Jeremy Meyers
well thats life
i’m making lots of progress in therapy
figuring out why i have such trouble being spontaneous and why my mental/emotional balance is so off kilter
9:28
BloodRedRapture
good
progress is good
progress is fucking great
9:29
Jeremy Meyers
i’ve basically checkmated myself into not changing how i am
9:31
BloodRedRapture
So now what
9:32
Jeremy Meyers
have to figure out a way to test small changes without it seeming like a big deal
9:32
BloodRedRapture
overthinking
9:33
Jeremy Meyers
thats what i do
9:33
BloodRedRapture
9:33
Jeremy Meyers
its actually not overthinking
its basing everything on thought and not on emotion
so the thinking is the same its just not balanced
9:34
BloodRedRapture
hmm, to me that’s overthinking. Basing something on thinking that shouldn’t be is “adding extra” to thinking…overthinking
It makes sense to me dammit!
9:35
Jeremy Meyers
lol
9:35
BloodRedRapture
*grin*
9:35
Jeremy Meyers
i know, but i feel the need to clarify
9:35
BloodRedRapture
okey
9:35
Jeremy Meyers
its 100%/0% vs 50%/50%…still the same amount of decisionmaking
its not 150%/-50%
9:36
BloodRedRapture
lol nerd
9:36