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What would be the circumstances that would have to occur in order to have the current aspects of my life revise themselves to their ideal state?

 

Work:

         no more IT (or severely limited)

         time to redesign intranet for more user-based additions and modifications (asset DB / etc)

         pay increase as measure of respect

 

 

Home

            – dynamic change…not sure about the details of this…do I have to leave?

 

 

Relationship

         would have to be much more of  a priority to the girl

         would she have to leave pseudo?  Not sure…  not just for my happiness… a lot of the issues stem from that situation and her choice to return

         things would have to be less complicated

         am I asking for too much?  Or too much from this person?

         Still falling into old patterns … can’t change people… can however be a positive influence on their lives… I guess I am that, at least

         What to do? Stay or move on…is it worth it… can changes be made… am I giving up where I shouldn’t?

         Thought of failure threatening…what must i do or be to make a relationship succeed for any length of time? Whose responsibility is it…

         Obsessing.

         Why is this list so much longer than the others

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January 7th, 2004 at 9:18 pm

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