waking up:
cold
sweat
anxiety
thoughts
weakness
noon
sleepy
warmer but still cold
searching for diversion
Private Journal – Keep Out.
waking up:
cold
sweat
anxiety
thoughts
weakness
noon
sleepy
warmer but still cold
searching for diversion
No context for how things are supposed to develop
A lot of behavior based around having them not leave and prompting them to show their own interest
Not in touch enough with my own moment to moment feelings to gauge…put my behavior way out ahead down the road from where I actually am
Can come across as desperate perhaps and a turnoff
Confident in peoples interest…not confident that its enough