- Admiration
- Be “on the list”
- unconditional love
- paranoia…was I an attempt to distract from toher problems
- grandiosity
- giving away control
- Advice = No Win
- Doesn’t everyone want respect
- Blurry Memories
- craving rejection as much as admiration
- rejection of “false self”
- contempt/envy
- hollow
- inward contempt
- for which self
- emotional masochism as manifestation of rage against…
- What can i do to address being consistantly attracted to women that i can be a parent to
- How can i find comfort
- how can i learn to interact with people on an even basis
- respect as a person lacking
- help/stifling