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It occurs to me as I was home sick from work today (woke up with a sore throat from hell) that I’m totally lost when it comes to people expressing any true concern for me.

I was talking to some work people who were saying that i should feel better and offering suggestions on how to help my stiff neck, and it just confused me that people would actually be interested in how i was feeling…. i felt myself discounting their interest by force of habit and it made me sad…

why am i such a mess

and why do i let myself say things like that

and why would i rather believe them than disagree

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August 3rd, 2004 at 11:09 pm

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