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Catching Up

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So much to catch up on.
Interviewed and accepted job offer at Sony Music, working for Tom &
Cory. looking forward to something new.
As for the rest of it. So much is going on with the therapy, i feel
like i’m ‘in process’…trying not to feel so empty anymore… not
quite sure how i’m going to go about it, giving myself credit for being
me… still hear the voices warning me about letting myself be happy,
or feeling good about myself… not quite sure what specifically
they’re saying, just underlying blocks to get through…guess it would
be helpful to identify what it is that they’re sayin…
Not really going out much anymore… dont want to fall back on old
patterns just because they’re there and there are people expecting me
to be a certain way. I know that just because thats true that doesn’t
mean i have to give them what they want, but it’s just easier this way.
I do miss dancing though.

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February 28th, 2004 at 7:33 pm

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