emotional disengagement leftover teen rebellion from being called sensitive so mch growing up
Archive for July, 2013
A change of scenery
Moving to atlanta has made me see how much of a rut i was stuck in in NYC. Hope it doesn’t continue here.
Things i could change
i could be more motivated to do things for myself
i could make new in -person friends more easily
new things didn’t seem like such a big commitemnt
i could try things
A thought on stuckness
Feeling like my life is stagnant and that i’m wasting time that i should be spending doing something productive or ‘living my dream’ or whatever is part of what is keeping me stuck in an unfulfilling headspace, but that too is a construction that feeds on itself.
Questions to me
What do I need to take back reel in recover reclaim integrate collect so that I can share allocate balance meditate more wisely compassionately selfishly nourishingly intentionally kindly deservedly deservedly excitedly godly goodly?