that
chrrybmbnyc: mentioned what?
SoftLord: hmm… not that i notice… probably somewhere
SoftLord: mentioend that pseudo has a similar vibe to my house
chrrybmbnyc: interesting
SoftLord: or bizdev does anyway
chrrybmbnyc: loft with ghetto fab charm
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: heh…well… more like quirky artist/gadgetgeek charm
SoftLord: half of it is my dad’s studio space…
chrrybmbnyc: i would agree – has more of an artist feel to it.
chrrybmbnyc: so continue…
SoftLord: theres only 4 enclosed rooms (home theater room, my room, bathroom, my dads room)..and the rest is open space
chrrybmbnyc: what sort of art does he do in his studio?
SoftLord: its 100 ft from end to end and 35 feet wide at the widest point
SoftLord: http://www.softlord.com/charlesmeyers/
SoftLord: that kind
chrrybmbnyc: love Another Day, September, and Nocturnal 3.
chrrybmbnyc: pouring now
SoftLord: "worlds" is upin my room
SoftLord: its me
SoftLord: as is nocturnal 7
SoftLord: er…n7 is up in my room…dunno if its anyone in parti ular
SoftLord: particular
chrrybmbnyc: so you have art everywhere around you – brat
SoftLord: yea pretty much
SoftLord: both my parents are artists…
chrrybmbnyc: explains alot
chrrybmbnyc: only one of my parents is an artist
SoftLord: http://www.paceprints.com/artistportfolio/artistportfolio.asp?author=Agnes+Denes&UID=1131&offset=
SoftLord: also up in my room
SoftLord: i wish that wasn’t such an awful scan..
chrrybmbnyc: very spoiled
SoftLord: hey, i like beauty around me…what can i say
SoftLord: actually that last one was a gift from the artist
chrrybmbnyc: hence the addiction to beauty
SoftLord: hey i think my addiction to beauty has work out pretty well so far
chrrybmbnyc: like i said brat
SoftLord: *grin* okay…
SoftLord: maybe a little 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you know you are
SoftLord: yeah okay…you win
chrrybmbnyc: i always win
SoftLord: you’re the one who was all rubbin up against me last night tho, so what does that make you 😛
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* we’ll see 😛
SoftLord: and if you say ‘drunk’, so help me
chrrybmbnyc: wasn’t drunk last night. so must be legitemate feelings
SoftLord: uh oh
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now you’re fucked
SoftLord: yea… me too
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: now? *checks watch*
SoftLord: hmmm
chrrybmbnyc: hmmm too
SoftLord: i’m enjoying the pace we have going now
chrrybmbnyc: you’ve said that before.
SoftLord: have i?
SoftLord: hmm
chrrybmbnyc: yes you have
SoftLord: well okay
SoftLord: then i have
SoftLord: not that there haven’t been thoughts of locking you and i in your office and licking you til you can’t walk….
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: don’t tempt me
SoftLord: why not?
chrrybmbnyc: would beguile you i think
SoftLord: hmm… how so
chrrybmbnyc: have to think about this response a little
SoftLord: take your time
chrrybmbnyc: that sort of intimacy with me can be overwhelming
SoftLord: well thats no less vague than your previous statement
SoftLord: did you mean in an emotional sense or in the like… ‘i’m a screamer’ sense
chrrybmbnyc: i have an ability to expose myself physically and emotionally and completely penetrate you on the same plains
chrrybmbnyc: if that makes sense
SoftLord: hold
SoftLord: well… what flashes of emotional and physical vulnerability i’ve felt from you so far makes me want to learn more about you on so many
more levels… but if this is gonna be a real thing then the intimacy thing is important and lockin ourselves in your office, while it sounds fun, doesn’t
really get to that point
SoftLord: at least not til theres further connection on those levels
chrrybmbnyc: how did you get so smark?
chrrybmbnyc: smart
chrrybmbnyc: not you’re average boy
SoftLord: i didn’t have any friends in high school
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: hehe…thats not true actually…but…
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like a good story
SoftLord: yea
chrrybmbnyc: maybe a ham sandwich with lots of crunchy lettuce
SoftLord: i dunno… i just do really like you, and the glimpses you’ve given me under the surface have not made me less interested in getting at the
real you
SoftLord: great…change the subject and make my comment sound all out of place, why dontcha
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: glad to have kept your interest
chrrybmbnyc: we can stay on this subject – just hungry
SoftLord: lol… nows the time when you stroke me a little too, ya know 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well i was impressed that you accompanied me last night. it’s very easy to like you. too easy. there isn’t anything that i don’t like about you. i think our
personalities meld well which is the most important thing
really. i’m looking forward to getting to know you. like the
longing
SoftLord: i’m sure you’ll find something… but
thats what makes it interesting… and agreed on
all counts
SoftLord: i’m easy but not simple
chrrybmbnyc: what’s easy??
SoftLord: and i’m glad you miss me 🙂
SoftLord: easy like… to get along with…
unstressful… i try to keep it that way
SoftLord: i dont like adding bad stuff to peoples
lives
SoftLord: too much crap floating around without
me adding to it
chrrybmbnyc: when it comes to business i’m extremely
aggressive and type a. so when it comes to my personal
life i’m very relaxed and mellow. life is simple if you make
it that way. hence my divorce
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: which is why people who makes things
difficult for themselves for no reason drive us
both mad
chrrybmbnyc: agreed
softlord wants to send file
g:\download\Napster\andain-beautiful_things__in
cl_josh_gabriel_tech_mix-promo_vinyl-2003-pow\
01-andain-beautiful_things__gabriel_and_dresde
n_unplugged_mix-promo_vinyl-pow.mp3.
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re personal life is your
release. it’s really just about good friends, holidays,
sipping wine in front of fire places, and such
SoftLord: mine? or in general
SoftLord: love wine and fireplaces
SoftLord: and like… billie holiday and comfy pillow
chrrybmbnyc: my favorite past time. another reason
that it’s hard to leave here. have a great fire place
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: oh…jeez
SoftLord: yeah…
SoftLord: me and sue used to go down by battery
park city with a bottle of cheap white zinfandel
and just sit by the water and drink and talk all
night… some of my fondest memories
chrrybmbnyc: adam likes to break open the korsendonk
and talk for hours in front of our fire place
SoftLord: by himself? or….
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: with me and fran
SoftLord: now… ilove your brother and all… but
i’m not sure at this point that i’d put conversation
with him as a ‘mellow’ activity…admittedly i
haven’t been in that situation
chrrybmbnyc: don’t like frantic energy???
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: didn’t say that
SoftLord: said i wouldn’t call it mel