– Every time i get enough energy to say “i value myself more than this situation” i turn it back against myself
– on many levels i crave the invalidation/rejection…why?
– need it to prove/justify (?)
– pity is not respect
– inverse processing
– only want respect/value from those i feel are “Beneath me”
– stuck in endless complex loop
– sout the milk
– learn to rject rather than feed on invaludation
– what is the fear
– inverted/inside out
