chrrybmbnyc: you’re awake
SoftLord: i am
SoftLord: mostly
chrrybmbnyc: all i can say is that chain saws such
chrrybmbnyc: suck
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* you choppin up bodies again?
chrrybmbnyc: my parents are doing some sort of renovations that require the removal of a tree
SoftLord: ahhhh
chrrybmbnyc: why are you conscious?
SoftLord: cause apparently even when my alarm is off i can’t sleep thru it
chrrybmbnyc: body rhythm?
SoftLord: apparently
SoftLord: so i’m sitting and having tea
chrrybmbnyc: well i planned to sleep until 2 – now i don’t know what to do with myself
SoftLord: *cough*
chrrybmbnyc: what kind of tea
SoftLord: tension tamer
chrrybmbnyc: feeling tense
SoftLord: after our evening last night? *grin*
chrrybmbnyc: it was an unusual evening
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like you had some fun
SoftLord: i thought that was probably pretty apparent
chrrybmbnyc: yes now i remember
SoftLord: it was fun, yes.. more due to the company than the venue, but yea
SoftLord: yeah… i’ms ure that’d just slipped your mind
chrrybmbnyc: yeah i don’t think i’ll be there again – just had to show my face
SoftLord: course
chrrybmbnyc: so next time i see you it will be jeremy’s choice
SoftLord: oh i wasn’t complaining believe me
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t say you were complaining – did i?
SoftLord: true enough… just didn’t want you to think i didn’t enjoy myself or that it was a chose
SoftLord: choRe
chrrybmbnyc: let’s see – you crashed a party with lots of posers to ridicule and had the general counsel of pseudo rub her body all over you. not a bad evening
SoftLord: oh yeah… you do that too… i forgot
SoftLord: youre weird 😛
SoftLord: i like you not your job
chrrybmbnyc: just speaking in generalities
SoftLord: job just means you’re only a few blocks away during the day
chrrybmbnyc: 😛
SoftLord: i know… just seems like you get a lot of people ‘interested’ cause of your position rather than cause of u 😛
chrrybmbnyc: thanks alot
SoftLord: no i mean
SoftLord: they’re idiots
chrrybmbnyc: keep digging the hole
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: mean!
SoftLord: its not even 11am! 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i’m just a girl
SoftLord: just lil ol me
chrrybmbnyc: comes naturally
SoftLord: i know
SoftLord: i could *cough* tell 😉
chrrybmbnyc: oohhh
SoftLord: course i’m the one who’s been walking aroudn uncomfortably all mornin…heh
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: so isn’t it a glorious day, speaking of which
chrrybmbnyc: change the subject
SoftLord: okay…or not
SoftLord: whateva 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well it’s not raining yet
SoftLord: we can continue to talk about increasing levels of sexual frustration if you like… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: started a little last night at 4:30
SoftLord: its rainin here, so should be headed your way soon
chrrybmbnyc: ah ha
SoftLord: not pourin, but noticable
chrrybmbnyc: i think i’m hungry
SoftLord: yea…i know the feelin
SoftLord: i dont think i have anything to eat 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: i would love a homemade waffle with fresh fruit and maple syrup
chrrybmbnyc: hhmm
SoftLord: ooh
chrrybmbnyc: can you make waffles?
SoftLord: yup… haven’t in ages tho… wonder if i still have a waffle iron…
SoftLord: i make yummy belgian waffles
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i want
SoftLord: 7a makes this rum butter sauce for waffles thats like… an orgasm in a cup… been trying to duplicate… its prolly just butter and rum
flavoring and sugar
chrrybmbnyc: talk about frustration
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: you did that on purpose
SoftLord: maybe
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: >:o
SoftLord: *Grin* well maybe now we’re even 😉
chrrybmbnyc: we can never be even. i’m a minx
SoftLord: you’re something, alright
chrrybmbnyc: i have one issue: i think i said too much at that TVT party where you fed me liquor all night
SoftLord: said too much?
SoftLord: about?
SoftLord: ohhhh
SoftLord: just in general?
SoftLord: *leaves the ‘you fed me liquor’ comment alone*
chrrybmbnyc: yes. everytime i say something you remind me that i’ve told you that already
SoftLord: well it wasn’t all at that party
chrrybmbnyc: walk?
SoftLord: some of it was IMs and some of it was phone convo… you’re just not used to people remembering what you say 😛
chrrybmbnyc: very true
chrrybmbnyc: i rely on most people not listening to anything i say or remembering it
SoftLord: well then this is gonna suck for you 😉
chrrybmbnyc: so adam was quite upset you didn’t come home with u slast night. he went on and on in the car about it.
SoftLord: aw
SoftLord: adam was upset, huh
SoftLord: i sowwy… didnt’ know ‘how it would look’…
chrrybmbnyc: it would have been interesting
chrrybmbnyc: adam loves nothing more than cramming our house with people and making breakfast for everyone
chrrybmbnyc: he needs a restaurant
SoftLord: lol… he’s such a hostess
chrrybmbnyc: i think the driver wanted to kill him last night. he kept making him change the radio channel
SoftLord: yea i’m sure it would’ve been a good time had by all… but i dunno that i had the energy to deal with all of that
chrrybmbnyc: no, you have to work up to something like that
SoftLord: meetin the folks and all 😉
chrrybmbnyc: this place is wonderfully insane
chrrybmbnyc: it’s bizarro world. nothing is average or predictable
chrrybmbnyc: trust me
SoftLord: soudna bout right, considering who it turned out
SoftLord: sounds, dammit
SoftLord: i CAN type
SoftLord: yea…something to work up to…
SoftLord: or something to do when one is more awake..hehe
chrrybmbnyc: it’s addictive. why i have difficulty leaving but will soon. i did find an apartment i like in Murray Hill but mentioned it to shelly last night and he was thrilled –
he lives in murray hill. nix that one
SoftLord: fuck
SoftLord: oh well
SoftLord: oh, so yatti (sic) comes up to me last night while slimeboy was "dancing" with you and goes "you’re the only one who’s allowed to dance
with her like that… i’m watchin it." or something like that
chrrybmbnyc: which slimeboy
SoftLord: dvd distro
chrrybmbnyc: i hate him. i dont’ know if you say me but he grabbed my breast from behind and i elbowed him in teh chest
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like yatti likes you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s so cute
SoftLord: did not…i woulda grabbed you outta there earlier
SoftLord: he is
chrrybmbnyc: that’s so something he would say
SoftLord: i toldja… all the tough lookin guys like that i know are totally teddybears
SoftLord: what can i say…i’m likable
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now i feel bad that we ditched him at burger king. he called me twice but i didn’t catch him in time
SoftLord: d’oh
SoftLord: well.. he knew where we were going… blame the alcohol
chrrybmbnyc: he did?
SoftLord: everyone seemed convinced that he did last night
chrrybmbnyc: we were all behaved last night. i could tell you stories about yatti
SoftLord: i’m sure
chrrybmbnyc: we’ve gotten into some real trouble out drinking
SoftLord: understandable…yer all a bunch of troublemakers
chrrybmbnyc: did you see solaris with george clooney
SoftLord: newp..never got to it… por quoi?
chrrybmbnyc: just found a stack of rentals: chicago, solaris, life of david gale, adn head of state.
SoftLord: ahhh
SoftLord: head of state i hear is really funny
chrrybmbnyc: here comes the rain
SoftLord: haven’t seen any of ‘e
SoftLord: m
chrrybmbnyc: entertainment good
SoftLord: david gale sucked, tho…my dad saw
SoftLord: oh see now i wish i’d come over… rainy day movie days are fun :/
chrrybmbnyc: love kevin spacy but heard that same thing
SoftLord: ya
chrrybmbnyc: it’s pretty phat here
SoftLord: my house is similar… tho not as crowded
chrrybmbnyc: never hear much about your house
SoftLord: its got a similar vibe to adam’s office room… very mellow
chrrybmbnyc: cock roaches??
SoftLord: sue mentioned that
chrrybmbnyc: mentioned what?
SoftLord: hmm… not that i notice… probably somewhere
SoftLord: mentioend that pseudo has a similar vibe to my house
chrrybmbnyc: interesting
SoftLord: or bizdev does anyway
chrrybmbnyc: loft with ghetto fab charm
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: heh…well… more like quirky artist/gadgetgeek charm
SoftLord: half of it is my dad’s studio space…
chrrybmbnyc: i would agree – has more of an artist feel to it.
chrrybmbnyc: so continue…
SoftLord: theres only 4 enclosed rooms (home theater room, my room, bathroom, my dads room)..and the rest is open space
chrrybmbnyc: what sort of art does he do in his studio?
SoftLord: its 100 ft from end to end and 35 feet wide at the widest point
SoftLord: http://www.softlord.com/charlesmeyers/
SoftLord: that kind
chrrybmbnyc: love Another Day, September, and Nocturnal 3.
chrrybmbnyc: pouring now
SoftLord: "worlds" is upin my room
SoftLord: its me
SoftLord: as is nocturnal 7
SoftLord: er…n7 is up in my room…dunno if its anyone in parti ular
SoftLord: particular
chrrybmbnyc: so you have art everywhere around you – brat
SoftLord: yea pretty much
SoftLord: both my parents are artists…
chrrybmbnyc: explains alot
chrrybmbnyc: only one of my parents is an artist
SoftLord: http://www.paceprints.com/artistportfolio/artistportfolio.asp?author=Agnes+Denes&UID=1131&offset=
SoftLord: also up in my room
SoftLord: i wish that wasn’t such an awful scan..
chrrybmbnyc: very spoiled
SoftLord: hey, i like beauty around me…what can i say
SoftLord: actually that last one was a gift from the artist
chrrybmbnyc: hence the addiction to beauty
SoftLord: hey i think my addiction to beauty has work out pretty well so far
chrrybmbnyc: like i said brat
SoftLord: *grin* okay…
SoftLord: maybe a little 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you know you are
SoftLord: yeah okay…you win
chrrybmbnyc: i always win
SoftLord: you’re the one who was all rubbin up against me last night tho, so what does that make you 😛
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* we’ll see 😛
SoftLord: and if you say ‘drunk’, so help me
chrrybmbnyc: wasn’t drunk last night. so must be legitemate feelings
SoftLord: uh oh
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now you’re fucked
SoftLord: yea… me too
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: now? *checks watch*
SoftLord: hmmm
chrrybmbnyc: hmmm too
SoftLord: i’m enjoying the pace we have going now
chrrybmbnyc: you’ve said that before.
SoftLord: have i?
SoftLord: hmm
chrrybmbnyc: yes you have
SoftLord: well okay
SoftLord: then i have
SoftLord: not that there haven’t been thoughts of locking you and i in your office and licking you til you can’t walk….
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: don’t tempt me
SoftLord: why not?
chrrybmbnyc: would beguile you i think
SoftLord: hmm… how so
chrrybmbnyc: have to think about this response a little
SoftLord: take your time
chrrybmbnyc: that sort of intimacy with me can be overwhelming
SoftLord: well thats no less vague than your previous statement
SoftLord: did you mean in an emotional sense or in the like… ‘i’m a screamer’ sense
chrrybmbnyc: i have an ability to expose myself physically and emotionally and completely penetrate you on the same plains
chrrybmbnyc: if that makes sense
SoftLord: hold
SoftLord: well… what flashes of emotional and physical vulnerability i’ve felt from you so far makes me want to learn more about you on so many
more levels… but if this is gonna be a real thing then the intimacy thing is important and lockin ourselves in your office, while it sounds fun, doesn’t
really get to that point
SoftLord: at least not til theres further connection on those levels
chrrybmbnyc: how did you get so smark?
chrrybmbnyc: smart
chrrybmbnyc: not you’re average boy
SoftLord: i didn’t have any friends in high school
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: hehe…thats not true actually…but…
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like a good story
SoftLord: yea
chrrybmbnyc: maybe a ham sandwich with lots of crunchy lettuce
SoftLord: i dunno… i just do really like you, and the glimpses you’ve given me under the surface have not made me less interested in getting at the
real you
SoftLord: great…change the subject and make my comment sound all out of place, why dontcha
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: glad to have kept your interest
chrrybmbnyc: we can stay on this subject – just hungry
SoftLord: lol… nows the time when you stroke me a little too, ya know 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well i was impressed that you accompanied me last night. it’s very easy to like you. too easy. there isn’t anything that i don’t like about you. i think our
personalities meld well which is the most important thing
really. i’m looking forward to getting to know you. like the
longing
SoftLord: i’m sure you’ll find something… but
thats what makes it interesting… and agreed on
all counts
SoftLord: i’m easy but not simple
chrrybmbnyc: what’s easy??
SoftLord: and i’m glad you miss me 🙂
SoftLord: easy like… to get along with…
unstressful… i try to keep it that way
SoftLord: i dont like adding bad stuff to peoples
lives
SoftLord: too much crap floating around without
me adding to it
chrrybmbnyc: when it comes to business i’m extremely
aggressive and type a. so when it comes to my personal
life i’m very relaxed and mellow. life is simple if you make
it that way. hence my divorce
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: which is why people who makes things
difficult for themselves for no reason drive us
both mad
chrrybmbnyc: agreed
softlord wants to send file
g:\download\Napster\andain-beautiful_things__in
cl_josh_gabriel_tech_mix-promo_vinyl-2003-pow\
01-andain-beautiful_things__gabriel_and_dresde
n_unplugged_mix-promo_vinyl-pow.mp3.
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re personal life is your
release. it’s really just about good friends, holidays,
sipping wine in front of fire places, and such
SoftLord: mine? or in general
SoftLord: love wine and fireplaces
SoftLord: and like… billie holiday and comfy pillow
chrrybmbnyc: my favorite past time. another reason
that it’s hard to leave here. have a great fire place
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: oh…jeez
SoftLord: yeah…
SoftLord: me and sue used to go down by battery
park city with a bottle of cheap white zinfandel
and just sit by the water and drink and talk all
night… some of my fondest memories
chrrybmbnyc: adam likes to break open the korsendonk
and talk for hours in front of our fire place
SoftLord: by himself? or….
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: with me and fran
SoftLord: now… ilove your brother and all… but
i’m not sure at this point that i’d put conversation
with him as a ‘mellow’ activity…admittedly i
haven’t been in that situation
chrrybmbnyc: don’t like frantic energy???
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: didn’t say that
SoftLord: said i wouldn’t call it mel
SoftLord: i am
SoftLord: mostly
chrrybmbnyc: all i can say is that chain saws such
chrrybmbnyc: suck
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* you choppin up bodies again?
chrrybmbnyc: my parents are doing some sort of renovations that require the removal of a tree
SoftLord: ahhhh
chrrybmbnyc: why are you conscious?
SoftLord: cause apparently even when my alarm is off i can’t sleep thru it
chrrybmbnyc: body rhythm?
SoftLord: apparently
SoftLord: so i’m sitting and having tea
chrrybmbnyc: well i planned to sleep until 2 – now i don’t know what to do with myself
SoftLord: *cough*
chrrybmbnyc: what kind of tea
SoftLord: tension tamer
chrrybmbnyc: feeling tense
SoftLord: after our evening last night? *grin*
chrrybmbnyc: it was an unusual evening
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like you had some fun
SoftLord: i thought that was probably pretty apparent
chrrybmbnyc: yes now i remember
SoftLord: it was fun, yes.. more due to the company than the venue, but yea
SoftLord: yeah… i’ms ure that’d just slipped your mind
chrrybmbnyc: yeah i don’t think i’ll be there again – just had to show my face
SoftLord: course
chrrybmbnyc: so next time i see you it will be jeremy’s choice
SoftLord: oh i wasn’t complaining believe me
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t say you were complaining – did i?
SoftLord: true enough… just didn’t want you to think i didn’t enjoy myself or that it was a chose
SoftLord: choRe
chrrybmbnyc: let’s see – you crashed a party with lots of posers to ridicule and had the general counsel of pseudo rub her body all over you. not a bad evening
SoftLord: oh yeah… you do that too… i forgot
SoftLord: youre weird 😛
SoftLord: i like you not your job
chrrybmbnyc: just speaking in generalities
SoftLord: job just means you’re only a few blocks away during the day
chrrybmbnyc: 😛
SoftLord: i know… just seems like you get a lot of people ‘interested’ cause of your position rather than cause of u 😛
chrrybmbnyc: thanks alot
SoftLord: no i mean
SoftLord: they’re idiots
chrrybmbnyc: keep digging the hole
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: mean!
SoftLord: its not even 11am! 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i’m just a girl
SoftLord: just lil ol me
chrrybmbnyc: comes naturally
SoftLord: i know
SoftLord: i could *cough* tell 😉
chrrybmbnyc: oohhh
SoftLord: course i’m the one who’s been walking aroudn uncomfortably all mornin…heh
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: so isn’t it a glorious day, speaking of which
chrrybmbnyc: change the subject
SoftLord: okay…or not
SoftLord: whateva 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well it’s not raining yet
SoftLord: we can continue to talk about increasing levels of sexual frustration if you like… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: started a little last night at 4:30
SoftLord: its rainin here, so should be headed your way soon
chrrybmbnyc: ah ha
SoftLord: not pourin, but noticable
chrrybmbnyc: i think i’m hungry
SoftLord: yea…i know the feelin
SoftLord: i dont think i have anything to eat 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: i would love a homemade waffle with fresh fruit and maple syrup
chrrybmbnyc: hhmm
SoftLord: ooh
chrrybmbnyc: can you make waffles?
SoftLord: yup… haven’t in ages tho… wonder if i still have a waffle iron…
SoftLord: i make yummy belgian waffles
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i want
SoftLord: 7a makes this rum butter sauce for waffles thats like… an orgasm in a cup… been trying to duplicate… its prolly just butter and rum
flavoring and sugar
chrrybmbnyc: talk about frustration
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: you did that on purpose
SoftLord: maybe
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: >:o
SoftLord: *Grin* well maybe now we’re even 😉
chrrybmbnyc: we can never be even. i’m a minx
SoftLord: you’re something, alright
chrrybmbnyc: i have one issue: i think i said too much at that TVT party where you fed me liquor all night
SoftLord: said too much?
SoftLord: about?
SoftLord: ohhhh
SoftLord: just in general?
SoftLord: *leaves the ‘you fed me liquor’ comment alone*
chrrybmbnyc: yes. everytime i say something you remind me that i’ve told you that already
SoftLord: well it wasn’t all at that party
chrrybmbnyc: walk?
SoftLord: some of it was IMs and some of it was phone convo… you’re just not used to people remembering what you say 😛
chrrybmbnyc: very true
chrrybmbnyc: i rely on most people not listening to anything i say or remembering it
SoftLord: well then this is gonna suck for you 😉
chrrybmbnyc: so adam was quite upset you didn’t come home with u slast night. he went on and on in the car about it.
SoftLord: aw
SoftLord: adam was upset, huh
SoftLord: i sowwy… didnt’ know ‘how it would look’…
chrrybmbnyc: it would have been interesting
chrrybmbnyc: adam loves nothing more than cramming our house with people and making breakfast for everyone
chrrybmbnyc: he needs a restaurant
SoftLord: lol… he’s such a hostess
chrrybmbnyc: i think the driver wanted to kill him last night. he kept making him change the radio channel
SoftLord: yea i’m sure it would’ve been a good time had by all… but i dunno that i had the energy to deal with all of that
chrrybmbnyc: no, you have to work up to something like that
SoftLord: meetin the folks and all 😉
chrrybmbnyc: this place is wonderfully insane
chrrybmbnyc: it’s bizarro world. nothing is average or predictable
chrrybmbnyc: trust me
SoftLord: soudna bout right, considering who it turned out
SoftLord: sounds, dammit
SoftLord: i CAN type
SoftLord: yea…something to work up to…
SoftLord: or something to do when one is more awake..hehe
chrrybmbnyc: it’s addictive. why i have difficulty leaving but will soon. i did find an apartment i like in Murray Hill but mentioned it to shelly last night and he was thrilled –
he lives in murray hill. nix that one
SoftLord: fuck
SoftLord: oh well
SoftLord: oh, so yatti (sic) comes up to me last night while slimeboy was "dancing" with you and goes "you’re the only one who’s allowed to dance
with her like that… i’m watchin it." or something like that
chrrybmbnyc: which slimeboy
SoftLord: dvd distro
chrrybmbnyc: i hate him. i dont’ know if you say me but he grabbed my breast from behind and i elbowed him in teh chest
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like yatti likes you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s so cute
SoftLord: did not…i woulda grabbed you outta there earlier
SoftLord: he is
chrrybmbnyc: that’s so something he would say
SoftLord: i toldja… all the tough lookin guys like that i know are totally teddybears
SoftLord: what can i say…i’m likable
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now i feel bad that we ditched him at burger king. he called me twice but i didn’t catch him in time
SoftLord: d’oh
SoftLord: well.. he knew where we were going… blame the alcohol
chrrybmbnyc: he did?
SoftLord: everyone seemed convinced that he did last night
chrrybmbnyc: we were all behaved last night. i could tell you stories about yatti
SoftLord: i’m sure
chrrybmbnyc: we’ve gotten into some real trouble out drinking
SoftLord: understandable…yer all a bunch of troublemakers
chrrybmbnyc: did you see solaris with george clooney
SoftLord: newp..never got to it… por quoi?
chrrybmbnyc: just found a stack of rentals: chicago, solaris, life of david gale, adn head of state.
SoftLord: ahhh
SoftLord: head of state i hear is really funny
chrrybmbnyc: here comes the rain
SoftLord: haven’t seen any of ‘e
SoftLord: m
chrrybmbnyc: entertainment good
SoftLord: david gale sucked, tho…my dad saw
SoftLord: oh see now i wish i’d come over… rainy day movie days are fun :/
chrrybmbnyc: love kevin spacy but heard that same thing
SoftLord: ya
chrrybmbnyc: it’s pretty phat here
SoftLord: my house is similar… tho not as crowded
chrrybmbnyc: never hear much about your house
SoftLord: its got a similar vibe to adam’s office room… very mellow
chrrybmbnyc: cock roaches??
SoftLord: sue mentioned that
chrrybmbnyc: mentioned what?
SoftLord: hmm… not that i notice… probably somewhere
SoftLord: mentioend that pseudo has a similar vibe to my house
chrrybmbnyc: interesting
SoftLord: or bizdev does anyway
chrrybmbnyc: loft with ghetto fab charm
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: heh…well… more like quirky artist/gadgetgeek charm
SoftLord: half of it is my dad’s studio space…
chrrybmbnyc: i would agree – has more of an artist feel to it.
chrrybmbnyc: so continue…
SoftLord: theres only 4 enclosed rooms (home theater room, my room, bathroom, my dads room)..and the rest is open space
chrrybmbnyc: what sort of art does he do in his studio?
SoftLord: its 100 ft from end to end and 35 feet wide at the widest point
SoftLord: http://www.softlord.com/charlesmeyers/
SoftLord: that kind
chrrybmbnyc: love Another Day, September, and Nocturnal 3.
chrrybmbnyc: pouring now
SoftLord: "worlds" is upin my room
SoftLord: its me
SoftLord: as is nocturnal 7
SoftLord: er…n7 is up in my room…dunno if its anyone in parti ular
SoftLord: particular
chrrybmbnyc: so you have art everywhere around you – brat
SoftLord: yea pretty much
SoftLord: both my parents are artists…
chrrybmbnyc: explains alot
chrrybmbnyc: only one of my parents is an artist
SoftLord: http://www.paceprints.com/artistportfolio/artistportfolio.asp?author=Agnes+Denes&UID=1131&offset=
SoftLord: also up in my room
SoftLord: i wish that wasn’t such an awful scan..
chrrybmbnyc: very spoiled
SoftLord: hey, i like beauty around me…what can i say
SoftLord: actually that last one was a gift from the artist
chrrybmbnyc: hence the addiction to beauty
SoftLord: hey i think my addiction to beauty has work out pretty well so far
chrrybmbnyc: like i said brat
SoftLord: *grin* okay…
SoftLord: maybe a little 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you know you are
SoftLord: yeah okay…you win
chrrybmbnyc: i always win
SoftLord: you’re the one who was all rubbin up against me last night tho, so what does that make you 😛
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* we’ll see 😛
SoftLord: and if you say ‘drunk’, so help me
chrrybmbnyc: wasn’t drunk last night. so must be legitemate feelings
SoftLord: uh oh
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: now you’re fucked
SoftLord: yea… me too
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: now? *checks watch*
SoftLord: hmmm
chrrybmbnyc: hmmm too
SoftLord: i’m enjoying the pace we have going now
chrrybmbnyc: you’ve said that before.
SoftLord: have i?
SoftLord: hmm
chrrybmbnyc: yes you have
SoftLord: well okay
SoftLord: then i have
SoftLord: not that there haven’t been thoughts of locking you and i in your office and licking you til you can’t walk….
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: don’t tempt me
SoftLord: why not?
chrrybmbnyc: would beguile you i think
SoftLord: hmm… how so
chrrybmbnyc: have to think about this response a little
SoftLord: take your time
chrrybmbnyc: that sort of intimacy with me can be overwhelming
SoftLord: well thats no less vague than your previous statement
SoftLord: did you mean in an emotional sense or in the like… ‘i’m a screamer’ sense
chrrybmbnyc: i have an ability to expose myself physically and emotionally and completely penetrate you on the same plains
chrrybmbnyc: if that makes sense
SoftLord: hold
SoftLord: well… what flashes of emotional and physical vulnerability i’ve felt from you so far makes me want to learn more about you on so many
more levels… but if this is gonna be a real thing then the intimacy thing is important and lockin ourselves in your office, while it sounds fun, doesn’t
really get to that point
SoftLord: at least not til theres further connection on those levels
chrrybmbnyc: how did you get so smark?
chrrybmbnyc: smart
chrrybmbnyc: not you’re average boy
SoftLord: i didn’t have any friends in high school
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: hehe…thats not true actually…but…
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like a good story
SoftLord: yea
chrrybmbnyc: maybe a ham sandwich with lots of crunchy lettuce
SoftLord: i dunno… i just do really like you, and the glimpses you’ve given me under the surface have not made me less interested in getting at the
real you
SoftLord: great…change the subject and make my comment sound all out of place, why dontcha
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: glad to have kept your interest
chrrybmbnyc: we can stay on this subject – just hungry
SoftLord: lol… nows the time when you stroke me a little too, ya know 😛
chrrybmbnyc: well i was impressed that you accompanied me last night. it’s very easy to like you. too easy. there isn’t anything that i don’t like about you. i think our
personalities meld well which is the most important thing
really. i’m looking forward to getting to know you. like the
longing
SoftLord: i’m sure you’ll find something… but
thats what makes it interesting… and agreed on
all counts
SoftLord: i’m easy but not simple
chrrybmbnyc: what’s easy??
SoftLord: and i’m glad you miss me 🙂
SoftLord: easy like… to get along with…
unstressful… i try to keep it that way
SoftLord: i dont like adding bad stuff to peoples
lives
SoftLord: too much crap floating around without
me adding to it
chrrybmbnyc: when it comes to business i’m extremely
aggressive and type a. so when it comes to my personal
life i’m very relaxed and mellow. life is simple if you make
it that way. hence my divorce
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: which is why people who makes things
difficult for themselves for no reason drive us
both mad
chrrybmbnyc: agreed
softlord wants to send file
g:\download\Napster\andain-beautiful_things__in
cl_josh_gabriel_tech_mix-promo_vinyl-2003-pow\
01-andain-beautiful_things__gabriel_and_dresde
n_unplugged_mix-promo_vinyl-pow.mp3.
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re personal life is your
release. it’s really just about good friends, holidays,
sipping wine in front of fire places, and such
SoftLord: mine? or in general
SoftLord: love wine and fireplaces
SoftLord: and like… billie holiday and comfy pillow
chrrybmbnyc: my favorite past time. another reason
that it’s hard to leave here. have a great fire place
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: oh…jeez
SoftLord: yeah…
SoftLord: me and sue used to go down by battery
park city with a bottle of cheap white zinfandel
and just sit by the water and drink and talk all
night… some of my fondest memories
chrrybmbnyc: adam likes to break open the korsendonk
and talk for hours in front of our fire place
SoftLord: by himself? or….
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: with me and fran
SoftLord: now… ilove your brother and all… but
i’m not sure at this point that i’d put conversation
with him as a ‘mellow’ activity…admittedly i
haven’t been in that situation
chrrybmbnyc: don’t like frantic energy???
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: didn’t say that
SoftLord: said i wouldn’t call it mel