not great not bad. i’m recognizing in therapy that i have a mental block against giving myself clarity of what i want, and taking action on my own behalf that goes back to when my parents split up… theres a whole “if im successful in doing waht i love, that will let them off the hook for the trauma of them splitting up when i was younger” thing happening
till dont know where we want to live, exactly. san fran was nice but not fall-in-love nice, at least not with a 6 figure job or two. Maybe osmething will open up further south, or north, or in a way that we can work remotely
we’re both looking for some peace. or the environoment where peace can flourish
Month 4 going on 5 with no job
the days can be frustrating without direction. I shoudl be giving myself more porjects to do. I’m still teaching myself final cut though i haven’t worked on kate’s video in awhile.
Guest blogging fora few places, focgin myself to write
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