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So tired.

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I’m so tired of forcing myself into a small life

I’m so tired of having this conversation with myself

I’m so tired of beating myself up for not putting myself out there.

I’m so tired of encouraging others to live their full life, and spending my time sitting in front of a computer.

I’m so tired of not having a dream

I’m so tired of not being able to ‘just do it’

I’m so tired of not having a collaborator

I’m so tired of not having confidence in my abilities and my direction

I’m so tired of nibbling around the edges

I’m so tired of being afraid of structure and accountability because I’m not used to them anymore.

I’m so tired of having this conversation with myself.

I’m so tired of being afraid of not doing something well, even when I know that the way to do something well is to suck at it at first.

I’m so tired of being lonely and not autonomous.

 

 

 

Written by admin

February 22nd, 2013 at 7:26 pm

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