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What would be the circumstances that would have to occur in order to have the current aspects of my life revise themselves to their ideal state?



         no more IT (or severely limited)

         time to redesign intranet for more user-based additions and modifications (asset DB / etc)

         pay increase as measure of respect




            – dynamic change…not sure about the details of this…do I have to leave?




         would have to be much more of  a priority to the girl

         would she have to leave pseudo?  Not sure…  not just for my happiness… a lot of the issues stem from that situation and her choice to return

         things would have to be less complicated

         am I asking for too much?  Or too much from this person?

         Still falling into old patterns … can’t change people… can however be a positive influence on their lives… I guess I am that, at least

         What to do? Stay or move on…is it worth it… can changes be made… am I giving up where I shouldn’t?

         Thought of failure threatening…what must i do or be to make a relationship succeed for any length of time? Whose responsibility is it…


         Why is this list so much longer than the others

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January 7th, 2004 at 9:18 pm

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