Archive for the ‘Old Chat Logs’ Category
jennifer (okcupid/albion)
SoftLord (9:10:19 P): real iced tea, bartender buying you
drinks, hazelnut, the smell of cement after it rains,
the smell of new york in mid-may, knowing that she’s
stealing the t-shirt, being IMed at work and told that
she’s only wearing the t-shirt, spending the day in
central park with a digital camera, sharing a glance
with a total stranger on the street as a tourist does
something stupid, spending a little more to get
something extra special, real-time communication
TheDaliKiss returned at 9:12:04 P.
TheDaliKiss (9:12:04 P): i make my own green tea and carry it
around, my best friend is the bar tender, and hi!
SoftLord (9:12:17 P): *grin* hey you
SoftLord (9:12:39 P): i was totally debating whether
to put ‘green tea ice cream’ on that one
TheDaliKiss (9:12:49 P): lol
TheDaliKiss (9:12:55 P): not a big fan actually
SoftLord (9:13:06 P): oh well…thats it…see ya 😉
SoftLord (9:13:23 P): it has to be really good
TheDaliKiss (9:13:25 P): oh no
TheDaliKiss (9:13:32 P): -sniffsniff-
SoftLord (9:13:43 P): *grin* *hands you a box of
tissues*
TheDaliKiss (9:14:09 P): -giggles and pulls out grandma’s lace
hankie-
TheDaliKiss (9:14:21 P): -impish little grin- one must love their
quirks
SoftLord (9:14:28 P): of course
SoftLord (9:14:37 P): otherwise everyone would be
the same
SoftLord (9:14:43 P): it’d be like… you know…. all
those places in the middle
TheDaliKiss (9:14:43 P): exactly
TheDaliKiss (9:15:12 P): why be run of the mill when their
exists the possibility of wonder and enchantment
SoftLord (9:15:27 P): normal = the devil
TheDaliKiss (9:15:37 P): naw
TheDaliKiss (9:15:43 P): i’d love to meet the devil
TheDaliKiss (9:15:47 P): bet he’s pretty cool
SoftLord (9:15:56 P): he hangs out with good
company
SoftLord (9:16:17 P): brb…2secs
TheDaliKiss (9:16:25 P): k
SoftLord (9:19:13 P): back
SoftLord (9:19:14 P): miss me? 😉
TheDaliKiss (9:20:03 P): yep[
TheDaliKiss (9:20:06 P): my turn
TheDaliKiss (9:20:07 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:20:17 P): i was just gonna say… go for it
TheDaliKiss (9:22:17 P): dinner time
SoftLord (9:22:29 P): ohh… your turn for brb, not to
add to the list
SoftLord (9:22:36 P): i just finished Lombardi’s
TheDaliKiss (9:22:37 P): got the best friend on the couch,
stealing wifi from somebody in the building, me over here, eating
chili
SoftLord (9:22:54 P): lol… my best friend is on her
way over, i have my own wifi, and i just finished
Lombardi’s
TheDaliKiss (9:22:59 P): still woatching field of dreams
TheDaliKiss (9:23:03 P): nice
SoftLord (9:23:11 P): still or again?
TheDaliKiss (9:23:12 P): we’re doing the chili and ribs thing
TheDaliKiss (9:23:15 P): still
SoftLord (9:23:22 P): *sends you Tums*
TheDaliKiss (9:23:24 P): as in, hasn’t left the player
SoftLord (9:23:33 P): ahh… its been out for a bit tho,
i have a copy
TheDaliKiss (9:23:34 P): my favorite movie of all time
TheDaliKiss (9:23:44 P): yeah, but i got paid friday
TheDaliKiss (9:23:45 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:23:49 P): you like the magical aspects in
everyday life
TheDaliKiss (9:24:41 P): everybody should
TheDaliKiss (9:24:47 P): the world is full of magical things
TheDaliKiss (9:24:52 P): nobody pays attention
SoftLord (9:24:58 P): s’true
TheDaliKiss (9:25:14 P): -grins- i try to see as much as i can
SoftLord (9:25:33 P): and there is such a thing as a
tesseract
TheDaliKiss (9:26:18 P): omg
TheDaliKiss (9:26:27 P): who are you?
SoftLord (9:26:36 P): Jeremy…nicetameetcha
TheDaliKiss (9:26:42 P): l’engle… i loved those
TheDaliKiss (9:26:46 P): i still have them
SoftLord (9:26:51 P): i figured
TheDaliKiss (9:26:51 P): Jennifer
TheDaliKiss (9:26:57 P): ditto
SoftLord (9:26:59 P): i have mine from junior high
school
TheDaliKiss (9:27:17 P): me too
TheDaliKiss (9:27:22 P): and earlier i think
TheDaliKiss (9:27:25 P): as a child
SoftLord (9:27:59 P): yeah
SoftLord (9:28:04 P): do you have the little ones?
SoftLord (9:28:27 P): or the ones with the yellow
border
TheDaliKiss (9:28:55 P): hummm
TheDaliKiss (9:29:00 P): yellow i think
TheDaliKiss (9:29:33 P): i inherited them from a cousin or
something
TheDaliKiss (9:31:28 P): ‘ello?
SoftLord (9:31:34 P): hey hey
SoftLord (9:31:35 P): sorry
SoftLord (9:31:38 P): had to let Sue in
TheDaliKiss (9:31:41 P): ah
TheDaliKiss (9:31:51 P): i have a dara
SoftLord (9:32:00 P): did you see the wrinkle in time
movie on disney?
TheDaliKiss (9:32:04 P): but mostly i call her ookie or asshole
TheDaliKiss (9:32:17 P): no i didn’t, i haven’t had TV in 6
years
SoftLord (9:32:28 P): you haven’t missed much
SoftLord (9:32:31 P): theres some good stuff tho
SoftLord (9:32:34 P): luckily most of it is out on DVD
SoftLord (9:32:48 P): you’d really like all of the Aaron
Sorkin shows, I think
TheDaliKiss (9:33:11 P): ok
SoftLord (9:33:22 P): he’s an amazing writer
SoftLord (9:33:27 P): SportsNight, The West Wing
TheDaliKiss (9:33:53 P): simpsons, family guy, married with
children
TheDaliKiss (9:34:01 P): muppet show
TheDaliKiss (9:34:04 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:34:24 P): mupppppets
TheDaliKiss (9:34:33 P): 45 episodes
SoftLord (9:34:35 P): *looks up at his shelves full of
muppet show figures*
TheDaliKiss (9:34:37 P): on dvd
TheDaliKiss (9:34:41 P): oh my
SoftLord (9:34:44 P): i have ’em on VHS
TheDaliKiss (9:34:52 P): really?
SoftLord (9:34:55 P): and the muppet movie = top 5
TheDaliKiss (9:35:03 P): yup
TheDaliKiss (9:35:08 P): and tresure island
SoftLord (9:35:08 P): yeah…i pre-ordered before they
came out on DVD cause i’m a maroon
TheDaliKiss (9:35:14 P): awww
TheDaliKiss (9:35:21 P): i waited till i wasn’t poor
SoftLord (9:35:26 P): and Labyrinth
TheDaliKiss (9:35:39 P): Bowie
SoftLord (9:35:46 P): not just for bowie in spandex
SoftLord (9:35:47 P): but yes
TheDaliKiss (9:35:56 P): -tries to be discreet in her drooling-
Bowie…
SoftLord (9:35:57 P): i just saw him at jones beach
2wks ago
SoftLord (9:36:01 P): lol…agreed
TheDaliKiss (9:36:02 P): no bshit
SoftLord (9:36:03 P): i’d so do him
TheDaliKiss (9:36:04 P): no shit
TheDaliKiss (9:36:06 P): i was there too
TheDaliKiss (9:36:12 P): omg
SoftLord (9:36:13 P): ?!
SoftLord (9:36:14 P): where
TheDaliKiss (9:37:25 P): dead center, but up a little
TheDaliKiss (9:37:40 P): from the main level aisle
SoftLord (9:37:48 P): orchestra or balcony
TheDaliKiss (9:37:48 P): like 12 rows up or something
TheDaliKiss (9:37:58 P): between
SoftLord (9:38:02 P): i was all the way on the right in
the back of the orchestra
TheDaliKiss (9:38:14 P): i dunno
TheDaliKiss (9:38:19 P): was good
TheDaliKiss (9:38:23 P): great set list
SoftLord (9:38:24 P): yea
SoftLord (9:38:28 P): love polyphonic spree
TheDaliKiss (9:38:51 P): creamed my pants when he went into
station to station and lady midnight
SoftLord (9:39:07 P): it was very amusing how
obviously annoyed he was to be doing ‘china girl’
and ‘modern love’
TheDaliKiss (9:39:15 P): yeah
TheDaliKiss (9:39:34 P): but i love both those song, no matter
what anybody says
SoftLord (9:39:36 P): he hates that stuff
TheDaliKiss (9:39:49 P): i know
TheDaliKiss (9:40:12 P): still thought it was a better show then
december at the garden
SoftLord (9:40:32 P): haven’t seen him since Area2
TheDaliKiss (9:40:45 P): ah
SoftLord (9:41:21 P): but yeah…mmm…bowie
TheDaliKiss (9:41:30 P): my dad took me to both shows
SoftLord (9:41:39 P): i got free tix from work 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:41:40 P): he’s so the god of everything cool
TheDaliKiss (9:41:44 P): nice
SoftLord (9:41:53 P): its nice having a cool job 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:42:10 P): i really wouldn’t know
TheDaliKiss (9:42:16 P): i just have cool parents
SoftLord (9:42:18 P): hehe
SoftLord (9:42:21 P): thats good too
TheDaliKiss (9:43:06 P): yup
TheDaliKiss (9:43:30 P): mine happen to be great, i lucked out
TheDaliKiss (9:43:48 P): mom taught me how to roll a jay
-grins-
SoftLord (9:44:09 P): my mom keeps trying to get me
to try weed… i just tell her that i dont need
anything to make me more mellow
SoftLord (9:45:06 P): 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:45:30 P): that must be nice
SoftLord (9:45:39 P): hehe… are you stressy?
TheDaliKiss (9:45:50 P): kinda
TheDaliKiss (9:45:55 P): in a me sorta way
SoftLord (9:46:00 P): what was your job before
quitting?
TheDaliKiss (9:46:06 P): real estate
TheDaliKiss (9:46:13 P): shady mcfuckers
SoftLord (9:46:17 P): sounds…enthralling
TheDaliKiss (9:46:31 P): i was actually having a good time
TheDaliKiss (9:46:42 P): though shady as shit, very cool anf
fun people
TheDaliKiss (9:47:01 P): and even
TheDaliKiss (9:47:07 P): forgive the typos
SoftLord (9:47:13 P): i knew what you meant
TheDaliKiss (9:47:22 P): i figured, but its polite
SoftLord (9:47:26 P): its grammar i will be anal about
SoftLord (9:47:30 P): um
SoftLord (9:47:37 P): it’s grammar I will be anal about
TheDaliKiss (9:47:44 P): be warned, mine is very creative
TheDaliKiss (9:47:51 P): and i type like i speak seemingly
SoftLord (9:48:06 P): yeah well i like you so I’ll go
easy 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:48:11 P): i just love playing with language
SoftLord (9:48:32 P): creative is fine… its the
they’re/their/there and its/it’s stuff that bugs me
SoftLord (9:48:39 P): and ‘perverted’
TheDaliKiss (9:48:43 P): the written word is my first and
truest love and i mispell fluently in 3 languages
TheDaliKiss (9:48:59 P): i have issues with the its it’s
SoftLord (9:49:09 P): which 3?
TheDaliKiss (9:49:12 P): but i’m pretty good with the rest of
them
TheDaliKiss (9:49:20 P): english, french, spanish
SoftLord (9:49:24 P): interesting
SoftLord (9:49:43 P): i know enough Spanish that i
generally get the idea when people are talking
about me in restaurants and think i dont
understnad
SoftLord (9:49:52 P): not enough to be conversant
unless its an emergency
TheDaliKiss (9:50:12 P): works
SoftLord (9:50:26 P): and you know what they
say…you know one romance language…
TheDaliKiss (9:50:32 P): i didn’t really have a choice
TheDaliKiss (9:50:39 P): not as true as they say
TheDaliKiss (9:51:44 P): i’m in Im’s with my friend sitting on
the couch next to each other
TheDaliKiss (9:51:50 P): -giggling-
SoftLord (9:52:07 P): *chokes back, as he stops IMing
sue, sitting next to me with my laptop*
SoftLord (9:52:16 P): are you quoting me?
TheDaliKiss (9:52:43 P): no
SoftLord (9:52:48 P): k
TheDaliKiss (9:52:49 P): being serious
TheDaliKiss (9:53:00 P): she’s stealing wifi from somebody in
the building
TheDaliKiss (9:53:11 P): my computer sucks and i’m poor so
i’m on dialup
SoftLord (9:53:17 P): you poor poor baby
TheDaliKiss (9:53:32 P): -single tear-
SoftLord (9:53:39 P): like the indian
TheDaliKiss (9:53:45 P): and my screen is busted so i’m hooked
up to a moniter
TheDaliKiss (9:54:02 P): but still typing on the laptop
TheDaliKiss (9:54:05 P): 🙁
TheDaliKiss (9:54:26 P): but i’m a little sacred of how alike
this is getting
SoftLord (9:54:34 P): all of the downside of a laptop
and none of the upside
SoftLord (9:54:39 P): well i’m sure there are some
differences
TheDaliKiss (9:54:50 P): well sure
TheDaliKiss (9:54:54 P): but still
SoftLord (9:54:58 P): you’re a girl and i’m a buy
SoftLord (9:54:58 P): boy
TheDaliKiss (9:55:26 P): which works
SoftLord (9:55:37 P): definitely
TheDaliKiss (9:55:57 P): i need a smiley with horns
SoftLord (9:56:05 P): O:-)
SoftLord (9:56:13 P): with the implication
TheDaliKiss (9:57:35 P): i?
TheDaliKiss (9:57:36 P): imply?
TheDaliKiss (9:57:40 P): neeevvver
SoftLord (9:57:58 P): i find >🙂 works for horns
SoftLord (9:58:03 P): er…without the graphical
SoftLord (9:58:06 P): >🙂
SoftLord (9:58:10 P): durnit
TheDaliKiss (9:58:44 P):
drinks, hazelnut, the smell of cement after it rains,
the smell of new york in mid-may, knowing that she’s
stealing the t-shirt, being IMed at work and told that
she’s only wearing the t-shirt, spending the day in
central park with a digital camera, sharing a glance
with a total stranger on the street as a tourist does
something stupid, spending a little more to get
something extra special, real-time communication
TheDaliKiss returned at 9:12:04 P.
TheDaliKiss (9:12:04 P): i make my own green tea and carry it
around, my best friend is the bar tender, and hi!
SoftLord (9:12:17 P): *grin* hey you
SoftLord (9:12:39 P): i was totally debating whether
to put ‘green tea ice cream’ on that one
TheDaliKiss (9:12:49 P): lol
TheDaliKiss (9:12:55 P): not a big fan actually
SoftLord (9:13:06 P): oh well…thats it…see ya 😉
SoftLord (9:13:23 P): it has to be really good
TheDaliKiss (9:13:25 P): oh no
TheDaliKiss (9:13:32 P): -sniffsniff-
SoftLord (9:13:43 P): *grin* *hands you a box of
tissues*
TheDaliKiss (9:14:09 P): -giggles and pulls out grandma’s lace
hankie-
TheDaliKiss (9:14:21 P): -impish little grin- one must love their
quirks
SoftLord (9:14:28 P): of course
SoftLord (9:14:37 P): otherwise everyone would be
the same
SoftLord (9:14:43 P): it’d be like… you know…. all
those places in the middle
TheDaliKiss (9:14:43 P): exactly
TheDaliKiss (9:15:12 P): why be run of the mill when their
exists the possibility of wonder and enchantment
SoftLord (9:15:27 P): normal = the devil
TheDaliKiss (9:15:37 P): naw
TheDaliKiss (9:15:43 P): i’d love to meet the devil
TheDaliKiss (9:15:47 P): bet he’s pretty cool
SoftLord (9:15:56 P): he hangs out with good
company
SoftLord (9:16:17 P): brb…2secs
TheDaliKiss (9:16:25 P): k
SoftLord (9:19:13 P): back
SoftLord (9:19:14 P): miss me? 😉
TheDaliKiss (9:20:03 P): yep[
TheDaliKiss (9:20:06 P): my turn
TheDaliKiss (9:20:07 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:20:17 P): i was just gonna say… go for it
TheDaliKiss (9:22:17 P): dinner time
SoftLord (9:22:29 P): ohh… your turn for brb, not to
add to the list
SoftLord (9:22:36 P): i just finished Lombardi’s
TheDaliKiss (9:22:37 P): got the best friend on the couch,
stealing wifi from somebody in the building, me over here, eating
chili
SoftLord (9:22:54 P): lol… my best friend is on her
way over, i have my own wifi, and i just finished
Lombardi’s
TheDaliKiss (9:22:59 P): still woatching field of dreams
TheDaliKiss (9:23:03 P): nice
SoftLord (9:23:11 P): still or again?
TheDaliKiss (9:23:12 P): we’re doing the chili and ribs thing
TheDaliKiss (9:23:15 P): still
SoftLord (9:23:22 P): *sends you Tums*
TheDaliKiss (9:23:24 P): as in, hasn’t left the player
SoftLord (9:23:33 P): ahh… its been out for a bit tho,
i have a copy
TheDaliKiss (9:23:34 P): my favorite movie of all time
TheDaliKiss (9:23:44 P): yeah, but i got paid friday
TheDaliKiss (9:23:45 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:23:49 P): you like the magical aspects in
everyday life
TheDaliKiss (9:24:41 P): everybody should
TheDaliKiss (9:24:47 P): the world is full of magical things
TheDaliKiss (9:24:52 P): nobody pays attention
SoftLord (9:24:58 P): s’true
TheDaliKiss (9:25:14 P): -grins- i try to see as much as i can
SoftLord (9:25:33 P): and there is such a thing as a
tesseract
TheDaliKiss (9:26:18 P): omg
TheDaliKiss (9:26:27 P): who are you?
SoftLord (9:26:36 P): Jeremy…nicetameetcha
TheDaliKiss (9:26:42 P): l’engle… i loved those
TheDaliKiss (9:26:46 P): i still have them
SoftLord (9:26:51 P): i figured
TheDaliKiss (9:26:51 P): Jennifer
TheDaliKiss (9:26:57 P): ditto
SoftLord (9:26:59 P): i have mine from junior high
school
TheDaliKiss (9:27:17 P): me too
TheDaliKiss (9:27:22 P): and earlier i think
TheDaliKiss (9:27:25 P): as a child
SoftLord (9:27:59 P): yeah
SoftLord (9:28:04 P): do you have the little ones?
SoftLord (9:28:27 P): or the ones with the yellow
border
TheDaliKiss (9:28:55 P): hummm
TheDaliKiss (9:29:00 P): yellow i think
TheDaliKiss (9:29:33 P): i inherited them from a cousin or
something
TheDaliKiss (9:31:28 P): ‘ello?
SoftLord (9:31:34 P): hey hey
SoftLord (9:31:35 P): sorry
SoftLord (9:31:38 P): had to let Sue in
TheDaliKiss (9:31:41 P): ah
TheDaliKiss (9:31:51 P): i have a dara
SoftLord (9:32:00 P): did you see the wrinkle in time
movie on disney?
TheDaliKiss (9:32:04 P): but mostly i call her ookie or asshole
TheDaliKiss (9:32:17 P): no i didn’t, i haven’t had TV in 6
years
SoftLord (9:32:28 P): you haven’t missed much
SoftLord (9:32:31 P): theres some good stuff tho
SoftLord (9:32:34 P): luckily most of it is out on DVD
SoftLord (9:32:48 P): you’d really like all of the Aaron
Sorkin shows, I think
TheDaliKiss (9:33:11 P): ok
SoftLord (9:33:22 P): he’s an amazing writer
SoftLord (9:33:27 P): SportsNight, The West Wing
TheDaliKiss (9:33:53 P): simpsons, family guy, married with
children
TheDaliKiss (9:34:01 P): muppet show
TheDaliKiss (9:34:04 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:34:24 P): mupppppets
TheDaliKiss (9:34:33 P): 45 episodes
SoftLord (9:34:35 P): *looks up at his shelves full of
muppet show figures*
TheDaliKiss (9:34:37 P): on dvd
TheDaliKiss (9:34:41 P): oh my
SoftLord (9:34:44 P): i have ’em on VHS
TheDaliKiss (9:34:52 P): really?
SoftLord (9:34:55 P): and the muppet movie = top 5
TheDaliKiss (9:35:03 P): yup
TheDaliKiss (9:35:08 P): and tresure island
SoftLord (9:35:08 P): yeah…i pre-ordered before they
came out on DVD cause i’m a maroon
TheDaliKiss (9:35:14 P): awww
TheDaliKiss (9:35:21 P): i waited till i wasn’t poor
SoftLord (9:35:26 P): and Labyrinth
TheDaliKiss (9:35:39 P): Bowie
SoftLord (9:35:46 P): not just for bowie in spandex
SoftLord (9:35:47 P): but yes
TheDaliKiss (9:35:56 P): -tries to be discreet in her drooling-
Bowie…
SoftLord (9:35:57 P): i just saw him at jones beach
2wks ago
SoftLord (9:36:01 P): lol…agreed
TheDaliKiss (9:36:02 P): no bshit
SoftLord (9:36:03 P): i’d so do him
TheDaliKiss (9:36:04 P): no shit
TheDaliKiss (9:36:06 P): i was there too
TheDaliKiss (9:36:12 P): omg
SoftLord (9:36:13 P): ?!
SoftLord (9:36:14 P): where
TheDaliKiss (9:37:25 P): dead center, but up a little
TheDaliKiss (9:37:40 P): from the main level aisle
SoftLord (9:37:48 P): orchestra or balcony
TheDaliKiss (9:37:48 P): like 12 rows up or something
TheDaliKiss (9:37:58 P): between
SoftLord (9:38:02 P): i was all the way on the right in
the back of the orchestra
TheDaliKiss (9:38:14 P): i dunno
TheDaliKiss (9:38:19 P): was good
TheDaliKiss (9:38:23 P): great set list
SoftLord (9:38:24 P): yea
SoftLord (9:38:28 P): love polyphonic spree
TheDaliKiss (9:38:51 P): creamed my pants when he went into
station to station and lady midnight
SoftLord (9:39:07 P): it was very amusing how
obviously annoyed he was to be doing ‘china girl’
and ‘modern love’
TheDaliKiss (9:39:15 P): yeah
TheDaliKiss (9:39:34 P): but i love both those song, no matter
what anybody says
SoftLord (9:39:36 P): he hates that stuff
TheDaliKiss (9:39:49 P): i know
TheDaliKiss (9:40:12 P): still thought it was a better show then
december at the garden
SoftLord (9:40:32 P): haven’t seen him since Area2
TheDaliKiss (9:40:45 P): ah
SoftLord (9:41:21 P): but yeah…mmm…bowie
TheDaliKiss (9:41:30 P): my dad took me to both shows
SoftLord (9:41:39 P): i got free tix from work 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:41:40 P): he’s so the god of everything cool
TheDaliKiss (9:41:44 P): nice
SoftLord (9:41:53 P): its nice having a cool job 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:42:10 P): i really wouldn’t know
TheDaliKiss (9:42:16 P): i just have cool parents
SoftLord (9:42:18 P): hehe
SoftLord (9:42:21 P): thats good too
TheDaliKiss (9:43:06 P): yup
TheDaliKiss (9:43:30 P): mine happen to be great, i lucked out
TheDaliKiss (9:43:48 P): mom taught me how to roll a jay
-grins-
SoftLord (9:44:09 P): my mom keeps trying to get me
to try weed… i just tell her that i dont need
anything to make me more mellow
SoftLord (9:45:06 P): 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:45:30 P): that must be nice
SoftLord (9:45:39 P): hehe… are you stressy?
TheDaliKiss (9:45:50 P): kinda
TheDaliKiss (9:45:55 P): in a me sorta way
SoftLord (9:46:00 P): what was your job before
quitting?
TheDaliKiss (9:46:06 P): real estate
TheDaliKiss (9:46:13 P): shady mcfuckers
SoftLord (9:46:17 P): sounds…enthralling
TheDaliKiss (9:46:31 P): i was actually having a good time
TheDaliKiss (9:46:42 P): though shady as shit, very cool anf
fun people
TheDaliKiss (9:47:01 P): and even
TheDaliKiss (9:47:07 P): forgive the typos
SoftLord (9:47:13 P): i knew what you meant
TheDaliKiss (9:47:22 P): i figured, but its polite
SoftLord (9:47:26 P): its grammar i will be anal about
SoftLord (9:47:30 P): um
SoftLord (9:47:37 P): it’s grammar I will be anal about
TheDaliKiss (9:47:44 P): be warned, mine is very creative
TheDaliKiss (9:47:51 P): and i type like i speak seemingly
SoftLord (9:48:06 P): yeah well i like you so I’ll go
easy 🙂
TheDaliKiss (9:48:11 P): i just love playing with language
SoftLord (9:48:32 P): creative is fine… its the
they’re/their/there and its/it’s stuff that bugs me
SoftLord (9:48:39 P): and ‘perverted’
TheDaliKiss (9:48:43 P): the written word is my first and
truest love and i mispell fluently in 3 languages
TheDaliKiss (9:48:59 P): i have issues with the its it’s
SoftLord (9:49:09 P): which 3?
TheDaliKiss (9:49:12 P): but i’m pretty good with the rest of
them
TheDaliKiss (9:49:20 P): english, french, spanish
SoftLord (9:49:24 P): interesting
SoftLord (9:49:43 P): i know enough Spanish that i
generally get the idea when people are talking
about me in restaurants and think i dont
understnad
SoftLord (9:49:52 P): not enough to be conversant
unless its an emergency
TheDaliKiss (9:50:12 P): works
SoftLord (9:50:26 P): and you know what they
say…you know one romance language…
TheDaliKiss (9:50:32 P): i didn’t really have a choice
TheDaliKiss (9:50:39 P): not as true as they say
TheDaliKiss (9:51:44 P): i’m in Im’s with my friend sitting on
the couch next to each other
TheDaliKiss (9:51:50 P): -giggling-
SoftLord (9:52:07 P): *chokes back, as he stops IMing
sue, sitting next to me with my laptop*
SoftLord (9:52:16 P): are you quoting me?
TheDaliKiss (9:52:43 P): no
SoftLord (9:52:48 P): k
TheDaliKiss (9:52:49 P): being serious
TheDaliKiss (9:53:00 P): she’s stealing wifi from somebody in
the building
TheDaliKiss (9:53:11 P): my computer sucks and i’m poor so
i’m on dialup
SoftLord (9:53:17 P): you poor poor baby
TheDaliKiss (9:53:32 P): -single tear-
SoftLord (9:53:39 P): like the indian
TheDaliKiss (9:53:45 P): and my screen is busted so i’m hooked
up to a moniter
TheDaliKiss (9:54:02 P): but still typing on the laptop
TheDaliKiss (9:54:05 P): 🙁
TheDaliKiss (9:54:26 P): but i’m a little sacred of how alike
this is getting
SoftLord (9:54:34 P): all of the downside of a laptop
and none of the upside
SoftLord (9:54:39 P): well i’m sure there are some
differences
TheDaliKiss (9:54:50 P): well sure
TheDaliKiss (9:54:54 P): but still
SoftLord (9:54:58 P): you’re a girl and i’m a buy
SoftLord (9:54:58 P): boy
TheDaliKiss (9:55:26 P): which works
SoftLord (9:55:37 P): definitely
TheDaliKiss (9:55:57 P): i need a smiley with horns
SoftLord (9:56:05 P): O:-)
SoftLord (9:56:13 P): with the implication
TheDaliKiss (9:57:35 P): i?
TheDaliKiss (9:57:36 P): imply?
TheDaliKiss (9:57:40 P): neeevvver
SoftLord (9:57:58 P): i find >🙂 works for horns
SoftLord (9:58:03 P): er…without the graphical
SoftLord (9:58:06 P): >🙂
SoftLord (9:58:10 P): durnit
TheDaliKiss (9:58:44 P):
byebyesonya.htm
TheEternalMuse (8:54:04 P): hey…i’m afraid to IM
anybody because it says i’m logged on from
elsewhere..which is impossible..I never logged on from
work today.
SoftLord (8:54:20 P): your cell, maybe?
logged on
SoftLord (8:54:45 P): when you sign on and you’re
signed on from another screen name it usually says
you can type "1" to sign off all theo ther locations
SoftLord (8:54:55 P): did that not happen?
log off from work ..but i had the monitor off
there
SoftLord (8:55:59 P): heh
SoftLord (8:56:04 P): hope i didn’t say anything
embarrassing
embarrassing. thank goodness nobody saw lol
SoftLord (8:56:24 P): uh oh
SoftLord (8:56:25 P): 😉
SoftLord (8:56:46 P): as long as it wasn’t our convo
from sunday night
SoftLord (8:56:49 P): 😛
SoftLord (8:57:29 P): that sucks for ricky
SoftLord (8:59:01 P): hearts werent meant to be
stone
SoftLord (8:59:43 P): what is it
SoftLord (8:59:51 P): oh
SoftLord (8:59:52 P): right
SoftLord (8:59:54 P): sorry
SoftLord (9:00:04 P): just came back from the rock n
roll church offices…thats who i’m spinning for
tomorrow
spinning
SoftLord (9:00:27 P): stuff you like
SoftLord (9:00:31 P): 80s, rock, goth
SoftLord (9:00:44 P): bowie, depeche mode, t. rex,
guns n roses
SoftLord (9:01:05 P): should be a fun tim
SoftLord (9:01:05 P): e
SoftLord (9:01:10 P): trying to get trent to show up
SoftLord (9:02:10 P): it wouldn’t suck
SoftLord (9:02:36 P): a friend of mine knows him, so
song I just want you by ozzy osbourne
SoftLord (9:03:27 P): ozzmosis is my fave ozzy record
certainly akick ass album
out
SoftLord (9:04:12 P): i bought it after seeing the perry
mason video on mtv
SoftLord (9:04:21 P): that seems like such a long time
ago now, since they played a video on mtv
you..the video
SoftLord (9:06:20 P): i dont ask much, i just want you
side
SoftLord (9:07:09 P): i like ‘ghost behind my eyes’ too
SoftLord (9:07:28 P): zakk’s shredding
SoftLord (9:07:53 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:07:58 P): i like how you get excited about
stuff we agree on
SoftLord (9:08:12 P): i know
SoftLord (9:08:21 P): i was just saying i like it
spine
SoftLord (9:09:52 P): go put on some dream theater
its like all guitar solos
nerds
SoftLord (9:10:16 P): speak for yourself, i’m a geek
SoftLord (9:10:32 P): ok
SoftLord (9:10:55 P): nothign wrong with that i guess
SoftLord (9:12:06 P): so miss nerd
poshness to me
SoftLord (9:12:51 P): ok 🙂
SoftLord (9:13:03 P): you’re just Sonya
sarcastic…and i usually feel bad
SoftLord (9:13:27 P): comes from being nicer than
your scene allows, i think
all scenes
SoftLord (9:14:06 P): well thats even worse
corner
SoftLord (9:14:13 P): gotta play lowest common
denominator
SoftLord (9:14:52 P): so yesterday and today talking
with you it hasn’t seemed like you really want any
company in your corner
nobody close
SoftLord (9:15:30 P): are you okay with that?
SoftLord (9:15:41 P): yes i know
invitations and hang outs and stuff
really let anybody in
SoftLord (9:16:00 P): yes i know
now…cant really think of anytime i’ve been really hurt
SoftLord (9:17:22 P): cause honestly… i have friends,
but anyone thats special to me, i need to know
that they’re going to let me in and vice versa, otherwise i dont necessarily feel like the relationship is worth the effort…if theres only so far i can see the person…i feel like
we’re on this planet to learn about ourselves and to connect with other people
SoftLord (9:17:55 P): i was like that for a long time… would never talk about myself, wouldn’t really let anyone except a few in and even then not that much… and then i realized
how horribly lonely i was
SoftLord (9:18:07 P): and now i’m trying to let people in…certain people that i feel i can trust
SoftLord (9:18:23 P): ok
SoftLord (9:18:27 P): well then, i guess that’s that
SoftLord (9:19:00 P): thanks, i think you’re awesome too…but i dont know if that can be enough for me
SoftLord (9:19:31 P): thinking about how to explain
SoftLord (9:22:37 P): it says in my myspace profile that i’m good at seeing through peoples BS facades… and thats true… but if i’m with someone or open myself up to someone i
need to know that they’re opening themselves up to me too… because what i end up really being interested in isn’t necessarily someone’s looks or their surface personality, but
what i see inside them…and getting access to that part of someone… what i think people call intimacy… and if i know at the outset that someone is just fine with being totally
closed off from that happening, then it ends up just being me wanting to get behind the wall and resenting the person for not letting me in enough to really kiss their soul, and i
really dont want to resent you…i’ve had a lot of relationships that were like that and they hurt
SoftLord (9:23:27 P): and yeah fine the aesthetic and the humor and the cd collection and everything are definite attractors, but they’re all part of the rest
SoftLord (9:24:36 P): up until 03, i would always have a girl in my life who i was very attracted to where we’d basically be everything-but-the-intimacy dating…except they would
be really dating someone else and i wouldn’t…i’d always be the shoulder to cry on, the person to rant about other boys, the "why can’t i find someone like you"… duckie,
basically
SoftLord (9:25:02 P): but i stuck around because i could see them, what i felt was the ‘real’ them, and that part attracted me
SoftLord (9:25:12 P): and i put myself through such BS
SoftLord (9:30:05 P): i dont really know… i know this kinda seems like our interaction isn’t at this point yet…but … i dunno… i know you dont play games, but i kinda feel
mixed-messagey.. the .. i’m attracted to you but i need to see if somethings gonna happen with the guy who ive been crushing on for a month who i see all the time and doesnt
know i exist (even though for someone to have you on their radar and not act on it one way or the other for a month, i think theyd have to be blind, engaged or just a total
moron), the "you turn me on so much" but stuff gets rescheduled (And yes i know you’re a busy girl)… i guess i just kinda would like to know where you’d ideally see me fitting
into your life for the next few weeks, so i know how excited to be that we’ve met
SoftLord (9:30:50 P): and i’m not blaming you for the mixed signals…i know about the weird transition period stuff and the in a weird place stuff
SoftLord (9:33:11 P): i just cant do the ‘maybe she likes me as a friend maybe she likes me as boyfriend material i guess ill never know until something definitive happens but oh
wait every time i try to see her there are other plans’ thing again… and i know parts of this is not your stuff its my stuff, but you said on friday that we should be honest, so
here i am being honest
SoftLord (9:34:01 P): but you also told me that i shouldnt back off
SoftLord (9:34:53 P): doesn’t seem like you’re doing very much to figure that out though…maybe i’m wrong
SoftLord (9:35:11 P): dont be sorry… you can see though how it might put me in an uncomfortable positoin
SoftLord (9:36:45 P): ok well… you can see how i wouldn’t want to be in a holding pattern until something that may or may not ever happen actually happens
SoftLord (9:42:07 P): and i guess i’m saying that i’m kind of feeling like i dont feel so okay with just hanging out until you decide if you’re really going to marry this guy, when i
guess i feel like there is definitively potential for something between us whereas there may or may not be something between you and this other fellow…
have worked out with this guy…it’s not like i’d be over him anytime soon. i’ve never felt this way ..ever.
SoftLord (9:44:05 P): ok so you’re saying that i shouldn’t be pursuing
SoftLord (9:44:35 P): ok well then i guess that’s that.
SoftLord (9:46:27 P): what i heard from you is that you think i’m awesome and i turn you on and we have a lot in common and have opened up to each other, but theres someone
that you have a thing for that you were hoping to resolve one way or the other, but you didn’t want me to back off since there still could be something here
SoftLord (9:50:24 P): and you didn’t say you were in love you said you had a crush… if you can’t even tlak to someone how would you know if you’re in love
SoftLord (9:51:10 P): well maybe there was a misunderstanding…but what i took from that was, whether or not yuo’re have feelings for this other guy should not preclude me from
pursuing something with you
SoftLord (9:51:56 P): honestly, the most painful relationship i can think of right now is "just being friends" with someone i have feelings for
SoftLord (9:52:44 P): i just can’t do the "hey you
never know, maybe someday something will
happen"
either
SoftLord (9:53:01 P): yes i know
SoftLord (9:53:08 P): but i’d be saying it to myself to
justify sticking around
wait …do as you please…but this is my situation right
now.
flirted…u never would have been my friend?
SoftLord (9:53:42 P): thats not it at all
SoftLord (9:54:08 P): if we never flirted or took it to
that level i wouldve been okay with a friendship
because thats all it could have been
you
SoftLord (9:54:40 P): i’m friends with several
attractive girls i think are awesome but dont have
romantic feelings for
gonna be a nuisance in your life th en….well the ‘then’ is
up to you.
SoftLord (9:55:19 P): but not in the way i’d like for
you to
SoftLord (9:55:43 P): er…not that wishing would make
it so, certainly…thats just crazy talk
SoftLord (9:56:39 P): its like…once that line is crossed
and that door is opened just a crack its nay
impossible to shut it again as if it was never
opened
SoftLord (9:56:40 P): at least for me
SoftLord (9:57:05 P): its different for different people,
i guess
SoftLord (9:59:46 P): i’m gonna need a bit of time to
work this out… i mean obvs you wont be out of my
life cause of work… and i honestly do hope you
find what you’re looking for with that guy
SoftLord (10:00:01 P): its my own pattern i’m trying to
break
SoftLord (10:00:47 P): i have to eat something i forgot
to have lunch again
SoftLord (10:01:00 P): bbiab possibly, might to right to
bed
SoftLord (10:01:04 P): go, rather
SoftLord (10:01:48 P): quite.
anybody because it says i’m logged on from
elsewhere..which is impossible..I never logged on from
work today.
SoftLord (8:54:20 P): your cell, maybe?
TheEternalMuse (8:54:28 P): i just checked…im not
logged on
SoftLord (8:54:45 P): when you sign on and you’re
signed on from another screen name it usually says
you can type "1" to sign off all theo ther locations
SoftLord (8:54:55 P): did that not happen?
TheEternalMuse (8:55:32 P): hmm..not sure if I did that
TheEternalMuse (8:55:49 P): omg last time…i forgot to
log off from work ..but i had the monitor off
TheEternalMuse (8:55:52 P): and our whole convo ws
there
TheEternalMuse (8:55:55 P): lol
SoftLord (8:55:59 P): heh
SoftLord (8:56:04 P): hope i didn’t say anything
embarrassing
TheEternalMuse (8:56:16 P): oh it was all sorts of
embarrassing. thank goodness nobody saw lol
SoftLord (8:56:24 P): uh oh
SoftLord (8:56:25 P): 😉
SoftLord (8:56:46 P): as long as it wasn’t our convo
from sunday night
SoftLord (8:56:49 P): 😛
TheEternalMuse (8:57:13 P): lol
TheEternalMuse (8:57:19 P): ricky was a young boy
TheEternalMuse (8:57:21 P): he had a heart of stone
SoftLord (8:57:29 P): that sucks for ricky
SoftLord (8:59:01 P): hearts werent meant to be
stone
TheEternalMuse (8:59:40 P): I really like this song
SoftLord (8:59:43 P): what is it
TheEternalMuse (8:59:49 P): 18 and life
SoftLord (8:59:51 P): oh
SoftLord (8:59:52 P): right
SoftLord (8:59:54 P): sorry
SoftLord (9:00:04 P): just came back from the rock n
roll church offices…thats who i’m spinning for
tomorrow
TheEternalMuse (9:00:21 P): what kind of music are u
spinning
SoftLord (9:00:27 P): stuff you like
SoftLord (9:00:31 P): 80s, rock, goth
SoftLord (9:00:44 P): bowie, depeche mode, t. rex,
guns n roses
TheEternalMuse (9:00:59 P): sweet!
SoftLord (9:01:05 P): should be a fun tim
SoftLord (9:01:05 P): e
SoftLord (9:01:10 P): trying to get trent to show up
TheEternalMuse (9:01:27 P): oh wow..i hope he does
SoftLord (9:02:10 P): it wouldn’t suck
SoftLord (9:02:36 P): a friend of mine knows him, so
TheEternalMuse (9:03:07 P): awesome
TheEternalMuse (9:03:16 P): hey..did u ever like that
song I just want you by ozzy osbourne
TheEternalMuse (9:03:21 P): from the ozzmosis album
SoftLord (9:03:27 P): ozzmosis is my fave ozzy record
TheEternalMuse (9:03:31 P): oh nice
TheEternalMuse (9:03:40 P): not my favorite album, but
certainly akick ass album
TheEternalMuse (9:03:49 P): I got it when it first came
out
SoftLord (9:04:12 P): i bought it after seeing the perry
mason video on mtv
SoftLord (9:04:21 P): that seems like such a long time
ago now, since they played a video on mtv
TheEternalMuse (9:06:10 P): i remember i just want
you..the video
SoftLord (9:06:20 P): i dont ask much, i just want you
TheEternalMuse (9:06:43 P): and see you on the other
side
SoftLord (9:07:09 P): i like ‘ghost behind my eyes’ too
TheEternalMuse (9:07:17 P): yeah, that was awesome
SoftLord (9:07:28 P): zakk’s shredding
TheEternalMuse (9:07:42 P): yes!!!
SoftLord (9:07:53 P): 🙂
SoftLord (9:07:58 P): i like how you get excited about
stuff we agree on
TheEternalMuse (9:08:05 P): hahaha
TheEternalMuse (9:08:09 P): I’m a music junkie
SoftLord (9:08:12 P): i know
SoftLord (9:08:21 P): i was just saying i like it
TheEternalMuse (9:09:28 P): im listening to mr crowley
TheEternalMuse (9:09:31 P): guitar solo part
TheEternalMuse (9:09:36 P): sends shivers down my
spine
TheEternalMuse (9:09:39 P): guitar solos get to me
SoftLord (9:09:52 P): go put on some dream theater
its like all guitar solos
TheEternalMuse (9:09:58 P): i Kjnow i know
TheEternalMuse (9:10:00 P): lol
TheEternalMuse (9:10:08 P): choice music for music
nerds
SoftLord (9:10:16 P): speak for yourself, i’m a geek
TheEternalMuse (9:10:29 P): im a nerd
SoftLord (9:10:32 P): ok
TheEternalMuse (9:10:35 P): lol
TheEternalMuse (9:10:49 P): I’m definitely nerd
SoftLord (9:10:55 P): nothign wrong with that i guess
SoftLord (9:12:06 P): so miss nerd
TheEternalMuse (9:12:26 P): lloll
TheEternalMuse (9:12:37 P): cuz i do think i have a
poshness to me
TheEternalMuse (9:12:42 P): but i’m a definite nerd
SoftLord (9:12:51 P): ok 🙂
SoftLord (9:13:03 P): you’re just Sonya
TheEternalMuse (9:13:08 P): sometimes im
sarcastic…and i usually feel bad
TheEternalMuse (9:13:11 P): lol
TheEternalMuse (9:13:14 P): i feel guilt
SoftLord (9:13:27 P): comes from being nicer than
your scene allows, i think
TheEternalMuse (9:13:52 P): I have no scene really
TheEternalMuse (9:13:59 P): I’m a scene whore…i visit
all scenes
SoftLord (9:14:06 P): well thats even worse
TheEternalMuse (9:14:07 P): and then i go into my own
corner
SoftLord (9:14:13 P): gotta play lowest common
denominator
TheEternalMuse (9:14:13 P): i dont belong
SoftLord (9:14:52 P): so yesterday and today talking
with you it hasn’t seemed like you really want any
company in your corner
TheEternalMuse (9:15:04 P): I’m a loner
TheEternalMuse (9:15:08 P): I mean i socialize
TheEternalMuse (9:15:11 P): but then i’m a loner
TheEternalMuse (9:15:22 P): I have lots of friends..but
nobody close
SoftLord (9:15:30 P): are you okay with that?
TheEternalMuse (9:15:33 P): yeah
TheEternalMuse (9:15:38 P): I have this wall up
SoftLord (9:15:41 P): yes i know
TheEternalMuse (9:15:47 P): i mean i always have
invitations and hang outs and stuff
TheEternalMuse (9:15:53 P): but emotionally I dont
really let anybody in
SoftLord (9:16:00 P): yes i know
TheEternalMuse (9:16:09 P): its’ served me well until
now…cant really think of anytime i’ve been really hurt
SoftLord (9:17:22 P): cause honestly… i have friends,
but anyone thats special to me, i need to know
that they’re going to let me in and vice versa, otherwise i dont necessarily feel like the relationship is worth the effort…if theres only so far i can see the person…i feel like
we’re on this planet to learn about ourselves and to connect with other people
SoftLord (9:17:55 P): i was like that for a long time… would never talk about myself, wouldn’t really let anyone except a few in and even then not that much… and then i realized
how horribly lonely i was
TheEternalMuse (9:18:06 P): see…I’m not lonely
SoftLord (9:18:07 P): and now i’m trying to let people in…certain people that i feel i can trust
TheEternalMuse (9:18:08 P): not at all
TheEternalMuse (9:18:14 P): I choose to be..’alone’
TheEternalMuse (9:18:19 P): i’m not yearning for companionship
SoftLord (9:18:23 P): ok
SoftLord (9:18:27 P): well then, i guess that’s that
TheEternalMuse (9:18:41 P): I think youre awesome and i’d definitely hold you closer than most
TheEternalMuse (9:18:50 P): my friend adam is one of those also
SoftLord (9:19:00 P): thanks, i think you’re awesome too…but i dont know if that can be enough for me
TheEternalMuse (9:19:09 P): wht do you mean
SoftLord (9:19:31 P): thinking about how to explain
SoftLord (9:22:37 P): it says in my myspace profile that i’m good at seeing through peoples BS facades… and thats true… but if i’m with someone or open myself up to someone i
need to know that they’re opening themselves up to me too… because what i end up really being interested in isn’t necessarily someone’s looks or their surface personality, but
what i see inside them…and getting access to that part of someone… what i think people call intimacy… and if i know at the outset that someone is just fine with being totally
closed off from that happening, then it ends up just being me wanting to get behind the wall and resenting the person for not letting me in enough to really kiss their soul, and i
really dont want to resent you…i’ve had a lot of relationships that were like that and they hurt
SoftLord (9:23:27 P): and yeah fine the aesthetic and the humor and the cd collection and everything are definite attractors, but they’re all part of the rest
SoftLord (9:24:36 P): up until 03, i would always have a girl in my life who i was very attracted to where we’d basically be everything-but-the-intimacy dating…except they would
be really dating someone else and i wouldn’t…i’d always be the shoulder to cry on, the person to rant about other boys, the "why can’t i find someone like you"… duckie,
basically
SoftLord (9:25:02 P): but i stuck around because i could see them, what i felt was the ‘real’ them, and that part attracted me
TheEternalMuse (9:25:08 P): wht are you asking of me?
SoftLord (9:25:12 P): and i put myself through such BS
SoftLord (9:30:05 P): i dont really know… i know this kinda seems like our interaction isn’t at this point yet…but … i dunno… i know you dont play games, but i kinda feel
mixed-messagey.. the .. i’m attracted to you but i need to see if somethings gonna happen with the guy who ive been crushing on for a month who i see all the time and doesnt
know i exist (even though for someone to have you on their radar and not act on it one way or the other for a month, i think theyd have to be blind, engaged or just a total
moron), the "you turn me on so much" but stuff gets rescheduled (And yes i know you’re a busy girl)… i guess i just kinda would like to know where you’d ideally see me fitting
into your life for the next few weeks, so i know how excited to be that we’ve met
SoftLord (9:30:50 P): and i’m not blaming you for the mixed signals…i know about the weird transition period stuff and the in a weird place stuff
TheEternalMuse (9:33:07 P): I dont think he doesnt notice me
SoftLord (9:33:11 P): i just cant do the ‘maybe she likes me as a friend maybe she likes me as boyfriend material i guess ill never know until something definitive happens but oh
wait every time i try to see her there are other plans’ thing again… and i know parts of this is not your stuff its my stuff, but you said on friday that we should be honest, so
here i am being honest
TheEternalMuse (9:33:48 P): look i dont want to lead you on because i’m mad about this other guy
TheEternalMuse (9:33:51 P): and i’ve been telling u this
TheEternalMuse (9:33:59 P): and i’m sorry if I was honest to tell u that i am attracted to you
SoftLord (9:34:01 P): but you also told me that i shouldnt back off
TheEternalMuse (9:34:16 P): but i’m mad about t his other guy and i’m not exploring my options right now
TheEternalMuse (9:34:26 P): just focussing on him
TheEternalMuse (9:34:38 P): I cant focus on other options until i know for sure
TheEternalMuse (9:34:41 P): with this other dude
SoftLord (9:34:53 P): doesn’t seem like you’re doing very much to figure that out though…maybe i’m wrong
SoftLord (9:35:11 P): dont be sorry… you can see though how it might put me in an uncomfortable positoin
TheEternalMuse (9:35:35 P): I dont do anything about it because I get very nervous around this guy
TheEternalMuse (9:35:37 P): i cant breath
TheEternalMuse (9:35:41 P): i cant do anything
TheEternalMuse (9:35:45 P): i become immobile
TheEternalMuse (9:35:51 P): he does stare at m e a lot
TheEternalMuse (9:35:54 P): which I think is a good sign
TheEternalMuse (9:36:08 P): and when i do try to talk to him..i sound like a complete dumb moronic valley girl
TheEternalMuse (9:36:18 P): so until i can calm my nerves..ill make no attempts
SoftLord (9:36:45 P): ok well… you can see how i wouldn’t want to be in a holding pattern until something that may or may not ever happen actually happens
TheEternalMuse (9:38:08 P): but are you understanding me
TheEternalMuse (9:38:14 P): i’m not trying to see how things go with others
TheEternalMuse (9:38:22 P): until I achieve a resolution with the feelings i do have
SoftLord (9:42:07 P): and i guess i’m saying that i’m kind of feeling like i dont feel so okay with just hanging out until you decide if you’re really going to marry this guy, when i
guess i feel like there is definitively potential for something between us whereas there may or may not be something between you and this other fellow…
TheEternalMuse (9:43:43 P): Yeah, but feelings aren’t up for analysis…they either are or they arent…and they really are towards this guy..and have been for a while now. Even if things were not to
have worked out with this guy…it’s not like i’d be over him anytime soon. i’ve never felt this way ..ever.
SoftLord (9:44:05 P): ok so you’re saying that i shouldn’t be pursuing
TheEternalMuse (9:44:23 P): not now for sure
SoftLord (9:44:35 P): ok well then i guess that’s that.
TheEternalMuse (9:44:50 P): I thought you were clear about this
SoftLord (9:46:27 P): what i heard from you is that you think i’m awesome and i turn you on and we have a lot in common and have opened up to each other, but theres someone
that you have a thing for that you were hoping to resolve one way or the other, but you didn’t want me to back off since there still could be something here
TheEternalMuse (9:46:47 P): I didn tell u not to back off though
TheEternalMuse (9:46:57 P): i just let u do ..what u felt was appropriate
TheEternalMuse (9:47:06 P): I mean i came out and told u i was in luv with somebodu
TheEternalMuse (9:47:18 P): I didnt think i had to spell out every detail
TheEternalMuse (9:47:25 P): that would be enough for most ppl
TheEternalMuse (9:47:48 P): if somebody toldme they were in luv with somebody..i’d just back off the pursuit..and if i dug them enough..be cool being friends for the time being.
TheEternalMuse (9:47:52 P): but then again..thats me
TheEternalMuse (9:49:44 P): i thought u meant u were gonna stop talking to me for good
TheEternalMuse (9:50:20 P): hence the i like having u around very much and youre awesome
SoftLord (9:50:24 P): and you didn’t say you were in love you said you had a crush… if you can’t even tlak to someone how would you know if you’re in love
TheEternalMuse (9:50:37 P): the crush keeps getting bigger
TheEternalMuse (9:50:46 P): today I was convinced i must be in luv with the guy
SoftLord (9:51:10 P): well maybe there was a misunderstanding…but what i took from that was, whether or not yuo’re have feelings for this other guy should not preclude me from
pursuing something with you
TheEternalMuse (9:51:19 P): NO
TheEternalMuse (9:51:22 P): tha’s not what i meant at all
TheEternalMuse (9:51:26 P): i meant dont drop out of my life
SoftLord (9:51:56 P): honestly, the most painful relationship i can think of right now is "just being friends" with someone i have feelings for
TheEternalMuse (9:52:35 P): im sorry..it’s not like I led u on
SoftLord (9:52:44 P): i just can’t do the "hey you
never know, maybe someday something will
happen"
TheEternalMuse (9:52:56 P): well im not saying that
either
SoftLord (9:53:01 P): yes i know
SoftLord (9:53:08 P): but i’d be saying it to myself to
justify sticking around
TheEternalMuse (9:53:12 P): I mean by no means do not
wait …do as you please…but this is my situation right
now.
TheEternalMuse (9:53:27 P): so say that u and i never
flirted…u never would have been my friend?
SoftLord (9:53:42 P): thats not it at all
SoftLord (9:54:08 P): if we never flirted or took it to
that level i wouldve been okay with a friendship
because thats all it could have been
TheEternalMuse (9:54:40 P): I dont know what to tell
you
SoftLord (9:54:40 P): i’m friends with several
attractive girls i think are awesome but dont have
romantic feelings for
TheEternalMuse (9:55:01 P): I dig you a lot, but if i’m
gonna be a nuisance in your life th en….well the ‘then’ is
up to you.
SoftLord (9:55:19 P): but not in the way i’d like for
you to
SoftLord (9:55:43 P): er…not that wishing would make
it so, certainly…thats just crazy talk
SoftLord (9:56:39 P): its like…once that line is crossed
and that door is opened just a crack its nay
impossible to shut it again as if it was never
opened
SoftLord (9:56:40 P): at least for me
SoftLord (9:57:05 P): its different for different people,
i guess
SoftLord (9:59:46 P): i’m gonna need a bit of time to
work this out… i mean obvs you wont be out of my
life cause of work… and i honestly do hope you
find what you’re looking for with that guy
SoftLord (10:00:01 P): its my own pattern i’m trying to
break
TheEternalMuse (10:00:11 P): ok
SoftLord (10:00:47 P): i have to eat something i forgot
to have lunch again
SoftLord (10:01:00 P): bbiab possibly, might to right to
bed
SoftLord (10:01:04 P): go, rather
TheEternalMuse (10:01:42 P): alright
TheEternalMuse (10:01:44 P): bon appetit
SoftLord (10:01:48 P): quite.
carlintake3
chrrybmbnyc: hey
SoftLord: yuo’re funny…like i’d want to talk to you
anymore
chrrybmbnyc: I’ve had a bad week. And I do miss you
SoftLord: good.
SoftLord: hope you treat the next nice guy who
comes along better than you treated me
chrrybmbnyc: so i finally extricated myself from ed and
the business. Had to get an order of protection, have
bruises all over my arms, and ed swallowed some pills and
is in the psych ward
SoftLord: i’m happy for you… i really can’t keep
doin this back and forth tho C… its not fair… you
get my hopes up that you might be pullin your shit
together enough to even be friends and/or
fuckbuds, either of which i would be fine with, and
then you pull the same shit you always pull
SoftLord: i used to be that much of a masochist,
but i can’t be anymore
chrrybmbnyc: it’s not the easiest situation. hope you
never find yourself there
chrrybmbnyc: oh fuck you. I didn’t do anything that
bizarre
SoftLord: you set up plans and flaked…for like the
7th time…after being all ‘i miss you and i want you
as a friend’ … its not bizarre for you, but its cruel
to me.
chrrybmbnyc: I’m sorry. I had a lot of shit to take care of.
Like keeping ed from going crazy on you. You have no idea
the type of damage he’s done to my life and the people I
care about
SoftLord: and i really dont need people being cruel
to me, no matter what the situation, past or
present might have been
SoftLord: what does ed have to do with me
chrrybmbnyc: whatever. guess you never bore the brunt of
a jealous ex-boyfriend. You don’t have to talk to me
SoftLord: remember, i had to deal with not being
your boyfriend because of him while we were
together.
chrrybmbnyc: well I paid the price
SoftLord: well i’m glad, then, that youre not in that
situation anymore
chrrybmbnyc: no, I’m free as a bird
SoftLord: it was no picnic for me either.
SoftLord: in case you hadn’t noticed.
chrrybmbnyc: I know
chrrybmbnyc: so let’s talk about the future
SoftLord: hmm.
SoftLord: here it is.
chrrybmbnyc: how’s the new job
SoftLord: in order for us to be friends, fuckbuddies,
whatever…i need to know that you’re not going to
pull the same shit you always do. cause it hurts
me. and i dont need that kind of stuff in my life.
so, when you can do that then we’ll see about ‘the
future’
SoftLord: job is great
chrrybmbnyc: ok I’ll earn your trust
SoftLord: honestly, you know i respect you and all
that, but… and i dontl ike that i’m saying this
because it means i reversed my position, and dont
think i didn’t realize it… this is your last chance…
you fuck up again, i dont want to hear from you
chrrybmbnyc: and you define the boundary so eloquently.
missed you
SoftLord: and yes, i do expect a lot from my
friends…tahts why i dont have a ton of them, and
even fewer lovers…but the ones that i do have i
treasure.
SoftLord: just dont make me regret talkin to you
chrrybmbnyc: you won’t
chrrybmbnyc: it has been interesting??
SoftLord: what has?
chrrybmbnyc: the ride
SoftLord: i was never one for rollercoasters
chrrybmbnyc: just the merry go round
SoftLord: on turbo mode perhaps
chrrybmbnyc: so what have you been up to lately
SoftLord: work…thats pretty much it…
chrrybmbnyc: that’s a pity
chrrybmbnyc: how’s your menagerie of women
SoftLord: well i seem to remember a booty call that
never happened.
chrrybmbnyc: I was talking about your Egypt and German
girls
SoftLord: *shrug* Alex has a girlfriend, Sue’s comin
back at the end of the month… everyone else can
go fuck themselves
chrrybmbnyc: that doesn’t sound good
SoftLord: nah its fine…was time to clean out the
hangers-on
chrrybmbnyc: I hear that
SoftLord: make some new friends
chrrybmbnyc: that’s always just easier
SoftLord: whatever happened to Michael…he didn’t
move along with you? i liked him, tho he was pretty
tightly wound
chrrybmbnyc: you mean ax-murderer michael
SoftLord: sure
chrrybmbnyc: he went back to new orleans to spend
some time with his son
SoftLord: ah.. he did have that NOLA vibe about
him
chrrybmbnyc: yes he did. do miss him though
SoftLord: he seemed like good people, ax murderer
aside
chrrybmbnyc: he definitely was…really did me a solid
once
SoftLord: tho apparnetly he made me nervous…i
always knock things over around people who make
me nervous
chrrybmbnyc: hold on…I have to pee
chrrybmbnyc: done peeing
SoftLord: hope everything came out alright.
chrrybmbnyc: yes, it
chrrybmbnyc: came out fine
SoftLord: good to know
chrrybmbnyc: and how’s your urethra
SoftLord: delicious
chrrybmbnyc: so what are you up to tonight
SoftLord: debating food, movie, chat, jerk off, sleep
chrrybmbnyc: in that order?
SoftLord: no, not necessarily
chrrybmbnyc: me too. adam wants to go out but I’m tired.
thinking of just kicking back and watching a movie
SoftLord: also shower might be in there
chrrybmbnyc: just showered myself
SoftLord: they’re good
chrrybmbnyc: yes, and healthy too
SoftLord: er…yes.
chrrybmbnyc: I’m pretty brain dead tonight
SoftLord: so i see
SoftLord: still, either of us at 50% is still better
than most at 100
chrrybmbnyc: very true and very sad
SoftLord: not so.
chrrybmbnyc: why not
SoftLord: most people are dumb…and we get to
take their money
chrrybmbnyc: I did neglect that point. yeah for stupid
people
SoftLord: hip hip
chrrybmbnyc: hooray
SoftLord: hoooo
SoftLord: haaaay
SoftLord: hooooo
chrrybmbnyc: did you call me a ho
SoftLord: i did not
chrrybmbnyc: well ed put a poll of cherrybomb asking who
the bigger whore was: me or christina. I took down the site
for now….but christina beat me out
SoftLord: i’msure he stacked the results
SoftLord: ho is different than whore isn’t it?
SoftLord: ho gives it away, whore makes you pay
chrrybmbnyc: isn’t ho short for whore
chrrybmbnyc: well donw
chrrybmbnyc: e
SoftLord: wasn’t evven goign for the rhyme thing
chrrybmbnyc: sometimes those things just happen
SoftLord: apparently
chrrybmbnyc: some sign of intelligence
SoftLord: as if there was any doubt
SoftLord: so are you out of pseudo.com altogether?
chrrybmbnyc: pretty much. I’ve been making too much $
producing for Playgirl. Part of my negotiation was that I get
cherrybomb.com and the brand. I don’t want to do any
more legal work for other people
SoftLord: i saw some article about playgirlTV…
SoftLord: can’t remember what it said…other than
its not all that widely available
chrrybmbnyc: yeah. Christina and I are their east coast
operation
chrrybmbnyc: but they have $
SoftLord: thought you were worried about her being
too similar to you
chrrybmbnyc: what do you mean
SoftLord: inthe manipulative
potential-for-backstabbing kind of way
SoftLord: well…last we spoke about her anyway
chrrybmbnyc: she really proved herself this week. really
was a true friend
SoftLord: k
chrrybmbnyc: but thanks
SoftLord: yeah.
chrrybmbnyc: you’re a good egg
SoftLord: thanks, i try.
SoftLord: which is why it hurts when people who
know it treat me badly.
chrrybmbnyc: ok I’m sorry….just a blanket sorry
SoftLord: heh…okay
SoftLord: i’m sorry for not letting it go
chrrybmbnyc: you’re just a man….can’t help it
SoftLord: watch it.
SoftLord: you’re still on shaky ground, you know
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry not a man hater yet
SoftLord: wasn’t worried
SoftLord: yuo’d have every right to be, considering
most of the men in your life
chrrybmbnyc: yeah. I think it’s pretty magnanimous of me
SoftLord: *breaks out a dictionary* 😉
SoftLord: my new word is Quixotic
chrrybmbnyc: and…
chrrybmbnyc: meaning?
SoftLord: optimistic regardless of circumstance
chrrybmbnyc: that’s me
SoftLord: oh yeah.
SoftLord: never complains, always positive
chrrybmbnyc: do I detect a note of sarcasm
SoftLord: facetiousness
chrrybmbnyc: I know that one
SoftLord: argh…stupid virus scan slowing down my
computer
chrrybmbnyc: a hazard
SoftLord: better than not doin it i guess
SoftLord: still doin porn?
SoftLord: quix·ot·ic ( P ) Pronunciation Key
(kwk-stk) also quix·ot·i·cal (–kl)
adj.
1. Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and
the pursuit of unreachable goals; idealistic without
regard to practicality.
2. Capricious; impulsive: “At worst his scruples
must have been quixotic, not malicious” (Louis
Auchincloss).
chrrybmbnyc: NOT ME
SoftLord: i coulda told you that
chrrybmbnyc: yes, way too practical
SoftLord: mercurial is another good one
chrrybmbnyc: yes
SoftLord: mercurial
\Mer*cu"ri*al\, a. [L. mercurialis, fr. Mercurius
Mercury: cf. F. mercuriel.] 1. Having the qualities
fabled to belong to the god Mercury; swift; active;
sprightly; fickle; volatile; changeable; as, a
mercurial youth; a mercurial temperament.
chrrybmbnyc: kind of me
SoftLord: didn’t know i was supposed to be searchin
for a word to define you
chrrybmbnyc: no, but we did start this conversation how I
thought I was quixotic
SoftLord: true true
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry. I’m not that self absorbed
SoftLord: did i say anything?
chrrybmbnyc: no
SoftLord: right. 🙂
SoftLord: i hope steve leaves soon too.
chrrybmbnyc: yeah
SoftLord: and then everyone i’m relatively fond of
will be gone
chrrybmbnyc: won’t that be grand
SoftLord: and it’ll just be adam running the whole
thing
chrrybmbnyc: I’m going to merge the pseudo assets with
another company. been working on it for a while. Now
everyone is out of my way. yippe
SoftLord: that url has so many visitors and so little
content of use to anyone
chrrybmbnyc: yeah. but they make $
chrrybmbnyc: we’re going to start creating new content.
Relauch streetsound, globalhouse etc
SoftLord: thougt you were leaving
SoftLord: and the brand you were taking was
cherrybomb
chrrybmbnyc: yes. but I have to set pseudo up so we’re
making $ off the investment
SoftLord: whats your percentage?
chrrybmbnyc: 50%
chrrybmbnyc: and all the IP assets
SoftLord: aj
SoftLord: ah
chrrybmbnyc: the ball is in my court
chrrybmbnyc: or should I say "balls"
SoftLord: you didn’t have balls last i checked
chrrybmbnyc: but I have the biggest balls of them all
SoftLord: so technically you could package it all up
and sell the other 50% to competent people with a
passion for it who aren’t nutjobs and have business
sense, make them prominently feature cherrybomb,
and totally ignore it and let the money roll in
chrrybmbnyc: you got it. like an IQ test
SoftLord: i just…not that its any of my business or
my call or anything… but it didn’t seem like you
were at all happy or satisfied doing the day-to-day
of running an internet company…and honestly you
weren’t that good at it (the internet side of it)…so
i wouldn’t want you to go back to it.
chrrybmbnyc: not good at it???
SoftLord: good at partnerships and making
deals…but that site is really bad… the design is
awful and not useful, you dont have any room for
standard banners on the front page, 75% of your
content links were broken at any one time
chrrybmbnyc: fake it till you make it
SoftLord: *Shrug*
SoftLord: hence, not so good at the internet side.
SoftLord: when people hit broken links too often
they get pissed off and they dont come back.
chrrybmbnyc: internet is expensive. need the
partnerships etc. before you can spend $ on content etc.
chrrybmbnyc: talk to adam. that’s his thing
SoftLord: i dont care, really…i’m just saying
chrrybmbnyc: uh huh
SoftLord: and i have spoken to adam about my
suggested redesign, weeks ago
chrrybmbnyc: good boy
SoftLord: mostly because he’s been workin with us
@sony a bunch lately and i want it to be worth our
time
SoftLord: watch it.
chrrybmbnyc: bark for me
SoftLord: it takes me two clicks to put you on block
list for good, and i dont have to answer my phone.
chrrybmbnyc: but you’d miss me
SoftLord: when was the last time i IMed you first,
Carlin?
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhh
SoftLord: i miss talking with you sometimes, but i
also wont take nearly as much shit as even i did 6
months ago.
chrrybmbnyc: a new man
SoftLord: and you’re on thin ice as it is 😛
SoftLord: yes…perhaps i have you to thank for that
in a roundabout way
chrrybmbnyc: yes you do
SoftLord: so there you have it.
chrrybmbnyc: you don’t have to thank me
SoftLord: wasn’t plannin on it
chrrybmbnyc: I know you love me
SoftLord: that remains to be seen
chrrybmbnyc: you are too much fun
SoftLord: why’s that
chrrybmbnyc: just very stimulating
SoftLord: can i ask you something honestly?
chrrybmbnyc: yes you may
SoftLord: sometimes i get the feeling that you
weasel back into my relatively good graces just to
prove that you can, and then you get
bored...anything to that?
chrrybmbnyc: not at all
SoftLord: okay…well i just thought you should be
aware that i feel that way sometimes.
chrrybmbnyc: no, just been trying to get control of my life
for the last 3 years. everyone knew I was over a barrel
because I knew ed would try to fuck the business. had to
wait
SoftLord: i see
SoftLord: and where are you now?
chrrybmbnyc: free, in control, producing, independent, and
loving it
SoftLord: happy for you
SoftLord: must be an odd feeling
chrrybmbnyc: yes, like being an adult again. sometimes I
hate being a woman.
chrrybmbnyc: hate that men can try to intimidate you
physically and business is unfair….have to always watch
your back
SoftLord: being a woman isn’t it…its being a
beautiful and smart woman thats the kicker
SoftLord: bunch of insecure men in the world who
can’t take the combo
chrrybmbnyc: yes, I can’t tell you how much of that
bullshit I"m confronting. Men hate successful/creative
women
SoftLord: and it wasn’t meant as a compliment but
as a statement of fact.
chrrybmbnyc: i know
SoftLord: dont say men
SoftLord: its not all men.
SoftLord: its men you deal with
chrrybmbnyc: men in their 40’s
SoftLord: k…wouldn’t know much about them
SoftLord: oh
SoftLord: wish me a happy birthday
chrrybmbnyc: Happy Birthday.
chrrybmbnyc: knew there was a reason I IMed you
SoftLord: oh is that why
SoftLord: i doubt that.
SoftLord: why did you IM me?
chrrybmbnyc: fate?
SoftLord: you can give me a real answer, i wont
laugh at you.
chrrybmbnyc: just wanted to reconnect now that I’m
through the woods
SoftLord: for what purpos
SoftLord: e
SoftLord: i won’t hold you to it
SoftLord: not that i could anyway
chrrybmbnyc: to enjoy you
SoftLord: a multilayered turn of phrase
chrrybmbnyc: like that don’t you
SoftLord: it did make me take notice
chrrybmbnyc: I aim to please
SoftLord: you seem like you do a decent job, from
my limited experience
chrrybmbnyc: just decent???
SoftLord: you’re so easy
chrrybmbnyc: are you saying I’m a "whore"
SoftLord: no, i’m saying you’re easily riled
chrrybmbnyc: true dat
SoftLord: and i dont remember having any
complaints except that we only did it that one night
and never got to expand the repertoire.
chrrybmbnyc: I know
SoftLord: and you made me break several of my
rules
chrrybmbnyc: I can be crafty
SoftLord: amongst other things
chrrybmbnyc: yes
chrrybmbnyc: so I think I’m going to crash for a few hours.
be back later=-O
SoftLord: you ARE a tease.
SoftLord: do you mean later or do you mean
tomorrow, honestly.\
SoftLord: http://www.zerointerrupt.com/arkive/milkshake.jpg
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from my
computer right now.
SoftLord: yuo’re funny…like i’d want to talk to you
anymore
chrrybmbnyc: I’ve had a bad week. And I do miss you
SoftLord: good.
SoftLord: hope you treat the next nice guy who
comes along better than you treated me
chrrybmbnyc: so i finally extricated myself from ed and
the business. Had to get an order of protection, have
bruises all over my arms, and ed swallowed some pills and
is in the psych ward
SoftLord: i’m happy for you… i really can’t keep
doin this back and forth tho C… its not fair… you
get my hopes up that you might be pullin your shit
together enough to even be friends and/or
fuckbuds, either of which i would be fine with, and
then you pull the same shit you always pull
SoftLord: i used to be that much of a masochist,
but i can’t be anymore
chrrybmbnyc: it’s not the easiest situation. hope you
never find yourself there
chrrybmbnyc: oh fuck you. I didn’t do anything that
bizarre
SoftLord: you set up plans and flaked…for like the
7th time…after being all ‘i miss you and i want you
as a friend’ … its not bizarre for you, but its cruel
to me.
chrrybmbnyc: I’m sorry. I had a lot of shit to take care of.
Like keeping ed from going crazy on you. You have no idea
the type of damage he’s done to my life and the people I
care about
SoftLord: and i really dont need people being cruel
to me, no matter what the situation, past or
present might have been
SoftLord: what does ed have to do with me
chrrybmbnyc: whatever. guess you never bore the brunt of
a jealous ex-boyfriend. You don’t have to talk to me
SoftLord: remember, i had to deal with not being
your boyfriend because of him while we were
together.
chrrybmbnyc: well I paid the price
SoftLord: well i’m glad, then, that youre not in that
situation anymore
chrrybmbnyc: no, I’m free as a bird
SoftLord: it was no picnic for me either.
SoftLord: in case you hadn’t noticed.
chrrybmbnyc: I know
chrrybmbnyc: so let’s talk about the future
SoftLord: hmm.
SoftLord: here it is.
chrrybmbnyc: how’s the new job
SoftLord: in order for us to be friends, fuckbuddies,
whatever…i need to know that you’re not going to
pull the same shit you always do. cause it hurts
me. and i dont need that kind of stuff in my life.
so, when you can do that then we’ll see about ‘the
future’
SoftLord: job is great
chrrybmbnyc: ok I’ll earn your trust
SoftLord: honestly, you know i respect you and all
that, but… and i dontl ike that i’m saying this
because it means i reversed my position, and dont
think i didn’t realize it… this is your last chance…
you fuck up again, i dont want to hear from you
chrrybmbnyc: and you define the boundary so eloquently.
missed you
SoftLord: and yes, i do expect a lot from my
friends…tahts why i dont have a ton of them, and
even fewer lovers…but the ones that i do have i
treasure.
SoftLord: just dont make me regret talkin to you
chrrybmbnyc: you won’t
chrrybmbnyc: it has been interesting??
SoftLord: what has?
chrrybmbnyc: the ride
SoftLord: i was never one for rollercoasters
chrrybmbnyc: just the merry go round
SoftLord: on turbo mode perhaps
chrrybmbnyc: so what have you been up to lately
SoftLord: work…thats pretty much it…
chrrybmbnyc: that’s a pity
chrrybmbnyc: how’s your menagerie of women
SoftLord: well i seem to remember a booty call that
never happened.
chrrybmbnyc: I was talking about your Egypt and German
girls
SoftLord: *shrug* Alex has a girlfriend, Sue’s comin
back at the end of the month… everyone else can
go fuck themselves
chrrybmbnyc: that doesn’t sound good
SoftLord: nah its fine…was time to clean out the
hangers-on
chrrybmbnyc: I hear that
SoftLord: make some new friends
chrrybmbnyc: that’s always just easier
SoftLord: whatever happened to Michael…he didn’t
move along with you? i liked him, tho he was pretty
tightly wound
chrrybmbnyc: you mean ax-murderer michael
SoftLord: sure
chrrybmbnyc: he went back to new orleans to spend
some time with his son
SoftLord: ah.. he did have that NOLA vibe about
him
chrrybmbnyc: yes he did. do miss him though
SoftLord: he seemed like good people, ax murderer
aside
chrrybmbnyc: he definitely was…really did me a solid
once
SoftLord: tho apparnetly he made me nervous…i
always knock things over around people who make
me nervous
chrrybmbnyc: hold on…I have to pee
chrrybmbnyc: done peeing
SoftLord: hope everything came out alright.
chrrybmbnyc: yes, it
chrrybmbnyc: came out fine
SoftLord: good to know
chrrybmbnyc: and how’s your urethra
SoftLord: delicious
chrrybmbnyc: so what are you up to tonight
SoftLord: debating food, movie, chat, jerk off, sleep
chrrybmbnyc: in that order?
SoftLord: no, not necessarily
chrrybmbnyc: me too. adam wants to go out but I’m tired.
thinking of just kicking back and watching a movie
SoftLord: also shower might be in there
chrrybmbnyc: just showered myself
SoftLord: they’re good
chrrybmbnyc: yes, and healthy too
SoftLord: er…yes.
chrrybmbnyc: I’m pretty brain dead tonight
SoftLord: so i see
SoftLord: still, either of us at 50% is still better
than most at 100
chrrybmbnyc: very true and very sad
SoftLord: not so.
chrrybmbnyc: why not
SoftLord: most people are dumb…and we get to
take their money
chrrybmbnyc: I did neglect that point. yeah for stupid
people
SoftLord: hip hip
chrrybmbnyc: hooray
SoftLord: hoooo
SoftLord: haaaay
SoftLord: hooooo
chrrybmbnyc: did you call me a ho
SoftLord: i did not
chrrybmbnyc: well ed put a poll of cherrybomb asking who
the bigger whore was: me or christina. I took down the site
for now….but christina beat me out
SoftLord: i’msure he stacked the results
SoftLord: ho is different than whore isn’t it?
SoftLord: ho gives it away, whore makes you pay
chrrybmbnyc: isn’t ho short for whore
chrrybmbnyc: well donw
chrrybmbnyc: e
SoftLord: wasn’t evven goign for the rhyme thing
chrrybmbnyc: sometimes those things just happen
SoftLord: apparently
chrrybmbnyc: some sign of intelligence
SoftLord: as if there was any doubt
SoftLord: so are you out of pseudo.com altogether?
chrrybmbnyc: pretty much. I’ve been making too much $
producing for Playgirl. Part of my negotiation was that I get
cherrybomb.com and the brand. I don’t want to do any
more legal work for other people
SoftLord: i saw some article about playgirlTV…
SoftLord: can’t remember what it said…other than
its not all that widely available
chrrybmbnyc: yeah. Christina and I are their east coast
operation
chrrybmbnyc: but they have $
SoftLord: thought you were worried about her being
too similar to you
chrrybmbnyc: what do you mean
SoftLord: inthe manipulative
potential-for-backstabbing kind of way
SoftLord: well…last we spoke about her anyway
chrrybmbnyc: she really proved herself this week. really
was a true friend
SoftLord: k
chrrybmbnyc: but thanks
SoftLord: yeah.
chrrybmbnyc: you’re a good egg
SoftLord: thanks, i try.
SoftLord: which is why it hurts when people who
know it treat me badly.
chrrybmbnyc: ok I’m sorry….just a blanket sorry
SoftLord: heh…okay
SoftLord: i’m sorry for not letting it go
chrrybmbnyc: you’re just a man….can’t help it
SoftLord: watch it.
SoftLord: you’re still on shaky ground, you know
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry not a man hater yet
SoftLord: wasn’t worried
SoftLord: yuo’d have every right to be, considering
most of the men in your life
chrrybmbnyc: yeah. I think it’s pretty magnanimous of me
SoftLord: *breaks out a dictionary* 😉
SoftLord: my new word is Quixotic
chrrybmbnyc: and…
chrrybmbnyc: meaning?
SoftLord: optimistic regardless of circumstance
chrrybmbnyc: that’s me
SoftLord: oh yeah.
SoftLord: never complains, always positive
chrrybmbnyc: do I detect a note of sarcasm
SoftLord: facetiousness
chrrybmbnyc: I know that one
SoftLord: argh…stupid virus scan slowing down my
computer
chrrybmbnyc: a hazard
SoftLord: better than not doin it i guess
SoftLord: still doin porn?
SoftLord: quix·ot·ic ( P ) Pronunciation Key
(kwk-stk) also quix·ot·i·cal (–kl)
adj.
1. Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and
the pursuit of unreachable goals; idealistic without
regard to practicality.
2. Capricious; impulsive: “At worst his scruples
must have been quixotic, not malicious” (Louis
Auchincloss).
chrrybmbnyc: NOT ME
SoftLord: i coulda told you that
chrrybmbnyc: yes, way too practical
SoftLord: mercurial is another good one
chrrybmbnyc: yes
SoftLord: mercurial
\Mer*cu"ri*al\, a. [L. mercurialis, fr. Mercurius
Mercury: cf. F. mercuriel.] 1. Having the qualities
fabled to belong to the god Mercury; swift; active;
sprightly; fickle; volatile; changeable; as, a
mercurial youth; a mercurial temperament.
chrrybmbnyc: kind of me
SoftLord: didn’t know i was supposed to be searchin
for a word to define you
chrrybmbnyc: no, but we did start this conversation how I
thought I was quixotic
SoftLord: true true
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry. I’m not that self absorbed
SoftLord: did i say anything?
chrrybmbnyc: no
SoftLord: right. 🙂
SoftLord: i hope steve leaves soon too.
chrrybmbnyc: yeah
SoftLord: and then everyone i’m relatively fond of
will be gone
chrrybmbnyc: won’t that be grand
SoftLord: and it’ll just be adam running the whole
thing
chrrybmbnyc: I’m going to merge the pseudo assets with
another company. been working on it for a while. Now
everyone is out of my way. yippe
SoftLord: that url has so many visitors and so little
content of use to anyone
chrrybmbnyc: yeah. but they make $
chrrybmbnyc: we’re going to start creating new content.
Relauch streetsound, globalhouse etc
SoftLord: thougt you were leaving
SoftLord: and the brand you were taking was
cherrybomb
chrrybmbnyc: yes. but I have to set pseudo up so we’re
making $ off the investment
SoftLord: whats your percentage?
chrrybmbnyc: 50%
chrrybmbnyc: and all the IP assets
SoftLord: aj
SoftLord: ah
chrrybmbnyc: the ball is in my court
chrrybmbnyc: or should I say "balls"
SoftLord: you didn’t have balls last i checked
chrrybmbnyc: but I have the biggest balls of them all
SoftLord: so technically you could package it all up
and sell the other 50% to competent people with a
passion for it who aren’t nutjobs and have business
sense, make them prominently feature cherrybomb,
and totally ignore it and let the money roll in
chrrybmbnyc: you got it. like an IQ test
SoftLord: i just…not that its any of my business or
my call or anything… but it didn’t seem like you
were at all happy or satisfied doing the day-to-day
of running an internet company…and honestly you
weren’t that good at it (the internet side of it)…so
i wouldn’t want you to go back to it.
chrrybmbnyc: not good at it???
SoftLord: good at partnerships and making
deals…but that site is really bad… the design is
awful and not useful, you dont have any room for
standard banners on the front page, 75% of your
content links were broken at any one time
chrrybmbnyc: fake it till you make it
SoftLord: *Shrug*
SoftLord: hence, not so good at the internet side.
SoftLord: when people hit broken links too often
they get pissed off and they dont come back.
chrrybmbnyc: internet is expensive. need the
partnerships etc. before you can spend $ on content etc.
chrrybmbnyc: talk to adam. that’s his thing
SoftLord: i dont care, really…i’m just saying
chrrybmbnyc: uh huh
SoftLord: and i have spoken to adam about my
suggested redesign, weeks ago
chrrybmbnyc: good boy
SoftLord: mostly because he’s been workin with us
@sony a bunch lately and i want it to be worth our
time
SoftLord: watch it.
chrrybmbnyc: bark for me
SoftLord: it takes me two clicks to put you on block
list for good, and i dont have to answer my phone.
chrrybmbnyc: but you’d miss me
SoftLord: when was the last time i IMed you first,
Carlin?
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhh
SoftLord: i miss talking with you sometimes, but i
also wont take nearly as much shit as even i did 6
months ago.
chrrybmbnyc: a new man
SoftLord: and you’re on thin ice as it is 😛
SoftLord: yes…perhaps i have you to thank for that
in a roundabout way
chrrybmbnyc: yes you do
SoftLord: so there you have it.
chrrybmbnyc: you don’t have to thank me
SoftLord: wasn’t plannin on it
chrrybmbnyc: I know you love me
SoftLord: that remains to be seen
chrrybmbnyc: you are too much fun
SoftLord: why’s that
chrrybmbnyc: just very stimulating
SoftLord: can i ask you something honestly?
chrrybmbnyc: yes you may
SoftLord: sometimes i get the feeling that you
weasel back into my relatively good graces just to
prove that you can, and then you get
bored...anything to that?
chrrybmbnyc: not at all
SoftLord: okay…well i just thought you should be
aware that i feel that way sometimes.
chrrybmbnyc: no, just been trying to get control of my life
for the last 3 years. everyone knew I was over a barrel
because I knew ed would try to fuck the business. had to
wait
SoftLord: i see
SoftLord: and where are you now?
chrrybmbnyc: free, in control, producing, independent, and
loving it
SoftLord: happy for you
SoftLord: must be an odd feeling
chrrybmbnyc: yes, like being an adult again. sometimes I
hate being a woman.
chrrybmbnyc: hate that men can try to intimidate you
physically and business is unfair….have to always watch
your back
SoftLord: being a woman isn’t it…its being a
beautiful and smart woman thats the kicker
SoftLord: bunch of insecure men in the world who
can’t take the combo
chrrybmbnyc: yes, I can’t tell you how much of that
bullshit I"m confronting. Men hate successful/creative
women
SoftLord: and it wasn’t meant as a compliment but
as a statement of fact.
chrrybmbnyc: i know
SoftLord: dont say men
SoftLord: its not all men.
SoftLord: its men you deal with
chrrybmbnyc: men in their 40’s
SoftLord: k…wouldn’t know much about them
SoftLord: oh
SoftLord: wish me a happy birthday
chrrybmbnyc: Happy Birthday.
chrrybmbnyc: knew there was a reason I IMed you
SoftLord: oh is that why
SoftLord: i doubt that.
SoftLord: why did you IM me?
chrrybmbnyc: fate?
SoftLord: you can give me a real answer, i wont
laugh at you.
chrrybmbnyc: just wanted to reconnect now that I’m
through the woods
SoftLord: for what purpos
SoftLord: e
SoftLord: i won’t hold you to it
SoftLord: not that i could anyway
chrrybmbnyc: to enjoy you
SoftLord: a multilayered turn of phrase
chrrybmbnyc: like that don’t you
SoftLord: it did make me take notice
chrrybmbnyc: I aim to please
SoftLord: you seem like you do a decent job, from
my limited experience
chrrybmbnyc: just decent???
SoftLord: you’re so easy
chrrybmbnyc: are you saying I’m a "whore"
SoftLord: no, i’m saying you’re easily riled
chrrybmbnyc: true dat
SoftLord: and i dont remember having any
complaints except that we only did it that one night
and never got to expand the repertoire.
chrrybmbnyc: I know
SoftLord: and you made me break several of my
rules
chrrybmbnyc: I can be crafty
SoftLord: amongst other things
chrrybmbnyc: yes
chrrybmbnyc: so I think I’m going to crash for a few hours.
be back later=-O
SoftLord: you ARE a tease.
SoftLord: do you mean later or do you mean
tomorrow, honestly.\
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Diddlms: hi
SoftLord: heya
Diddlms: wanna die
Diddlms: heart break
SoftLord: you’ll geto ver it
Diddlms: doesnt feel like it
SoftLord: you’re not breaking up with her
Diddlms: i know
Diddlms: but it hurts
SoftLord: you’ll see her again… maybe its good to
give yourself some distance so you dont lose
yourself in her
Diddlms: i already have
Diddlms: and she loves me too
SoftLord: ?
Diddlms: i mean
Diddlms: my feelings
Diddlms: im so in love with her
SoftLord: yeah…maybe you need some distance,
so you can be comfortable being apart
Diddlms: yeah i know
SoftLord: theres love and then theres obsession
you know
Diddlms: but ive had that for so long jus sucks haveing
her back behind the computer screen
SoftLord: i know, but as i said… you want to be
able to be apart…otherwise you have a
codependent relationship and those never work out
well
Diddlms: yeah i know
Diddlms: your really right bout that one
SoftLord: of course i am 😛
SoftLord: i speak frome experience
Diddlms: your jeremy your always right
SoftLord: there was a point where i’d do anything to keep from being apart from a girlfriend… and that doesn’t lead to anything good
Diddlms: 😀
SoftLord: not always… i just tend to be pretty spot on about human nature
SoftLord: and you’re predictable
SoftLord: not in a bad way
Diddlms: how so?
SoftLord: there are certain ways you behave and certain thingis you want and things you do to try to attain them
Diddlms: who me?
Diddlms: so how is that
Diddlms: im curious
SoftLord: only if you wont get defensive, since i’m not attacking you
Diddlms: babe its ok
SoftLord: you always want attention however you can get it… whether its healthy for you or not… to make up for being abandoned by your dad
(this being my theory)… especially from men… which is why you’re such a tease… you need to have the power over men… you need people to
think you’re special, but you dont think you’re special enough on your own (which you are) so you use your sex appeal and flirting to have people
want to hang around you… i think on some leve you know that thats not really genuine affection, which you could have…but you enjoy the
attention and power still… i think you know that until you take a look at some of the things causing this you’re not gonna be able to have a real
connection with people, so when you find someone you do like you become very desperate to use any of your existing tools to keep them around…
i dont think you’ve really had the rolemodels for a healthy interaction to base your behaviors on (neither have I)…
SoftLord: so you get obsessive and codependent (i do too sometimes) because you really want to be loved for something other than what you put
out there, but you dont really feel like you know how to put something elsee out there, or that anyone deserves to know ‘the real you’ … because
they might not like what they see, and you know they’ll ‘love’ you if you flirt and give them attention like that
Diddlms: ding ding ding
SoftLord: so you become kinda an energy-parasite, needing false attention so much
Diddlms: true
Diddlms: true ture
Diddlms: but
Diddlms: i do like attention
Diddlms: and thats because it feels good to be important
Diddlms: but
SoftLord: yeah but its not like ‘real’ importance…dont know if i’m being clear
Diddlms: i really like this girl… and honestly im willing to be real with her…even if it means she may hurt me
SoftLord: having someone pay attention to you because you spend 10 minutes on how much you love sucking cock isn’t ‘real’ attention
Diddlms: but its worth it
SoftLord: yes but you were saying similar things with Dan
Diddlms: dan is an idiot
SoftLord: and i dont know, do you think you have the ‘tools’ to be real with her?…the behavior patterns… thats not a slight against you, just in my
experience it looks like its very difficult for you and probably very frustrating
Diddlms: well…so far… its been really nice
Diddlms: shes really made me see things i didnt know aobut myself
SoftLord: but you see how you’ve become obsessive
SoftLord: i’m glad she has
Diddlms: that i dont wanna leave her
Diddlms: it that bad<<?
SoftLord: but its like… i do the same thing… go from 0 to 160…
Diddlms: i mean i know
SoftLord: no turning back… its like… desperation, you know?
Diddlms: space is good
Diddlms: yeah
Diddlms: i know space is good
SoftLord: cause you so want it to work… but you dont really know how
Diddlms: but i jus gonna miss her
SoftLord: its like someone who can’t swim jumping off the deep end…you want to do a double pike with a twist and you think you should but you
end up bellyflopping and then flailing around
SoftLord: with the best intentions
Diddlms: so what do u suggest?
SoftLord: well…i think the space is a good thing… but overall i think for your sake its time you start addressing some of these underlying issues
with an impartial third party
Diddlms: cant afford that not at the moment atleast
SoftLord: its something to think about working toward, though… a job with medical benefits
Diddlms: yeah well i dont wanna do it here
Diddlms: i wanna move out here
SoftLord: tis the birthplace of therapy
Diddlms: hehe
Diddlms: your really something
SoftLord: its just… its time, ya know?
Diddlms: but i thought it was vienna
SoftLord: how so
Diddlms: freud
SoftLord: no i meant how so to "your really
something"
SoftLord: you’re right…vienna
Diddlms: you just matured so much
SoftLord: ahh…
SoftLord: i still have a bit to go
Diddlms: i was talking bout u in the bath with dani sat
night
SoftLord: thats random
Diddlms: how special u are
SoftLord: did you mention how cute i am? 😉
Diddlms: hehehe
Diddlms: we we were discussing people
Diddlms: and personality brought u to mind
SoftLord: i c
Diddlms: not shallow shit
Diddlms: ya know
SoftLord: i realize
SoftLord: i was teasin
Diddlms: hehe yeah
SoftLord: i’m just … so used to the "well he’s a
really great guy" that implies "shame he’s fat and
ugly"…at least in my brain
Diddlms: no
SoftLord: not sayin that thats how you meant it
SoftLord: whatever…thats my stuff
Diddlms: well ur not
SoftLord: k 🙂
SoftLord: hey i believe it more now than i did in the
past
Diddlms: well good cause its true
SoftLord: but as i said, thats my stuff
SoftLord: so ther you go…nothing you havent
heard before, prolly from me…or don’t know… 🙂
SoftLord: but i love ya anyway
Diddlms: me too
Diddlms: love me too
Diddlms: 😛
Diddlms: na
Diddlms: love u too
SoftLord: no comment on that one.
SoftLord: oh so here’s some happy news
SoftLord: haras and barney are getting hitched
Diddlms: no way
Diddlms: thats fantastic
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: good for them
Diddlms: yeah thats really nice
SoftLord: well done
SoftLord: a year ago you woulda made some crack
about how even ugly people can find love
Diddlms: yeah i know but i thats really mean and they
love each other and that sucks to be nasty like that
SoftLord: right
SoftLord: thats why i said well done
Diddlms: well honey i have to get some sleep early flight
SoftLord: oh yay you’re home tomorrow
Diddlms: i know…yay i miss u
SoftLord: do you want to plan something for
thursday?
Diddlms: yes def
Diddlms: like what sleep over sort of stuff?
SoftLord: sure
Diddlms: he he cool
SoftLord: as long as i dont have to go clubbing
Diddlms: that would be great
Diddlms: well no more pyramid so i dont see how we
could
SoftLord: haven’t been clubbin in months, dont miss
it, not planning to go anytime soon.
Diddlms: i miss pyramid only go to down time cause im
bored
Diddlms: i dont forsee any major plans but how bout
this..how bout we leave thursday pending on account my
family might get annoyed athat i been home like two days
and i didnt settle in and take care of shit
Diddlms: so sound ok
Diddlms: so i dont fuck u over
Diddlms: cause i dont want thatt
SoftLord: would you rather make it a definite on
friday?
SoftLord: i just don’t want you to tell me on
thursday at 5:45 that you’re not gonna be able to
make it
Diddlms: i know i dont want that either
Diddlms: how bout we discuss tomorrow then
Diddlms: ?
SoftLord: theres a dream theater show on
saturday…if i’dve known you were comin back i
would have gotten you a ticket…i only have one
🙁
Diddlms: aw well u goin alone?
SoftLord: yea
Diddlms: sound fun
SoftLord: i know you hate live music 😛
SoftLord: they’re gonna be on for 3 hours
Diddlms: ok kiddo i need some rest chat with u
tomorrow?
SoftLord: no opening act
SoftLord: i cant’ wait
Diddlms: love u
SoftLord: u2…go sleep
Diddlms: ill try
SoftLord: or whatever it is you do
Diddlms: night honey
SoftLord: heya
Diddlms: wanna die
Diddlms: heart break
SoftLord: you’ll geto ver it
Diddlms: doesnt feel like it
SoftLord: you’re not breaking up with her
Diddlms: i know
Diddlms: but it hurts
SoftLord: you’ll see her again… maybe its good to
give yourself some distance so you dont lose
yourself in her
Diddlms: i already have
Diddlms: and she loves me too
SoftLord: ?
Diddlms: i mean
Diddlms: my feelings
Diddlms: im so in love with her
SoftLord: yeah…maybe you need some distance,
so you can be comfortable being apart
Diddlms: yeah i know
SoftLord: theres love and then theres obsession
you know
Diddlms: but ive had that for so long jus sucks haveing
her back behind the computer screen
SoftLord: i know, but as i said… you want to be
able to be apart…otherwise you have a
codependent relationship and those never work out
well
Diddlms: yeah i know
Diddlms: your really right bout that one
SoftLord: of course i am 😛
SoftLord: i speak frome experience
Diddlms: your jeremy your always right
SoftLord: there was a point where i’d do anything to keep from being apart from a girlfriend… and that doesn’t lead to anything good
Diddlms: 😀
SoftLord: not always… i just tend to be pretty spot on about human nature
SoftLord: and you’re predictable
SoftLord: not in a bad way
Diddlms: how so?
SoftLord: there are certain ways you behave and certain thingis you want and things you do to try to attain them
Diddlms: who me?
Diddlms: so how is that
Diddlms: im curious
SoftLord: only if you wont get defensive, since i’m not attacking you
Diddlms: babe its ok
SoftLord: you always want attention however you can get it… whether its healthy for you or not… to make up for being abandoned by your dad
(this being my theory)… especially from men… which is why you’re such a tease… you need to have the power over men… you need people to
think you’re special, but you dont think you’re special enough on your own (which you are) so you use your sex appeal and flirting to have people
want to hang around you… i think on some leve you know that thats not really genuine affection, which you could have…but you enjoy the
attention and power still… i think you know that until you take a look at some of the things causing this you’re not gonna be able to have a real
connection with people, so when you find someone you do like you become very desperate to use any of your existing tools to keep them around…
i dont think you’ve really had the rolemodels for a healthy interaction to base your behaviors on (neither have I)…
SoftLord: so you get obsessive and codependent (i do too sometimes) because you really want to be loved for something other than what you put
out there, but you dont really feel like you know how to put something elsee out there, or that anyone deserves to know ‘the real you’ … because
they might not like what they see, and you know they’ll ‘love’ you if you flirt and give them attention like that
Diddlms: ding ding ding
SoftLord: so you become kinda an energy-parasite, needing false attention so much
Diddlms: true
Diddlms: true ture
Diddlms: but
Diddlms: i do like attention
Diddlms: and thats because it feels good to be important
Diddlms: but
SoftLord: yeah but its not like ‘real’ importance…dont know if i’m being clear
Diddlms: i really like this girl… and honestly im willing to be real with her…even if it means she may hurt me
SoftLord: having someone pay attention to you because you spend 10 minutes on how much you love sucking cock isn’t ‘real’ attention
Diddlms: but its worth it
SoftLord: yes but you were saying similar things with Dan
Diddlms: dan is an idiot
SoftLord: and i dont know, do you think you have the ‘tools’ to be real with her?…the behavior patterns… thats not a slight against you, just in my
experience it looks like its very difficult for you and probably very frustrating
Diddlms: well…so far… its been really nice
Diddlms: shes really made me see things i didnt know aobut myself
SoftLord: but you see how you’ve become obsessive
SoftLord: i’m glad she has
Diddlms: that i dont wanna leave her
Diddlms: it that bad<<?
SoftLord: but its like… i do the same thing… go from 0 to 160…
Diddlms: i mean i know
SoftLord: no turning back… its like… desperation, you know?
Diddlms: space is good
Diddlms: yeah
Diddlms: i know space is good
SoftLord: cause you so want it to work… but you dont really know how
Diddlms: but i jus gonna miss her
SoftLord: its like someone who can’t swim jumping off the deep end…you want to do a double pike with a twist and you think you should but you
end up bellyflopping and then flailing around
SoftLord: with the best intentions
Diddlms: so what do u suggest?
SoftLord: well…i think the space is a good thing… but overall i think for your sake its time you start addressing some of these underlying issues
with an impartial third party
Diddlms: cant afford that not at the moment atleast
SoftLord: its something to think about working toward, though… a job with medical benefits
Diddlms: yeah well i dont wanna do it here
Diddlms: i wanna move out here
SoftLord: tis the birthplace of therapy
Diddlms: hehe
Diddlms: your really something
SoftLord: its just… its time, ya know?
Diddlms: but i thought it was vienna
SoftLord: how so
Diddlms: freud
SoftLord: no i meant how so to "your really
something"
SoftLord: you’re right…vienna
Diddlms: you just matured so much
SoftLord: ahh…
SoftLord: i still have a bit to go
Diddlms: i was talking bout u in the bath with dani sat
night
SoftLord: thats random
Diddlms: how special u are
SoftLord: did you mention how cute i am? 😉
Diddlms: hehehe
Diddlms: we we were discussing people
Diddlms: and personality brought u to mind
SoftLord: i c
Diddlms: not shallow shit
Diddlms: ya know
SoftLord: i realize
SoftLord: i was teasin
Diddlms: hehe yeah
SoftLord: i’m just … so used to the "well he’s a
really great guy" that implies "shame he’s fat and
ugly"…at least in my brain
Diddlms: no
SoftLord: not sayin that thats how you meant it
SoftLord: whatever…thats my stuff
Diddlms: well ur not
SoftLord: k 🙂
SoftLord: hey i believe it more now than i did in the
past
Diddlms: well good cause its true
SoftLord: but as i said, thats my stuff
SoftLord: so ther you go…nothing you havent
heard before, prolly from me…or don’t know… 🙂
SoftLord: but i love ya anyway
Diddlms: me too
Diddlms: love me too
Diddlms: 😛
Diddlms: na
Diddlms: love u too
SoftLord: no comment on that one.
SoftLord: oh so here’s some happy news
SoftLord: haras and barney are getting hitched
Diddlms: no way
Diddlms: thats fantastic
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: good for them
Diddlms: yeah thats really nice
SoftLord: well done
SoftLord: a year ago you woulda made some crack
about how even ugly people can find love
Diddlms: yeah i know but i thats really mean and they
love each other and that sucks to be nasty like that
SoftLord: right
SoftLord: thats why i said well done
Diddlms: well honey i have to get some sleep early flight
SoftLord: oh yay you’re home tomorrow
Diddlms: i know…yay i miss u
SoftLord: do you want to plan something for
thursday?
Diddlms: yes def
Diddlms: like what sleep over sort of stuff?
SoftLord: sure
Diddlms: he he cool
SoftLord: as long as i dont have to go clubbing
Diddlms: that would be great
Diddlms: well no more pyramid so i dont see how we
could
SoftLord: haven’t been clubbin in months, dont miss
it, not planning to go anytime soon.
Diddlms: i miss pyramid only go to down time cause im
bored
Diddlms: i dont forsee any major plans but how bout
this..how bout we leave thursday pending on account my
family might get annoyed athat i been home like two days
and i didnt settle in and take care of shit
Diddlms: so sound ok
Diddlms: so i dont fuck u over
Diddlms: cause i dont want thatt
SoftLord: would you rather make it a definite on
friday?
SoftLord: i just don’t want you to tell me on
thursday at 5:45 that you’re not gonna be able to
make it
Diddlms: i know i dont want that either
Diddlms: how bout we discuss tomorrow then
Diddlms: ?
SoftLord: theres a dream theater show on
saturday…if i’dve known you were comin back i
would have gotten you a ticket…i only have one
🙁
Diddlms: aw well u goin alone?
SoftLord: yea
Diddlms: sound fun
SoftLord: i know you hate live music 😛
SoftLord: they’re gonna be on for 3 hours
Diddlms: ok kiddo i need some rest chat with u
tomorrow?
SoftLord: no opening act
SoftLord: i cant’ wait
Diddlms: love u
SoftLord: u2…go sleep
Diddlms: ill try
SoftLord: or whatever it is you do
Diddlms: night honey
blah
chrrybmbnyc: hell0o
hyperthetical: hey
chrrybmbnyc: i love it when the city is empt
chrrybmbnyc: empty
hyperthetical: yes
hyperthetical: so whats the deal with you and ed?
chrrybmbnyc: well we used to live together and now we don’t. we’re business partners. and sometimes ed chills at my house for the weekend
hyperthetical: that IM convo was not exactly heartwarming 😛
hyperthetical: plus i wanted to see kill bill wif ya :/
chrrybmbnyc: it was ok. maybe i wasn’t in the mood. i was kind of bored by the end
hyperthetical: wasn’t the point of the statement
chrrybmbnyc: well if it’s any consolation technically i’m still married
hyperthetical: thats a different thing…its not like yuo’re particularly social with that one
hyperthetical: and thats just waiting on legal proceedings, as you said
chrrybmbnyc: this is a sore issue for you
hyperthetical: yeah… i dunno… i just dont like feeling like i’m being kept in the dark or dicked around… you know my thing with honesty… i thought i’d bring it up with you directly…especially since you didn’t hang out with me all weekend cause you had patent stuff to do and then ended up hangin out all weekend with stuff that i wanted to do wif ya
chrrybmbnyc: jeremy you need to know that I’m a great friend, lover, buddy whatever but a horrible girlfriend. my time is not my own and my focus is all business. i like to just spend time with people i like – not define things. better for an aries
hyperthetical: …
chrrybmbnyc: if you have a question just ask me
hyperthetical: trying to phrase the thought succinctly
chrrybmbnyc: ok
hyperthetical: i’m not asking you to put me ahead of your work… i admire your dedication to your company, i do… i just think that maybe i should factor in a little above ex-boys and dinners with slimy lawyers… you’ve become very important to me, and i think i deserve similar consideration… you’re not likely to come across someone like me anytime soon… i dont mean that to sound arrogant, i’m just saying… its not a jealousy thing, you can spend time with whoever you want, i trust you… its just a matter of what he said, and how we dont seem to ever have time to really connect… as i said, you’re someone special to me and i’d like to really do somethin here…
hyperthetical: guess that wasn’t as succinct as i was going for
chrrybmbnyc: like the arrogance. why do you think i spend as much time with you as i do. now it’s going to sound arrogant on my part but there are so many people in my life that i have to make time for and no matter what someone’s pissed at me. just trying to get my business to the next level so I can take a breath
hyperthetical: i dont think i’m askin for too much… i just wanna come in third, after work and family (in whichever order you’d like)… a lot of people would resent the dedication you have to your job… i understand that there are a lot of demands on your time… prioritize :-P… i’m not askin for your business time… just some of your social time and maybe a tiny piece of your heart…. so when you tell me i shouldn’t go to Show because I’d hate it there, you miss the point… the point is i get to spend time with you… the venue is irrelivant… i can make my own fun wherever i may be… the point is bein together… so tell me to be patient and i’ll have more of your attention and I will… but i just want to feel like i’m special to you like you’re special to me, and thinks like ed’s IM (however he meant it) does not do that.
hyperthetical: thinGs
chrrybmbnyc: got your point. well that YRB thing is tomorrow night. it’s going to be raining like crazy but what the hell
hyperthetical: true…
hyperthetical: however
hyperthetical: i can’t go :/
hyperthetical: cause my gig is tomorrow
hyperthetical: so yeah… just needed to say that… feel free to respond as you see fit.. was buggin me most of the weekend
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right. perfect. what time does your thing start???
hyperthetical: 9
chrrybmbnyc: YRB starts @ 7:00 so that works
hyperthetical: cool
hyperthetical: i’m cold
chrrybmbnyc: too much air conditioning
hyperthetical: not sure… nobody else seems to be as cold as i am
hyperthetical: maybe i’m dying
chrrybmbnyc: hope you’re ‘not getting sick
chrrybmbnyc: you see a bright light when you’re dying
hyperthetical: my lights are off, so i guess thats not it
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
hyperthetical: tho that might be why i’m cold
hyperthetical: and it all comes full circle
chrrybmbnyc: maybe it’s the black t-shirt with a clever saying
hyperthetical: possibly
chrrybmbnyc: you’re what
hyperthetical: possibly its the black t-shirt thing
hyperthetical: but i think i’d be used to it by now 😛
chrrybmbnyc: one would hope
hyperthetical: yaes
hyperthetical: whatchaupta?
hyperthetical: i’ve been in a wacky mood all weekend… didn’t mean to take it all out on you… might head home a little early today
hyperthetical: hey
chrrybmbnyc: i love it when the city is empt
chrrybmbnyc: empty
hyperthetical: yes
hyperthetical: so whats the deal with you and ed?
chrrybmbnyc: well we used to live together and now we don’t. we’re business partners. and sometimes ed chills at my house for the weekend
hyperthetical: that IM convo was not exactly heartwarming 😛
hyperthetical: plus i wanted to see kill bill wif ya :/
chrrybmbnyc: it was ok. maybe i wasn’t in the mood. i was kind of bored by the end
hyperthetical: wasn’t the point of the statement
chrrybmbnyc: well if it’s any consolation technically i’m still married
hyperthetical: thats a different thing…its not like yuo’re particularly social with that one
hyperthetical: and thats just waiting on legal proceedings, as you said
chrrybmbnyc: this is a sore issue for you
hyperthetical: yeah… i dunno… i just dont like feeling like i’m being kept in the dark or dicked around… you know my thing with honesty… i thought i’d bring it up with you directly…especially since you didn’t hang out with me all weekend cause you had patent stuff to do and then ended up hangin out all weekend with stuff that i wanted to do wif ya
chrrybmbnyc: jeremy you need to know that I’m a great friend, lover, buddy whatever but a horrible girlfriend. my time is not my own and my focus is all business. i like to just spend time with people i like – not define things. better for an aries
hyperthetical: …
chrrybmbnyc: if you have a question just ask me
hyperthetical: trying to phrase the thought succinctly
chrrybmbnyc: ok
hyperthetical: i’m not asking you to put me ahead of your work… i admire your dedication to your company, i do… i just think that maybe i should factor in a little above ex-boys and dinners with slimy lawyers… you’ve become very important to me, and i think i deserve similar consideration… you’re not likely to come across someone like me anytime soon… i dont mean that to sound arrogant, i’m just saying… its not a jealousy thing, you can spend time with whoever you want, i trust you… its just a matter of what he said, and how we dont seem to ever have time to really connect… as i said, you’re someone special to me and i’d like to really do somethin here…
hyperthetical: guess that wasn’t as succinct as i was going for
chrrybmbnyc: like the arrogance. why do you think i spend as much time with you as i do. now it’s going to sound arrogant on my part but there are so many people in my life that i have to make time for and no matter what someone’s pissed at me. just trying to get my business to the next level so I can take a breath
hyperthetical: i dont think i’m askin for too much… i just wanna come in third, after work and family (in whichever order you’d like)… a lot of people would resent the dedication you have to your job… i understand that there are a lot of demands on your time… prioritize :-P… i’m not askin for your business time… just some of your social time and maybe a tiny piece of your heart…. so when you tell me i shouldn’t go to Show because I’d hate it there, you miss the point… the point is i get to spend time with you… the venue is irrelivant… i can make my own fun wherever i may be… the point is bein together… so tell me to be patient and i’ll have more of your attention and I will… but i just want to feel like i’m special to you like you’re special to me, and thinks like ed’s IM (however he meant it) does not do that.
hyperthetical: thinGs
chrrybmbnyc: got your point. well that YRB thing is tomorrow night. it’s going to be raining like crazy but what the hell
hyperthetical: true…
hyperthetical: however
hyperthetical: i can’t go :/
hyperthetical: cause my gig is tomorrow
hyperthetical: so yeah… just needed to say that… feel free to respond as you see fit.. was buggin me most of the weekend
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right. perfect. what time does your thing start???
hyperthetical: 9
chrrybmbnyc: YRB starts @ 7:00 so that works
hyperthetical: cool
hyperthetical: i’m cold
chrrybmbnyc: too much air conditioning
hyperthetical: not sure… nobody else seems to be as cold as i am
hyperthetical: maybe i’m dying
chrrybmbnyc: hope you’re ‘not getting sick
chrrybmbnyc: you see a bright light when you’re dying
hyperthetical: my lights are off, so i guess thats not it
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
hyperthetical: tho that might be why i’m cold
hyperthetical: and it all comes full circle
chrrybmbnyc: maybe it’s the black t-shirt with a clever saying
hyperthetical: possibly
chrrybmbnyc: you’re what
hyperthetical: possibly its the black t-shirt thing
hyperthetical: but i think i’d be used to it by now 😛
chrrybmbnyc: one would hope
hyperthetical: yaes
hyperthetical: whatchaupta?
hyperthetical: i’ve been in a wacky mood all weekend… didn’t mean to take it all out on you… might head home a little early today
carlin12
chrrybmbnyc: are you home already
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Ah love, thy
name is nap. Back soon, don’t miss me too much!
chrrybmbnyc: pretty clever
SoftLord: come baaack
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: here
SoftLord: yay
chrrybmbnyc: how was your nap?
SoftLord: better than nothing
SoftLord: i can think now, mostly
chrrybmbnyc: you better rest up
SoftLord: is that a threat?
chrrybmbnyc: if you still want to play
chrrybmbnyc: tomorrow
SoftLord: of course
chrrybmbnyc: how are you going to entertain me?
SoftLord: its a secret
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhh
chrrybmbnyc: love secrets
chrrybmbnyc: give me a hint
SoftLord: i definitely want you to see the place…
SoftLord: i feel like i should have a grand scheme
now
chrrybmbnyc: not at all
chrrybmbnyc: just playing with you
chrrybmbnyc: but i will crash your pad
SoftLord: i know
chrrybmbnyc: should i bring anything
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup
SoftLord: we can make sundaes! 😉
chrrybmbnyc: took the wind out of my witty retort
SoftLord: oops
SoftLord: sorry
SoftLord: lets try it again
chrrybmbnyc: only sorry for you
SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup
chrrybmbnyc: jeremy, chocolate syrup, whipped cream,
adn a cherry on top. yummy
SoftLord: whos cherry?
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
SoftLord: not who’s cherry
SoftLord: WHOSE cherry
chrrybmbnyc: nice come back
SoftLord: well it is what i meant
chrrybmbnyc: steve thinks that i shouldn’t talk to you
SoftLord: reallly…why’s that
chrrybmbnyc: he says that i’m bad news and that you’re
too young and nice – guess i’ll corrupt you
SoftLord: people keep saying that about you
chrrybmbnyc: who
SoftLord: that you’re too much for me to handle
chrrybmbnyc: jackie? dan?
SoftLord: no, jackie adores you
chrrybmbnyc: and i said who not what
chrrybmbnyc: that’s because i gave her props for the
tongue ring
SoftLord: dan, steve, ed…
chrrybmbnyc: dan is just jealous
SoftLord: with good reasonj
SoftLord: the other two are not exactly impartial
SoftLord: but every time i get in a relationship
(not that thats a ton of times) … people always
say that… "i duno dude… you’re so nice… be
careful with that one"
SoftLord: its funny
SoftLord: like i’m a delicate flower…
chrrybmbnyc: he came up to me that night while we
were dancing – and said that "young jeremy needs to be
broken in and you’re just the woman to do it"
chrrybmbnyc: dan
SoftLord: nice
SoftLord: i love how everyone butts in to our
personal life…heh
chrrybmbnyc: well isn’t that why you brought me
there???
SoftLord: no, i brought you there cause i wanted
your company…
SoftLord: well.. and to show you off a bit 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i know
SoftLord: i’ll have you know, i got shit from alex
for bringing you 😛
chrrybmbnyc: figured – know her type
SoftLord: well…i mean
SoftLord: for not bringing her
chrrybmbnyc: i got it
SoftLord: heheh
SoftLord: yeah… you do know her type
SoftLord: but she’s good people
SoftLord: was thinkin we should get drinks with
her an steve
SoftLord: at some point
chrrybmbnyc: great people – 27 and broke it off with the
husband potential. In extreme need for male attention all
the time. loves to tease male friends. wants to be
wanted.
chrrybmbnyc: that would be fun
SoftLord: very self-involved, but not in like an
arrogant way… its just kinda all about her,
although other people are important to her… a
princess
SoftLord: but she’s also sweet and a good listener
and fun and funny
chrrybmbnyc: it’s not about narcisissm. it’s about
craving attention. should be in the spotlight
SoftLord: ja.. like… when she sees someone with
cool shoes or whatever her immediate response is
"i hate you where did you get those?"
SoftLord: heheh… but as i said…she’s fun 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: caddy fun
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: quality entertainment
SoftLord: so i was thinking tomorrow just like…
chinese and DVDs… maybe hang out up on the
roof and eat, depending on the weather
chrrybmbnyc: fun
SoftLord: i duno… should i still be trying to
impress you with going out to places and stuff?
i’m all for skippin right to the good stuff…. but
you know, dont think that i’m bein lazy 😉
chrrybmbnyc: having someone over to your house is
anything but lazy. i go out all the time. i get so sick of it.
sick of the food. sick of the people. plus i was supposed
to be in Boston tomorrow at Harvard. On a panel on IP
law compliments of Shelly. and guess…rooms for the
weekend. no fucking way.
SoftLord: k… i’m just more of a fan of quiet nights
at home with someone special than a whole
thing… but i know for a lot of people that comes
later in a relationship… i’m glad that it sounds
good to you too 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you’re such a cheese ball. :-*
SoftLord: *blush* i know i know… and i think too
much
SoftLord: okay i’m stoppin now…
chrrybmbnyc: what do you think of Interpol?
SoftLord: so yeah… some food, i got Chicago,
About A Boy and Three Kings from NetFlix, will
save ’em for us… have a ton of other stuff… and
i’m sure we’ll find ways to entertain ourselves
SoftLord: they’re okay for a Joy Division cover
band
chrrybmbnyc: i love it when you rip music
chrrybmbnyc: what’s About a Boy??
SoftLord: Hugh Grant romantic comedy thing
SoftLord: based on a book by the guy who wrote
High Fidelity
chrrybmbnyc: oh yeah
SoftLord: Based on Nick Hornby’s popular British
novel, About A Boy is a comedy-drama starring
Hugh Grant as Will, a rich, child-free and
irresponsible Londoner in his thirties who, in
search of available women, invents an imaginary
son and starts attending single parent meetings.
As a result of one of his liaisons, he meets
Marcus, an odd 12-year-old boy with problems at
school. Gradually, Will and Marcus become friends,
and as Will teaches Marcus how to be a cool kid,
Marcus helps Will to finally grow up.
SoftLord: universals summary
chrrybmbnyc: thought you had dial up
SoftLord: newp…DSL
SoftLord: por quoi
chrrybmbnyc: check it out
chrrybmbnyc: i thought you were complaining once
about the juice or lack thereof
chrrybmbnyc: what are you doing???
SoftLord: my DSL sucks
chrrybmbnyc: right
SoftLord: but yea…its there
SoftLord: thats why file xfers are pretty quick
between us
chrrybmbnyc: quick fix…
SoftLord: ..?
chrrybmbnyc: just whirling off
SoftLord: wheee
SoftLord: come back come back! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: sorry….adam wanted to check his
updates on pseudo
SoftLord: just cause you whirled off…nevermind
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: exactly…he say a break
chrrybmbnyc: Toby lives
chrrybmbnyc: despite the pills
SoftLord: just gonna have to try harder last time
SoftLord: maybe leave some syringes lyin around
chrrybmbnyc: what about a needle and thread??
SoftLord: oooh
SoftLord: i like how you think
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i told steve. i told him that
you liked my insanity.
SoftLord: how about thumbtacks
chrrybmbnyc: even better and less work
SoftLord: ah…so we’ve been found out, have we
chrrybmbnyc: just a little. just as friends
SoftLord: well we are friends
SoftLord: just you know… friends who make
out…and…. stuff
chrrybmbnyc: correctamundo
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i like rancid at all
SoftLord: i’m not a punk fan
SoftLord: they havea couple of good tracks, tho
chrrybmbnyc: butt licker
SoftLord: guilty as charge— what?
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: knew you were a dirty boy
SoftLord: of course 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i think it’s the youth thing – why people
think you’re nice.
SoftLord: i guess… maybe they think of
themselves at my age… but i’ve always been
‘advanced’
chrrybmbnyc: it’s the baby face
SoftLord: i mean…i am nice… but i’m not like….
as breakable as people think
SoftLord: not that you’d be trying to break me
anyway
chrrybmbnyc: no, just twist you up
chrrybmbnyc: pleasureably
SoftLord: i look forward to your efforts
SoftLord: still not gonna get me on drugs tho 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i never share my drugs with anyone
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry
SoftLord: i wasn’t
chrrybmbnyc: good to have someone sober around me
SoftLord: *shrug* everything in moderation, i
say… dowhutchawant
chrrybmbnyc: i say work hard play hard
SoftLord: hard is good
chrrybmbnyc: wet is good too
SoftLord: *smile* sounds delicious
chrrybmbnyc: peachy
SoftLord: peach? i could eat a peach for hours
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
SoftLord: Nick Cage, Face/Off
chrrybmbnyc: i didn’t see that. should have known it
was a movie rip off
SoftLord: hey i have plenty of clever innuendo of
my very own
chrrybmbnyc: i’ve heard a few so far
SoftLord: you just dont set ’em up as often as i
do
SoftLord: my dsl sucks
chrrybmbnyc: dsl sucks in general
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: when they give me more money i’m
gonna get digital cable
SoftLord: holding on…
SoftLord: can i let go now? i’m starting to
chafe….
chrrybmbnyc: yes i’m back
SoftLord: adam saw his puhsoodo updates/
chrrybmbnyc: yes…now he’s smoking
chrrybmbnyc: i hate cigarettes
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: alex took up smoking again since she
started this job… she’d quit…i feel bad a little
chrrybmbnyc: i hate a good question
SoftLord: hate? or have
chrrybmbnyc: if i was a smoker…would you walk the
other way
SoftLord: is that a ‘would you still like me if…’
question?
SoftLord: i’d prolly just wear you down until you
quit
chrrybmbnyc: that and would you entertain the
opportunity despite your distaste
SoftLord: as i said
SoftLord: i hate kissing people who smoke…they
taste like ash
chrrybmbnyc: my ex smoked and i hated it. i would
have to say that if someone smoked i probably wouldn’t
entertain anything
chrrybmbnyc: yuck
SoftLord: and i like kissing you, so
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
SoftLord: and dancin…
SoftLord: or… "dancin"
SoftLord: ;")
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i love to watch you dance, tony
SoftLord: ayyyy
SoftLord: oops…i’m mixin my travoltas
chrrybmbnyc: thought i’d jump on the bandwagon
SoftLord: you can jump on whatever you’d like to
babe
chrrybmbnyc: you know how i get
SoftLord: do i
chrrybmbnyc: don’t play coy
SoftLord: so yer sayin i get you all worked up….
O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: make me do bad things like rub myself all
over you
SoftLord: well you make me do bad things like bite
your neck and pull your hair… and i think you
could probably tell that i was enjoying myself
chrrybmbnyc: i do try to be good
SoftLord: do i need to explain to you the
difference between good and proficient?
chrrybmbnyc: what about good and proficient?
SoftLord: the difference between the two
chrrybmbnyc: explain
SoftLord: being good…and being good at it
chrrybmbnyc: talent?
SoftLord: moving on…
SoftLord: i think thats a thing that works verbally
chrrybmbnyc: i think you need to show me what you
mean
SoftLord: i think so too
chrrybmbnyc: so i think i’m going to crash in bed and
watch some mindless tv…wish you could join
me….tomorrow
SoftLord: so there are two parts of that evening
that stand out
SoftLord: you’re halfway through a show, you
might as well stay til 10
chrrybmbnyc: negotiating?
SoftLord: i’m just sayin… youd be coming in in the
middle
chrrybmbnyc: you know how i hate that
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: do you like jujyfruit?
SoftLord: sure
SoftLord: i used to be a milk duds at the movies
guy
chrrybmbnyc: i hate milk duds
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t know why
SoftLord: they changed the recipie
chrrybmbnyc: so now what do you choose
SoftLord: depends… bunchacrunch usually
chrrybmbnyc: what’s that
SoftLord: its like… little pieces of nestle crunch
chrrybmbnyc: more of a sour patch person myself
SoftLord: hmmm
SoftLord: oh cause you like dark chocolate
chrrybmbnyc: good memory
SoftLord: for the important stuff
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: which was that chocolatier that you
liked so much… the name has slipped my mind
chrrybmbnyc: i can’t remember either
SoftLord: dammit
chrrybmbnyc: something with a B
SoftLord: the only B ones yahoo lists are
bari&gail, bendicks, bernard c, betsy ann, black
hound, bodega, bridgewater, bromilow, brownes,
buchanan and butlers
chrrybmbnyc: nothing sounds familiar
chrrybmbnyc: too tired
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: so…as i was saying
chrrybmbnyc: and
SoftLord: there are two moments that stand out
from that evenin
chrrybmbnyc: yes….
SoftLord: 1) being pushed up against a wall and
kissed
chrrybmbnyc: and
SoftLord: and 2) on our walk back, on third and
mercer while we were waitin for adam, wrappin
my arms around you from behind
SoftLord: for a squeeze
chrrybmbnyc: that was fun
SoftLord: which
chrrybmbnyc: both
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: yaes
chrrybmbnyc: i like being the aggressor and…
SoftLord: and…
chrrybmbnyc: pleasant suprises
SoftLord: well phreased
SoftLord: phrased
chrrybmbnyc: thank you
SoftLord: godiva fan?
chrrybmbnyc: yes i am
SoftLord: iinteresting
chrrybmbnyc: uh huh
SoftLord: fading fast, i see
chrrybmbnyc: sorry…i just hit a wall
chrrybmbnyc: but very into you
SoftLord: no no… you had to deal with me all
day, its only fair
chrrybmbnyc: i need a back rub
SoftLord: aww… wish i was there to give you
one… i give good rubs… tomorrow
chrrybmbnyc: promise?
SoftLord: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: you’re the best
SoftLord: i dunno about that…. top 5,
definitely…..
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: have a good night, jeremy. till tomorrow
🙂
SoftLord: good night, sweetness *kiss onna
forehead* sleep well
chrrybmbnyc: you too
SoftLord: you’re more than welcome to crash
tomorrow BTW, regardless of how the evening is
spent
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Ah love, thy
name is nap. Back soon, don’t miss me too much!
chrrybmbnyc: pretty clever
SoftLord: come baaack
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: here
SoftLord: yay
chrrybmbnyc: how was your nap?
SoftLord: better than nothing
SoftLord: i can think now, mostly
chrrybmbnyc: you better rest up
SoftLord: is that a threat?
chrrybmbnyc: if you still want to play
chrrybmbnyc: tomorrow
SoftLord: of course
chrrybmbnyc: how are you going to entertain me?
SoftLord: its a secret
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhh
chrrybmbnyc: love secrets
chrrybmbnyc: give me a hint
SoftLord: i definitely want you to see the place…
SoftLord: i feel like i should have a grand scheme
now
chrrybmbnyc: not at all
chrrybmbnyc: just playing with you
chrrybmbnyc: but i will crash your pad
SoftLord: i know
chrrybmbnyc: should i bring anything
chrrybmbnyc: ?
SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup
SoftLord: we can make sundaes! 😉
chrrybmbnyc: took the wind out of my witty retort
SoftLord: oops
SoftLord: sorry
SoftLord: lets try it again
chrrybmbnyc: only sorry for you
SoftLord: whipped cream and chocolate syrup
chrrybmbnyc: jeremy, chocolate syrup, whipped cream,
adn a cherry on top. yummy
SoftLord: whos cherry?
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
SoftLord: not who’s cherry
SoftLord: WHOSE cherry
chrrybmbnyc: nice come back
SoftLord: well it is what i meant
chrrybmbnyc: steve thinks that i shouldn’t talk to you
SoftLord: reallly…why’s that
chrrybmbnyc: he says that i’m bad news and that you’re
too young and nice – guess i’ll corrupt you
SoftLord: people keep saying that about you
chrrybmbnyc: who
SoftLord: that you’re too much for me to handle
chrrybmbnyc: jackie? dan?
SoftLord: no, jackie adores you
chrrybmbnyc: and i said who not what
chrrybmbnyc: that’s because i gave her props for the
tongue ring
SoftLord: dan, steve, ed…
chrrybmbnyc: dan is just jealous
SoftLord: with good reasonj
SoftLord: the other two are not exactly impartial
SoftLord: but every time i get in a relationship
(not that thats a ton of times) … people always
say that… "i duno dude… you’re so nice… be
careful with that one"
SoftLord: its funny
SoftLord: like i’m a delicate flower…
chrrybmbnyc: he came up to me that night while we
were dancing – and said that "young jeremy needs to be
broken in and you’re just the woman to do it"
chrrybmbnyc: dan
SoftLord: nice
SoftLord: i love how everyone butts in to our
personal life…heh
chrrybmbnyc: well isn’t that why you brought me
there???
SoftLord: no, i brought you there cause i wanted
your company…
SoftLord: well.. and to show you off a bit 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i know
SoftLord: i’ll have you know, i got shit from alex
for bringing you 😛
chrrybmbnyc: figured – know her type
SoftLord: well…i mean
SoftLord: for not bringing her
chrrybmbnyc: i got it
SoftLord: heheh
SoftLord: yeah… you do know her type
SoftLord: but she’s good people
SoftLord: was thinkin we should get drinks with
her an steve
SoftLord: at some point
chrrybmbnyc: great people – 27 and broke it off with the
husband potential. In extreme need for male attention all
the time. loves to tease male friends. wants to be
wanted.
chrrybmbnyc: that would be fun
SoftLord: very self-involved, but not in like an
arrogant way… its just kinda all about her,
although other people are important to her… a
princess
SoftLord: but she’s also sweet and a good listener
and fun and funny
chrrybmbnyc: it’s not about narcisissm. it’s about
craving attention. should be in the spotlight
SoftLord: ja.. like… when she sees someone with
cool shoes or whatever her immediate response is
"i hate you where did you get those?"
SoftLord: heheh… but as i said…she’s fun 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: caddy fun
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: quality entertainment
SoftLord: so i was thinking tomorrow just like…
chinese and DVDs… maybe hang out up on the
roof and eat, depending on the weather
chrrybmbnyc: fun
SoftLord: i duno… should i still be trying to
impress you with going out to places and stuff?
i’m all for skippin right to the good stuff…. but
you know, dont think that i’m bein lazy 😉
chrrybmbnyc: having someone over to your house is
anything but lazy. i go out all the time. i get so sick of it.
sick of the food. sick of the people. plus i was supposed
to be in Boston tomorrow at Harvard. On a panel on IP
law compliments of Shelly. and guess…rooms for the
weekend. no fucking way.
SoftLord: k… i’m just more of a fan of quiet nights
at home with someone special than a whole
thing… but i know for a lot of people that comes
later in a relationship… i’m glad that it sounds
good to you too 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you’re such a cheese ball. :-*
SoftLord: *blush* i know i know… and i think too
much
SoftLord: okay i’m stoppin now…
chrrybmbnyc: what do you think of Interpol?
SoftLord: so yeah… some food, i got Chicago,
About A Boy and Three Kings from NetFlix, will
save ’em for us… have a ton of other stuff… and
i’m sure we’ll find ways to entertain ourselves
SoftLord: they’re okay for a Joy Division cover
band
chrrybmbnyc: i love it when you rip music
chrrybmbnyc: what’s About a Boy??
SoftLord: Hugh Grant romantic comedy thing
SoftLord: based on a book by the guy who wrote
High Fidelity
chrrybmbnyc: oh yeah
SoftLord: Based on Nick Hornby’s popular British
novel, About A Boy is a comedy-drama starring
Hugh Grant as Will, a rich, child-free and
irresponsible Londoner in his thirties who, in
search of available women, invents an imaginary
son and starts attending single parent meetings.
As a result of one of his liaisons, he meets
Marcus, an odd 12-year-old boy with problems at
school. Gradually, Will and Marcus become friends,
and as Will teaches Marcus how to be a cool kid,
Marcus helps Will to finally grow up.
SoftLord: universals summary
chrrybmbnyc: thought you had dial up
SoftLord: newp…DSL
SoftLord: por quoi
chrrybmbnyc: check it out
chrrybmbnyc: i thought you were complaining once
about the juice or lack thereof
chrrybmbnyc: what are you doing???
SoftLord: my DSL sucks
chrrybmbnyc: right
SoftLord: but yea…its there
SoftLord: thats why file xfers are pretty quick
between us
chrrybmbnyc: quick fix…
SoftLord: ..?
chrrybmbnyc: just whirling off
SoftLord: wheee
SoftLord: come back come back! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: sorry….adam wanted to check his
updates on pseudo
SoftLord: just cause you whirled off…nevermind
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: exactly…he say a break
chrrybmbnyc: Toby lives
chrrybmbnyc: despite the pills
SoftLord: just gonna have to try harder last time
SoftLord: maybe leave some syringes lyin around
chrrybmbnyc: what about a needle and thread??
SoftLord: oooh
SoftLord: i like how you think
chrrybmbnyc: that’s what i told steve. i told him that
you liked my insanity.
SoftLord: how about thumbtacks
chrrybmbnyc: even better and less work
SoftLord: ah…so we’ve been found out, have we
chrrybmbnyc: just a little. just as friends
SoftLord: well we are friends
SoftLord: just you know… friends who make
out…and…. stuff
chrrybmbnyc: correctamundo
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i like rancid at all
SoftLord: i’m not a punk fan
SoftLord: they havea couple of good tracks, tho
chrrybmbnyc: butt licker
SoftLord: guilty as charge— what?
SoftLord: O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: knew you were a dirty boy
SoftLord: of course 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i think it’s the youth thing – why people
think you’re nice.
SoftLord: i guess… maybe they think of
themselves at my age… but i’ve always been
‘advanced’
chrrybmbnyc: it’s the baby face
SoftLord: i mean…i am nice… but i’m not like….
as breakable as people think
SoftLord: not that you’d be trying to break me
anyway
chrrybmbnyc: no, just twist you up
chrrybmbnyc: pleasureably
SoftLord: i look forward to your efforts
SoftLord: still not gonna get me on drugs tho 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i never share my drugs with anyone
chrrybmbnyc: don’t worry
SoftLord: i wasn’t
chrrybmbnyc: good to have someone sober around me
SoftLord: *shrug* everything in moderation, i
say… dowhutchawant
chrrybmbnyc: i say work hard play hard
SoftLord: hard is good
chrrybmbnyc: wet is good too
SoftLord: *smile* sounds delicious
chrrybmbnyc: peachy
SoftLord: peach? i could eat a peach for hours
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
SoftLord: Nick Cage, Face/Off
chrrybmbnyc: i didn’t see that. should have known it
was a movie rip off
SoftLord: hey i have plenty of clever innuendo of
my very own
chrrybmbnyc: i’ve heard a few so far
SoftLord: you just dont set ’em up as often as i
do
SoftLord: my dsl sucks
chrrybmbnyc: dsl sucks in general
chrrybmbnyc: hold on
SoftLord: when they give me more money i’m
gonna get digital cable
SoftLord: holding on…
SoftLord: can i let go now? i’m starting to
chafe….
chrrybmbnyc: yes i’m back
SoftLord: adam saw his puhsoodo updates/
chrrybmbnyc: yes…now he’s smoking
chrrybmbnyc: i hate cigarettes
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: alex took up smoking again since she
started this job… she’d quit…i feel bad a little
chrrybmbnyc: i hate a good question
SoftLord: hate? or have
chrrybmbnyc: if i was a smoker…would you walk the
other way
SoftLord: is that a ‘would you still like me if…’
question?
SoftLord: i’d prolly just wear you down until you
quit
chrrybmbnyc: that and would you entertain the
opportunity despite your distaste
SoftLord: as i said
SoftLord: i hate kissing people who smoke…they
taste like ash
chrrybmbnyc: my ex smoked and i hated it. i would
have to say that if someone smoked i probably wouldn’t
entertain anything
chrrybmbnyc: yuck
SoftLord: and i like kissing you, so
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
SoftLord: and dancin…
SoftLord: or… "dancin"
SoftLord: ;")
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i love to watch you dance, tony
SoftLord: ayyyy
SoftLord: oops…i’m mixin my travoltas
chrrybmbnyc: thought i’d jump on the bandwagon
SoftLord: you can jump on whatever you’d like to
babe
chrrybmbnyc: you know how i get
SoftLord: do i
chrrybmbnyc: don’t play coy
SoftLord: so yer sayin i get you all worked up….
O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: make me do bad things like rub myself all
over you
SoftLord: well you make me do bad things like bite
your neck and pull your hair… and i think you
could probably tell that i was enjoying myself
chrrybmbnyc: i do try to be good
SoftLord: do i need to explain to you the
difference between good and proficient?
chrrybmbnyc: what about good and proficient?
SoftLord: the difference between the two
chrrybmbnyc: explain
SoftLord: being good…and being good at it
chrrybmbnyc: talent?
SoftLord: moving on…
SoftLord: i think thats a thing that works verbally
chrrybmbnyc: i think you need to show me what you
mean
SoftLord: i think so too
chrrybmbnyc: so i think i’m going to crash in bed and
watch some mindless tv…wish you could join
me….tomorrow
SoftLord: so there are two parts of that evening
that stand out
SoftLord: you’re halfway through a show, you
might as well stay til 10
chrrybmbnyc: negotiating?
SoftLord: i’m just sayin… youd be coming in in the
middle
chrrybmbnyc: you know how i hate that
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: do you like jujyfruit?
SoftLord: sure
SoftLord: i used to be a milk duds at the movies
guy
chrrybmbnyc: i hate milk duds
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t know why
SoftLord: they changed the recipie
chrrybmbnyc: so now what do you choose
SoftLord: depends… bunchacrunch usually
chrrybmbnyc: what’s that
SoftLord: its like… little pieces of nestle crunch
chrrybmbnyc: more of a sour patch person myself
SoftLord: hmmm
SoftLord: oh cause you like dark chocolate
chrrybmbnyc: good memory
SoftLord: for the important stuff
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: which was that chocolatier that you
liked so much… the name has slipped my mind
chrrybmbnyc: i can’t remember either
SoftLord: dammit
chrrybmbnyc: something with a B
SoftLord: the only B ones yahoo lists are
bari&gail, bendicks, bernard c, betsy ann, black
hound, bodega, bridgewater, bromilow, brownes,
buchanan and butlers
chrrybmbnyc: nothing sounds familiar
chrrybmbnyc: too tired
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: so…as i was saying
chrrybmbnyc: and
SoftLord: there are two moments that stand out
from that evenin
chrrybmbnyc: yes….
SoftLord: 1) being pushed up against a wall and
kissed
chrrybmbnyc: and
SoftLord: and 2) on our walk back, on third and
mercer while we were waitin for adam, wrappin
my arms around you from behind
SoftLord: for a squeeze
chrrybmbnyc: that was fun
SoftLord: which
chrrybmbnyc: both
SoftLord: 🙂
SoftLord: yaes
chrrybmbnyc: i like being the aggressor and…
SoftLord: and…
chrrybmbnyc: pleasant suprises
SoftLord: well phreased
SoftLord: phrased
chrrybmbnyc: thank you
SoftLord: godiva fan?
chrrybmbnyc: yes i am
SoftLord: iinteresting
chrrybmbnyc: uh huh
SoftLord: fading fast, i see
chrrybmbnyc: sorry…i just hit a wall
chrrybmbnyc: but very into you
SoftLord: no no… you had to deal with me all
day, its only fair
chrrybmbnyc: i need a back rub
SoftLord: aww… wish i was there to give you
one… i give good rubs… tomorrow
chrrybmbnyc: promise?
SoftLord: absolutely
chrrybmbnyc: you’re the best
SoftLord: i dunno about that…. top 5,
definitely…..
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: have a good night, jeremy. till tomorrow
🙂
SoftLord: good night, sweetness *kiss onna
forehead* sleep well
chrrybmbnyc: you too
SoftLord: you’re more than welcome to crash
tomorrow BTW, regardless of how the evening is
spent
carlin9
SoftLord: *staples you to AIM*
chrrybmbnyc: sounds painful
SoftLord: but only on the weekends
chrrybmbnyc: i guess i can take it
SoftLord: gotta be gentle the first time
chrrybmbnyc: yeah right
SoftLord: hmph
SoftLord: i’ve only been with one virgin, and i was
plenty gentle
chrrybmbnyc: what’s hmph
chrrybmbnyc: sorry i’m not a virgin
SoftLord: no need to apologize
chrrybmbnyc: not apologizing – just being sarcastic
SoftLord: so was i…hehe
chrrybmbnyc: me a virgin – good one
SoftLord: how old were you?
chrrybmbnyc: bold question
chrrybmbnyc: 16
SoftLord: this is not going to turn into a "how
many sexual partners have you had"
SoftLord: converstaion
SoftLord: *doesn’t care*..heh
chrrybmbnyc: you’re the one steering
SoftLord: i was just curious
chrrybmbnyc: seems like
SoftLord: there was no follow-up
chrrybmbnyc: suit yourself
SoftLord: i miss swing revival
SoftLord: always do
chrrybmbnyc: actually i never did keep a tally
chrrybmbnyc: not about how many
SoftLord: *shrug* not my business, really
SoftLord: i’m no holden
chrrybmbnyc: holden who
SoftLord: holden from chasing amy
chrrybmbnyc: is he from dawson’s creek
SoftLord: pbbt… howd you know i like dawsons
creek
chrrybmbnyc: oh yes now i get the reference
chrrybmbnyc: your age
SoftLord: hehe
SoftLord: guilty pleasure
SoftLord: since 90210 went off the air
chrrybmbnyc: so gen y
SoftLord: well i AM
SoftLord: actually
SoftLord: i’m like… on the border between X and
Y
chrrybmbnyc: yes you are
SoftLord: generationally
chrrybmbnyc: your definitely a y though
SoftLord: i dunno… i was also listening to
whitesnake at work today
SoftLord: and i own ridiculous amounts of Muppet
Show memorabilia
chrrybmbnyc: really – miss piggy
SoftLord: i’m partial to Dr. Teeth… he’s the man
SoftLord: i have the jim henson "Think Different"
chrrybmbnyc: loved the show when blondie did the
muppets
SoftLord: and all the released episodes on VHS,
and a kermit doll, and some of the action figures
at work
SoftLord: muppets rock…cause they’re totally
multi-layered and clever
chrrybmbnyc: isn’t his son starting something new
SoftLord: his son runs henson inc… they just
bought back all the shares of their company from
this german comp that had bought them out
chrrybmbnyc: oohhh interesting
chrrybmbnyc: where are we going again wednesday
night
SoftLord: release party for Party Monster
SoftLord: @Plaid
chrrybmbnyc: thanks.
SoftLord: by invite only
SoftLord: i had to give the name of my +1 when i
RSVPed
chrrybmbnyc: of course
SoftLord: impressed yet? *vomit*
chrrybmbnyc: so impressed i almost want to blow you
SoftLord: iiinteresting
chrrybmbnyc: right
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: i was gonna say.. if thats all it
takes…yeesh
chrrybmbnyc: lol right back
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
chrrybmbnyc: ass
SoftLord: i was GONNA say but i didn’t
SoftLord: sensitive tonight arent we 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i can take it – just like fucking with you
SoftLord: apparently 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: O:-)
SoftLord: ALMOST a better sentence…hehe
SoftLord: hey, want a preview of the new
Sevendust record?
chrrybmbnyc: yes yes yes
SoftLord: http://www.konkretejungle.com/7dust/ecard.html
SoftLord: before even the eTeam hears it
SoftLord: #1 most added at active rock and alt.
rock this week 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: thank you
SoftLord: NOW have we gotten past the "almost"
thing? 😉
chrrybmbnyc: almost what???
SoftLord: almost want to blow me
chrrybmbnyc: guess you’ll have to work on that
SoftLord: lol
chrrybmbnyc: lol – you’re simple answer to everything
SoftLord: tis better to give than receive anyway
chrrybmbnyc: good job
SoftLord: thanks
chrrybmbnyc: =-O
SoftLord: *shrug* i dunno.. giving head is such a
‘chore’ for a lot of people that it tends to not be
worth it to me… not that i’ve had tons of
experience… but you know… what gets me off is
when people WANT to be doing something,
whether its head or anything else… not the
actual act
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely – it’s about passion
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: i would never want to think someone was
with me and didn’t want to be there
SoftLord: if someone were to be suckin on cock
like they were drowning and cum was oxygen…
thats something… more than just "oh jeez, he
wants it again… oh well gotta go get it over
with… he DID go to the opera with me"
chrrybmbnyc: problems???
chrrybmbnyc: we won’t go to the opera
SoftLord: lol… just as an example
SoftLord: i didn’t say MY cock
chrrybmbnyc: one can only assume
SoftLord: i was stating a hypothetical situation
about nobody in particular 😛
chrrybmbnyc: : P right back
SoftLord: ever watch Six Feet Under?
chrrybmbnyc: yes love it
SoftLord: i have these great remixes of the main
title theme
chrrybmbnyc: ooohh impressive
SoftLord: i was offering to send them to you, not
showin off my wares 😛
chrrybmbnyc: send away and show me your wears
softlord wants to send file G:\Download\Napster\-
Singles\thomas newman – six feet under\Thomas
Newman – Six Feet Under (Ananda Project
Mix).mp3.
chrrybmbnyc: very cool
SoftLord: ah ha! connection!
chrrybmbnyc: it’s transferring
SoftLord: i’m filling you up with music
chrrybmbnyc: i was about to make a "filling up"
reference but hesitated
SoftLord: oh… well i guess one of us had to take
it
chrrybmbnyc: i left it for you
SoftLord: gotta be quick on the trigger, C
chrrybmbnyc: oh i’m quick on the trigger – didn’t know if
you could handle it
SoftLord: *looks at you* i have not yet begun to
get dirty 😉
chrrybmbnyc: *looks back* go for it
SoftLord: dont think i wont
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhhh the gauntlet is down
SoftLord: you…shall…not….PASSSSSSSSSSS
chrrybmbnyc: none shall PASSSSSSSSSSSSSS
SoftLord: right
SoftLord: that too
SoftLord: and i wore my "bush is sauron, save the
shire" shirt today too
chrrybmbnyc: almost time for creamy, cherry, chocolate
cake
SoftLord: *hangs head*
SoftLord: carlins creamy cherry
SoftLord: chocolate cake
chrrybmbnyc: just where you should be
chrrybmbnyc: hold on – have to set up the dvd for lame
parents
SoftLord: where? near your creamy cherry?
SoftLord: channel 3 you morons!
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc received G:\Download\Napster\-
Singles\thomas newman – six feet under\Thomas
Newman – Six Feet Under (Ananda Project
Mix).mp3.
SoftLord: what, did you have to BUILD the dvd
player?
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: good morning
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Ah love, thy
name is nap. Back soon, don’t miss me too much!
SoftLord: howdy
chrrybmbnyc: sorry i couldn’t chat – can’t watch a dvd
and be on the computer
SoftLord: a likely story
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what did you do instead
chrrybmbnyc: 😉
SoftLord: ummmm…nooothin
chrrybmbnyc: sounds interesting
SoftLord: *giggle* oh it was
chrrybmbnyc: share
SoftLord: went quotehunting…. talked music with
my friend from BET…
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like fun
SoftLord: twas
chrrybmbnyc: any quotes?
SoftLord: "No friend like music when the last
word’s spoken and every pleading is a plea in
vain; no friend like music when the heart is
broken, to mend its wings and give it flight again."
–Daniel Whitehead Hicky
SoftLord: oh i know what i wanted to make you
do
chrrybmbnyc: yes…
SoftLord: whichever email you check more
regularly… send a blank message to
splunge-subscribe@yahoogroups.com
SoftLord: its a quotes list me and my friends run
SoftLord: we send out quotes every couple of
days
chrrybmbnyc: done
chrrybmbnyc: i have some interesting quotes
SoftLord: "You cannot find yourself, only create
yourself." –Anne B. Sekel
chrrybmbnyc: "I have loved unselfishly and I have
fondled hatred with the hot tongsof hell – that’s living" –
Zora Neal Hurston
chrrybmbnyc: love that one
SoftLord: hot tongs of hell… sounds like a
scandinavian metal band
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: "The most violent element in society is
ignorance." –Emma Goldman
chrrybmbnyc: "Beauty is only an invitation for abuse" –
Marilyn Monroe
SoftLord: heh… yeah i like that one too
SoftLord: "People are like stained glass windows;
they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but
when the darkness sets in their true beauty is
revealed only if there is a light within." -Elisabeth
Kubler-Ross
chrrybmbnyc: don’t know if i can top that one
chrrybmbnyc: too early in the morning
SoftLord: its okay i’m just copy+pasting from my
collection anyway
chrrybmbnyc: and here i am pulling from memory – i see
how it goes
SoftLord: well its not my fault you dont have ’em
written down 😛
chrrybmbnyc: don’t have them on my home computer
SoftLord: ahh
chrrybmbnyc: i need some software to tie into my
computer at work but too lazy
SoftLord: what OS are you usin at work?
chrrybmbnyc: windows xp i think
SoftLord: microsoft makes something called
Remote Desktop Connection, which is a free
download… its a bit of a security issue for your
firewall, though….
chrrybmbnyc: what do you suggest
chrrybmbnyc: since you’re the tech guru
SoftLord: well… RDC would be okay… theres also
this program called Timbuktu that might work…
http://www.netopia.com/en-us/software/product
s/tb2/
chrrybmbnyc: should i download it – then what do i do.
not very adept at setting things up
SoftLord: client-to-client thing so it has to be on
both computers… then you have to have your
tech guy @pseudo open up one of the ports on
the firewall… it should be pretty easy for an IT
person
chrrybmbnyc: sounds easy thanks
SoftLord: dont mention it
chrrybmbnyc: gee you picked up both checks and set
me up with free software
SoftLord: i didn’t say it was free
chrrybmbnyc: touche
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: =-O
SoftLord: its only money anyway
chrrybmbnyc: money is the easy thing but…
SoftLord: "The real measure of our wealth is how
much we would be worth if we lost our money."
-J.H. Jowett
chrrybmbnyc: and how many relationships would remain
SoftLord: would you still have friends
SoftLord: as billie would say
chrrybmbnyc: probably half and half – in the last 2 years
business has been a challenge so i’ve played poverty and
got rid of the hangers-on. cleaned house. i have 1-2
people in my life who would probably be there
SoftLord: a good plan
chrrybmbnyc: killed two birds with one stone
SoftLord: hopefully i’m on that list somewhere
chrrybmbnyc: you’re new to the list and unproven but on
your way
SoftLord: shootin up the charts
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: you’ve found me out, C…i’m after your
money
chrrybmbnyc: older woman with money – i get it
SoftLord: oy
chrrybmbnyc: oy what
SoftLord: you know me enough by now… and you
know how 22-23 year old girls are… on what
planet would their company keep me interested?
chrrybmbnyc: most likely no
SoftLord: so this whole ‘older woman’
thing…whateva
chrrybmbnyc: played?
SoftLord: irrelivant
chrrybmbnyc: i see
SoftLord: woo…three‘s company season 1 coming
to dvd spring 2004
chrrybmbnyc: preodering yours
SoftLord: thats my favorite line from Friends
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: phoebe’s flipping through channels and
stops on threes company…chandler walks in,
sees whats on and says "oh, this must be the
episode of threes company where theres some
sort of misunderstanding"… phoebe takes a beat
and says "oh, then i’ve seen this one" and keeps
flipping
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t know you were a friends fan
SoftLord: it has its moment
SoftLord: s
chrrybmbnyc: ss
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: can’t forget the s
SoftLord: unless its for savings
chrrybmbnyc: very good
SoftLord: i try
chrrybmbnyc: try to please???
SoftLord: ‘course
SoftLord: and please to try
chrrybmbnyc: like the inversion
SoftLord: i tr—no, i think we just did that
chrrybmbnyc: yes – can’t repeat things if you want to
keep the attention of an older woman
SoftLord: now you’re just baiting me
chrrybmbnyc: it’s fun
SoftLord: i do catch on eventually
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you catch on faster than most
SoftLord: most people are idiots
chrrybmbnyc: a sad fact
chrrybmbnyc: sun is coming out
chrrybmbnyc: yeah
SoftLord: woo
SoftLord: did you get to the remix i sent?
chrrybmbnyc: no i haven’t – just talking about it with
adam
chrrybmbnyc: have to find it now – can’t remember where
i put it
SoftLord: the memory is the first thing to go
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
SoftLord: pay cash up front like everyone else
SoftLord: *duck*
chrrybmbnyc: is that how you make extra cash
SoftLord: a nickel at a time…a nickel at a time
chrrybmbnyc: just a nickel – within my budget
SoftLord: for you, $10
SoftLord: first one’s free tho
chrrybmbnyc: why do i pay more than the 22-23 year
old girls
chrrybmbnyc: like a drug dealer – but you must hae to
put in a lot of effort. if i don’t like the freebie then why
would i pay for it
chrrybmbnyc: what’s the name of the music file you
sent
SoftLord: hold
chrrybmbnyc: hold what
SoftLord: your horses
SoftLord: Thomas Newman – Six Feet Under
(Ananda Project Mix).mp3
chrrybmbnyc: searching will find it
SoftLord: er…yes
SoftLord: My Aim…Edit Options…Edit
Preferences…File Transfer will tell you as well
SoftLord: unless you moved it
chrrybmbnyc: thought it would go into my shared folder
chrrybmbnyc: playing now
chrrybmbnyc: do you play this when you’re getting giggy
SoftLord: na na na na nana na
chrrybmbnyc: knew you were a freak
SoftLord: you have no idea
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: a glimpse
SoftLord: its tropical, i think… ananda project is
really good
SoftLord: and i loooove me some thomas newman
chrrybmbnyc: that’s not freaky enough
SoftLord: didn’t know i was supposed to be being
freaky
chrrybmbnyc: just following the crumbs
softlord wants to send file G:\Download\Napster\-
Singles\thomas newman – six feet under\Thomas
Newm
chrrybmbnyc: sounds painful
SoftLord: but only on the weekends
chrrybmbnyc: i guess i can take it
SoftLord: gotta be gentle the first time
chrrybmbnyc: yeah right
SoftLord: hmph
SoftLord: i’ve only been with one virgin, and i was
plenty gentle
chrrybmbnyc: what’s hmph
chrrybmbnyc: sorry i’m not a virgin
SoftLord: no need to apologize
chrrybmbnyc: not apologizing – just being sarcastic
SoftLord: so was i…hehe
chrrybmbnyc: me a virgin – good one
SoftLord: how old were you?
chrrybmbnyc: bold question
chrrybmbnyc: 16
SoftLord: this is not going to turn into a "how
many sexual partners have you had"
SoftLord: converstaion
SoftLord: *doesn’t care*..heh
chrrybmbnyc: you’re the one steering
SoftLord: i was just curious
chrrybmbnyc: seems like
SoftLord: there was no follow-up
chrrybmbnyc: suit yourself
SoftLord: i miss swing revival
SoftLord: always do
chrrybmbnyc: actually i never did keep a tally
chrrybmbnyc: not about how many
SoftLord: *shrug* not my business, really
SoftLord: i’m no holden
chrrybmbnyc: holden who
SoftLord: holden from chasing amy
chrrybmbnyc: is he from dawson’s creek
SoftLord: pbbt… howd you know i like dawsons
creek
chrrybmbnyc: oh yes now i get the reference
chrrybmbnyc: your age
SoftLord: hehe
SoftLord: guilty pleasure
SoftLord: since 90210 went off the air
chrrybmbnyc: so gen y
SoftLord: well i AM
SoftLord: actually
SoftLord: i’m like… on the border between X and
Y
chrrybmbnyc: yes you are
SoftLord: generationally
chrrybmbnyc: your definitely a y though
SoftLord: i dunno… i was also listening to
whitesnake at work today
SoftLord: and i own ridiculous amounts of Muppet
Show memorabilia
chrrybmbnyc: really – miss piggy
SoftLord: i’m partial to Dr. Teeth… he’s the man
SoftLord: i have the jim henson "Think Different"
poster up on my wall in my room
chrrybmbnyc: loved the show when blondie did the
muppets
SoftLord: and all the released episodes on VHS,
and a kermit doll, and some of the action figures
at work
SoftLord: muppets rock…cause they’re totally
multi-layered and clever
chrrybmbnyc: isn’t his son starting something new
SoftLord: his son runs henson inc… they just
bought back all the shares of their company from
this german comp that had bought them out
chrrybmbnyc: oohhh interesting
chrrybmbnyc: where are we going again wednesday
night
SoftLord: release party for Party Monster
SoftLord: @Plaid
chrrybmbnyc: thanks.
SoftLord: by invite only
SoftLord: i had to give the name of my +1 when i
RSVPed
chrrybmbnyc: of course
SoftLord: impressed yet? *vomit*
chrrybmbnyc: so impressed i almost want to blow you
SoftLord: iiinteresting
chrrybmbnyc: right
SoftLord: lol
SoftLord: i was gonna say.. if thats all it
takes…yeesh
chrrybmbnyc: lol right back
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
chrrybmbnyc: ass
SoftLord: i was GONNA say but i didn’t
SoftLord: sensitive tonight arent we 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i can take it – just like fucking with you
SoftLord: apparently 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: O:-)
SoftLord: ALMOST a better sentence…hehe
SoftLord: hey, want a preview of the new
Sevendust record?
chrrybmbnyc: yes yes yes
SoftLord: http://www.konkretejungle.com/7dust/ecard.html
SoftLord: before even the eTeam hears it
SoftLord: #1 most added at active rock and alt.
rock this week 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: thank you
SoftLord: NOW have we gotten past the "almost"
thing? 😉
chrrybmbnyc: almost what???
SoftLord: almost want to blow me
chrrybmbnyc: guess you’ll have to work on that
SoftLord: lol
chrrybmbnyc: lol – you’re simple answer to everything
SoftLord: tis better to give than receive anyway
chrrybmbnyc: good job
SoftLord: thanks
chrrybmbnyc: =-O
SoftLord: *shrug* i dunno.. giving head is such a
‘chore’ for a lot of people that it tends to not be
worth it to me… not that i’ve had tons of
experience… but you know… what gets me off is
when people WANT to be doing something,
whether its head or anything else… not the
actual act
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely – it’s about passion
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: i would never want to think someone was
with me and didn’t want to be there
SoftLord: if someone were to be suckin on cock
like they were drowning and cum was oxygen…
thats something… more than just "oh jeez, he
wants it again… oh well gotta go get it over
with… he DID go to the opera with me"
chrrybmbnyc: problems???
chrrybmbnyc: we won’t go to the opera
SoftLord: lol… just as an example
SoftLord: i didn’t say MY cock
chrrybmbnyc: one can only assume
SoftLord: i was stating a hypothetical situation
about nobody in particular 😛
chrrybmbnyc: : P right back
SoftLord: ever watch Six Feet Under?
chrrybmbnyc: yes love it
SoftLord: i have these great remixes of the main
title theme
chrrybmbnyc: ooohh impressive
SoftLord: i was offering to send them to you, not
showin off my wares 😛
chrrybmbnyc: send away and show me your wears
softlord wants to send file G:\Download\Napster\-
Singles\thomas newman – six feet under\Thomas
Newman – Six Feet Under (Ananda Project
Mix).mp3.
chrrybmbnyc: very cool
SoftLord: ah ha! connection!
chrrybmbnyc: it’s transferring
SoftLord: i’m filling you up with music
chrrybmbnyc: i was about to make a "filling up"
reference but hesitated
SoftLord: oh… well i guess one of us had to take
it
chrrybmbnyc: i left it for you
SoftLord: gotta be quick on the trigger, C
chrrybmbnyc: oh i’m quick on the trigger – didn’t know if
you could handle it
SoftLord: *looks at you* i have not yet begun to
get dirty 😉
chrrybmbnyc: *looks back* go for it
SoftLord: dont think i wont
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhhh the gauntlet is down
SoftLord: you…shall…not….PASSSSSSSSSSS
chrrybmbnyc: none shall PASSSSSSSSSSSSSS
SoftLord: right
SoftLord: that too
SoftLord: and i wore my "bush is sauron, save the
shire" shirt today too
chrrybmbnyc: almost time for creamy, cherry, chocolate
cake
SoftLord: *hangs head*
SoftLord: carlins creamy cherry
SoftLord: chocolate cake
chrrybmbnyc: just where you should be
chrrybmbnyc: hold on – have to set up the dvd for lame
parents
SoftLord: where? near your creamy cherry?
SoftLord: channel 3 you morons!
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc received G:\Download\Napster\-
Singles\thomas newman – six feet under\Thomas
Newman – Six Feet Under (Ananda Project
Mix).mp3.
SoftLord: what, did you have to BUILD the dvd
player?
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: good morning
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Ah love, thy
name is nap. Back soon, don’t miss me too much!
SoftLord: howdy
chrrybmbnyc: sorry i couldn’t chat – can’t watch a dvd
and be on the computer
SoftLord: a likely story
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what did you do instead
chrrybmbnyc: 😉
SoftLord: ummmm…nooothin
chrrybmbnyc: sounds interesting
SoftLord: *giggle* oh it was
chrrybmbnyc: share
SoftLord: went quotehunting…. talked music with
my friend from BET…
chrrybmbnyc: sounds like fun
SoftLord: twas
chrrybmbnyc: any quotes?
SoftLord: "No friend like music when the last
word’s spoken and every pleading is a plea in
vain; no friend like music when the heart is
broken, to mend its wings and give it flight again."
–Daniel Whitehead Hicky
SoftLord: oh i know what i wanted to make you
do
chrrybmbnyc: yes…
SoftLord: whichever email you check more
regularly… send a blank message to
splunge-subscribe@yahoogroups.com
SoftLord: its a quotes list me and my friends run
SoftLord: we send out quotes every couple of
days
chrrybmbnyc: done
chrrybmbnyc: i have some interesting quotes
SoftLord: "You cannot find yourself, only create
yourself." –Anne B. Sekel
chrrybmbnyc: "I have loved unselfishly and I have
fondled hatred with the hot tongsof hell – that’s living" –
Zora Neal Hurston
chrrybmbnyc: love that one
SoftLord: hot tongs of hell… sounds like a
scandinavian metal band
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: "The most violent element in society is
ignorance." –Emma Goldman
chrrybmbnyc: "Beauty is only an invitation for abuse" –
Marilyn Monroe
SoftLord: heh… yeah i like that one too
SoftLord: "People are like stained glass windows;
they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but
when the darkness sets in their true beauty is
revealed only if there is a light within." -Elisabeth
Kubler-Ross
chrrybmbnyc: don’t know if i can top that one
chrrybmbnyc: too early in the morning
SoftLord: its okay i’m just copy+pasting from my
collection anyway
chrrybmbnyc: and here i am pulling from memory – i see
how it goes
SoftLord: well its not my fault you dont have ’em
written down 😛
chrrybmbnyc: don’t have them on my home computer
SoftLord: ahh
chrrybmbnyc: i need some software to tie into my
computer at work but too lazy
SoftLord: what OS are you usin at work?
chrrybmbnyc: windows xp i think
SoftLord: microsoft makes something called
Remote Desktop Connection, which is a free
download… its a bit of a security issue for your
firewall, though….
chrrybmbnyc: what do you suggest
chrrybmbnyc: since you’re the tech guru
SoftLord: well… RDC would be okay… theres also
this program called Timbuktu that might work…
http://www.netopia.com/en-us/software/product
s/tb2/
chrrybmbnyc: should i download it – then what do i do.
not very adept at setting things up
SoftLord: client-to-client thing so it has to be on
both computers… then you have to have your
tech guy @pseudo open up one of the ports on
the firewall… it should be pretty easy for an IT
person
chrrybmbnyc: sounds easy thanks
SoftLord: dont mention it
chrrybmbnyc: gee you picked up both checks and set
me up with free software
SoftLord: i didn’t say it was free
chrrybmbnyc: touche
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: =-O
SoftLord: its only money anyway
chrrybmbnyc: money is the easy thing but…
SoftLord: "The real measure of our wealth is how
much we would be worth if we lost our money."
-J.H. Jowett
chrrybmbnyc: and how many relationships would remain
SoftLord: would you still have friends
SoftLord: as billie would say
chrrybmbnyc: probably half and half – in the last 2 years
business has been a challenge so i’ve played poverty and
got rid of the hangers-on. cleaned house. i have 1-2
people in my life who would probably be there
SoftLord: a good plan
chrrybmbnyc: killed two birds with one stone
SoftLord: hopefully i’m on that list somewhere
chrrybmbnyc: you’re new to the list and unproven but on
your way
SoftLord: shootin up the charts
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: you’ve found me out, C…i’m after your
money
chrrybmbnyc: older woman with money – i get it
SoftLord: oy
chrrybmbnyc: oy what
SoftLord: you know me enough by now… and you
know how 22-23 year old girls are… on what
planet would their company keep me interested?
chrrybmbnyc: most likely no
SoftLord: so this whole ‘older woman’
thing…whateva
chrrybmbnyc: played?
SoftLord: irrelivant
chrrybmbnyc: i see
SoftLord: woo…three‘s company season 1 coming
to dvd spring 2004
chrrybmbnyc: preodering yours
SoftLord: thats my favorite line from Friends
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: phoebe’s flipping through channels and
stops on threes company…chandler walks in,
sees whats on and says "oh, this must be the
episode of threes company where theres some
sort of misunderstanding"… phoebe takes a beat
and says "oh, then i’ve seen this one" and keeps
flipping
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t know you were a friends fan
SoftLord: it has its moment
SoftLord: s
chrrybmbnyc: ss
SoftLord: right
chrrybmbnyc: can’t forget the s
SoftLord: unless its for savings
chrrybmbnyc: very good
SoftLord: i try
chrrybmbnyc: try to please???
SoftLord: ‘course
SoftLord: and please to try
chrrybmbnyc: like the inversion
SoftLord: i tr—no, i think we just did that
chrrybmbnyc: yes – can’t repeat things if you want to
keep the attention of an older woman
SoftLord: now you’re just baiting me
chrrybmbnyc: it’s fun
SoftLord: i do catch on eventually
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you catch on faster than most
SoftLord: most people are idiots
chrrybmbnyc: a sad fact
chrrybmbnyc: sun is coming out
chrrybmbnyc: yeah
SoftLord: woo
SoftLord: did you get to the remix i sent?
chrrybmbnyc: no i haven’t – just talking about it with
adam
chrrybmbnyc: have to find it now – can’t remember where
i put it
SoftLord: the memory is the first thing to go
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you
SoftLord: pay cash up front like everyone else
SoftLord: *duck*
chrrybmbnyc: is that how you make extra cash
SoftLord: a nickel at a time…a nickel at a time
chrrybmbnyc: just a nickel – within my budget
SoftLord: for you, $10
SoftLord: first one’s free tho
chrrybmbnyc: why do i pay more than the 22-23 year
old girls
chrrybmbnyc: like a drug dealer – but you must hae to
put in a lot of effort. if i don’t like the freebie then why
would i pay for it
chrrybmbnyc: what’s the name of the music file you
sent
SoftLord: hold
chrrybmbnyc: hold what
SoftLord: your horses
SoftLord: Thomas Newman – Six Feet Under
(Ananda Project Mix).mp3
chrrybmbnyc: searching will find it
SoftLord: er…yes
SoftLord: My Aim…Edit Options…Edit
Preferences…File Transfer will tell you as well
SoftLord: unless you moved it
chrrybmbnyc: thought it would go into my shared folder
chrrybmbnyc: playing now
chrrybmbnyc: do you play this when you’re getting giggy
SoftLord: na na na na nana na
chrrybmbnyc: knew you were a freak
SoftLord: you have no idea
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: a glimpse
SoftLord: its tropical, i think… ananda project is
really good
SoftLord: and i loooove me some thomas newman
chrrybmbnyc: that’s not freaky enough
SoftLord: didn’t know i was supposed to be being
freaky
chrrybmbnyc: just following the crumbs
softlord wants to send file G:\Download\Napster\-
Singles\thomas newman – six feet under\Thomas
Newm
carlin6
chrrybmbnyc: um hum
SoftLord: well now you’ve given me something
new to think about 🙂
SoftLord: er… or not to think about
chrrybmbnyc: not my intention but ok
chrrybmbnyc: now me
SoftLord: whats your thing?
chrrybmbnyc: uh hmmm
SoftLord: hmmm… well…
SoftLord: let me know if i’m totally off base
chrrybmbnyc: go ahead
SoftLord: you’re too smart for your own good,
people dont expect it from you because you’re
also a hot girl… you tend to use over-the-top
stuff to keep people at a distance… you’ve
probably loved someone too much in the past and
taken a lot of shit, but you’re still idealistic that
the right person will come around and it’ll all
click… you like testing people… but under it all
you still have the ‘i want to be swept off my feet
in a parade of rosepetals’… but would never think
of giving up your self-reliance
chrrybmbnyc: very observant – i like that. you’re pretty
much on point
chrrybmbnyc: except
chrrybmbnyc: that jumbled up in all that i’m also a minx and like to play too much
SoftLord: define minx
chrrybmbnyc: minx: love to tease, play practical jokes, engage in verbal battles of wit, never takes anything too seriously
SoftLord: you like the attention on a physical level because then they dont know about your vastly superior intellect, so you have control
chrrybmbnyc: sounds about right
SoftLord: nothing wrong with that
chrrybmbnyc: good to know
SoftLord: then again, now that i know that, it mostly wont work on me 🙂
SoftLord: but i think it takes on a more interesting dynamic when the other person is aware of just how much else is going on
chrrybmbnyc: sometimes even if you know the truth you’re still drawn to the flame
SoftLord: it adds blues and greens to the flame where most people only see yellow
chrrybmbnyc: favorite color?
SoftLord: green
SoftLord: well, other than black
chrrybmbnyc: my favorite color is green too
chrrybmbnyc: uh oh
SoftLord: get out of my head 😛
chrrybmbnyc: too late : P
chrrybmbnyc: guess you like my green eyes then
SoftLord: yup
SoftLord: mine change color…sometimes they’re green
chrrybmbnyc: good to know – can’t resist they eyes
chrrybmbnyc: when are they green?
SoftLord: passionate moments
SoftLord: i think
chrrybmbnyc: or you’ve been told
SoftLord: i never stop to ask
SoftLord: well not just that kind of passion… like anger too
chrrybmbnyc: my eyes turn blue when i cry
chrrybmbnyc: not a big crier so hasn’t happened often
SoftLord: thats poetic… like the yellow of the sun has melted away
SoftLord: and left only the blue
chrrybmbnyc: never thought of it like that – but very true
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: :'(
SoftLord: aw *kisses your eyes* dont cry
SoftLord: its only teenage wasteland
chrrybmbnyc: again welld one
chrrybmbnyc: done
SoftLord: i missed a line
SoftLord: but…
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: so i think it may be time to hit the gym
again
SoftLord: wat did the gym ever do to you
SoftLord: what did, rather
chrrybmbnyc: keep my ass firm
SoftLord: well, i can support that
chrrybmbnyc: you know i’m not a young girl so i have to
keep in shape
SoftLord: i’m not even going to dignify that with a
response
chrrybmbnyc: come on….
SoftLord: well really… what do you have, like
another 6 months? and then you might as well be
dead
SoftLord: *giggles*
SoftLord: silly girl fishing for compliments
SoftLord: "quite hot" is always in my description
of you to other people…. its not the first thing,
but its on the list
SoftLord: and you know what would make that
easier… a PICTURE 😛
SoftLord: SoftLord: well really… what do you
have, like another 6 months? and then you might
as well be dead
SoftLord: *giggles*
SoftLord: "quite hot" is always in my description
of you to other people…. its not the first thing,
but its on the list
SoftLord: and you know what would make that
easier… a PICTURE 😛
SoftLord: my DSL connection and i are not on
speaking terms
SoftLord: fine… keep that ass firm, see if i care
SoftLord: oh wait i do… okay…
SoftLord: bbiab
chrrybmbnyc: what’s bbiab
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Back in a bit…
SoftLord: be back in a bit
SoftLord: er…thats what bbiab means\
SoftLord: and now i’ve missed you
SoftLord: and as usual i’ve gotten nothing
accomplished
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: hey you
chrrybmbnyc: now i’ve missed you too
chrrybmbnyc: drats
SoftLord: d’oh
SoftLord: dont you hate when that happens
SoftLord: okay come back here, IM tag is no fun
chrrybmbnyc: tag you’re it
SoftLord: so my computer plays the runaways
singin "hello daddy, hello mom" whenever you sign
on or come back from away
chrrybmbnyc: very cool
chrrybmbnyc: what should your sound bite be??
SoftLord: as long as its not pearl jam 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i hate pearl jam
chrrybmbnyc: maybe some concrete blond
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* hmmm…
SoftLord: sorry… "Ten" is one of my top 5 albums
ever
chrrybmbnyc: or maybe something much more naughty
SoftLord: they declined swiftly after that one,
though
chrrybmbnyc: i hate it when that happens
SoftLord: maybe…
SoftLord: whats more naughty than concrete
blond
chrrybmbnyc: i have lots of nuaghty music
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll have to give this one some thought
SoftLord: take your time, i’m not goin anywhere
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
chrrybmbnyc: so what were you doing while i was
getting all sweaty
SoftLord: getting all sweaty
chrrybmbnyc: how??
SoftLord: heh.. and once again not getting done
what i was supposed to get done this weekend…
you’re a bad influence
SoftLord: not cause of anything exciting…my
house is warm and i was doing laundry
chrrybmbnyc: what have you been neglecting?
chrrybmbnyc: love a man that does laundry
SoftLord: well it does need to get done after all
SoftLord: who’s gonna do it, my dad?
chrrybmbnyc: or the korean laundromat
SoftLord: oh..i have a washer/dryer in my house
chrrybmbnyc: so do i
chrrybmbnyc: i prefer to do my own laundry
chrrybmbnyc: good for the soul to take care of youself
chrrybmbnyc: r
SoftLord: so you dont have to explain the frilly
lace panties that say "enter here" with a down
arrow to the nice old korean lady
chrrybmbnyc: how did you know that i like slogans on
the front of my panties?
SoftLord: yes it is… i spoil myself worse than
anyone i know…
SoftLord: i guessed….
chrrybmbnyc: good gues
SoftLord: you’re like me and t-shirts
SoftLord: i thought you were a thong kinda gal
anyway
chrrybmbnyc: yes i prefer thongs – no panty lines.
panty lines are so tacky
SoftLord: ja
SoftLord: well…i dunno
chrrybmbnyc: about?
SoftLord: depends…sometimes they can be cute
if they’re intentional
chrrybmbnyc: like black full panties under something
sheer
SoftLord: yea
SoftLord: like that
chrrybmbnyc: that’s an outfit – thongs are real underwear
SoftLord: hehe… okay, we were talking function
rather than style
chrrybmbnyc: style mandates the use of lingerie as
clothing – always a crowd pleaser
SoftLord: sue used to drag me shopping to
victorias secret about 3 hours before we’d go out
clubbing cause she needed an outfit
chrrybmbnyc: good girl
SoftLord: heh… no… bad girl… but fun
chrrybmbnyc: i’ve graduated from victorias secret
SoftLord: wow… whats next?
chrrybmbnyc: she’d love agent provocateur on green
street – great corsets
SoftLord: will have to take her there then…
chrrybmbnyc: lots of fun
SoftLord: she’s going to egypt directly from here
🙁
SoftLord: *Sigh*
chrrybmbnyc: when does she leave?
SoftLord: for grad school
chrrybmbnyc: scary
chrrybmbnyc: what course of study
SoftLord: she’s in new orleans now (lives/d there)… coming up this thursday… staying for 2 weeks i think.. .and then off
SoftLord: anthropology
chrrybmbnyc: then that’s the spot
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: any plans for those 2 days
SoftLord: just graduated from loyola and tulane with a double major
SoftLord: 2 weeks
chrrybmbnyc: so you have time to prepare
SoftLord: well we’ll prolly hang out as much as possible cause she can’t come back for awhile since its so expensive… trying not to think about it
chrrybmbnyc: you could take a trip
chrrybmbnyc: it’s off-season
SoftLord: yup… but i used to go to new orleans like twice or three times a year
chrrybmbnyc: great to have a friend in new orleans
SoftLord: some of us dont have as much disposable income as others 😉
chrrybmbnyc: generally, i don’t take any cash out of my business but if something comes up like Sardinia – i can go
SoftLord: i have bunches of friends in new orleans now…been there like 10 or 11 times… the city likes me… never felt a more pervasive
consciousness than the city of new orleans… you can totally tell if it wants you to be there…
chrrybmbnyc: its a very powerful city
chrrybmbnyc: great underground culture
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: you sound so blue
SoftLord: i’m green 😛
chrrybmbnyc: green with envy?
SoftLord: what would i be envious of?
SoftLord: hey wow i stopped myself from making a corny joke…woo
chrrybmbnyc: and has control too
chrrybmbnyc: not bad
SoftLord: heh…every once in awhile
chrrybmbnyc: dinner??
SoftLord: ahh…a good question
chrrybmbnyc: i’m having chicken parmesan – jealous
SoftLord: sandwich or over pasta?
SoftLord: or some previously undetermined option
chrrybmbnyc: pasta
SoftLord: linguini?
chrrybmbnyc: yes
SoftLord: with garlic e oglio?
chrrybmbnyc: red sauce
SoftLord: ahhh
SoftLord: sounds yummy
chrrybmbnyc: can’t wait to eat it
SoftLord: i know that feeling
chrrybmbnyc: it was a very relaxing weekend – you?
SoftLord: definitely memorable 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: memorable for me too:-)
SoftLord: should i bug you about pictures again?
😉
chrrybmbnyc: after we finish chatting i plan to post one
SoftLord: ooooh… tricky.
chrrybmbnyc: hhmmm do you sacrifice the chat for the
picture
chrrybmbnyc: i think you’ve forgotten what i look like
SoftLord: you’re like 5’4 and blonde with like a
kangol hat, right?
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you suck
SoftLord: you suck 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i think you need a good slap
SoftLord: yeah but i’d probably just enjoy it
chrrybmbnyc: i hate that
SoftLord: sowwy
SoftLord: how can i ever make it up to ya
chrrybmbnyc: now that’s interesting
chrrybmbnyc: can a save the "get out of fail free" card
chrrybmbnyc: when i think of something good
SoftLord: boy jeremy, be careful what you wish
for
chrrybmbnyc: speaking to yourself or to me?
SoftLord: myself, out loud
SoftLord: so really to you as well
chrrybmbnyc: well i need more time to know what to
wish for
SoftLord: take all the time you need
chrrybmbnyc: i will
chrrybmbnyc: do you like orchids
SoftLord: i do
chrrybmbnyc: i used to have a great green house filled
with orchids
SoftLord: nice.. grew them yourself?
chrrybmbnyc: yes
SoftLord: thats a lot of work
chrrybmbnyc: somehow i had a touch with orchids – but
no other plant
chrrybmbnyc: i like to work
SoftLord: i’m impressed
chrrybmbnyc: why thank you
SoftLord: you’re multi-talented
chrrybmbnyc: and ambidextrous
chrrybmbnyc: if that’s how you spell it
chrrybmbnyc: rusty
SoftLord: i’m ambidextrous but only in my left
hand
chrrybmbnyc: are you left-handed
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: knew it
SoftLord: left-handed people are very creative
chrrybmbnyc: well that works for your extracurricular
activities tooooo
SoftLord: *giggle* it does…
SoftLord: then i can use my right and it feels like
someone else
chrrybmbnyc: now that would be interesting to watch
SoftLord: do you like watching guys jerk off?
chrrybmbnyc: not particularly – but it sounds unique
SoftLord: ah
chrrybmbnyc: have we talked about grooming?
chrrybmbnyc: i think we did
SoftLord: we have
SoftLord: yea..that first weekend
chrrybmbnyc: bad carlin bad carlin
SoftLord: *laff*… well now i’m on to you
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you’re gonna get it:-P
SoftLord: i certainly hope so
chrrybmbnyc: be careful what you wish for, jeremy
SoftLord: ah yes… we covered that already
chrrybmbnyc: oh no we’re starting to get repetitive
chrrybmbnyc: what should we do?
SoftLord: well obviously we’ve run our course with
each other, so we should probably just part
company
chrrybmbnyc: and sardonic too
chrrybmbnyc: kind of frisky
SoftLord: oh i’m sorry, you’re still talking to me?
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you:-X
SoftLord: *giggle* :*
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll throw out a new question
SoftLord: shoot
chrrybmbnyc: most embarrassing experience
SoftLord: hmmm…
SoftLord: i dunno… i’m not that easily
embarrassed anymore… i’ll give you an anecdote
about it if you like
chrrybmbnyc: i like
SoftLord: so i was in my bosses office last
like…wednesday… and was in a rush to get
something to jackie, our head lawyer… so i’m
like… stalking out of his office toward legal which
is like 10 feet away and suddenly i slip on
something, stumble into the wall in an attempt to
get my footing back, slide on a stray basketball
that happened to be sitting there and go crashing
into a box of files
SoftLord: so i pick myself up, dust myself off, bow
left and right, say "thank you ladies and
gentleman, i’ll be here all week" and walk out
chrrybmbnyc: that’s great – i love a good slip and fall
SoftLord: cause, you know, whatever…everybody
trips
SoftLord: might as well make it funny
chrrybmbnyc: i have this thing were i laugh
uncontrollably if i see someone fall – even children
chrrybmbnyc: i have a better one
SoftLord: plus i was in theater classes all through
junior high and high school, i know how to fall
chrrybmbnyc: interesting
SoftLord: mostly on the tech side… i can run
pretty much any lighting or sound board anywhere
SoftLord: and do set design
SoftLord: anyway… your story?
chrrybmbnyc: good to know – we’re always looking for
tech guys with your skills
chrrybmbnyc: i was at a company christmas party. I
was wearing this long velvet dress that was cut out on the
sides. very sexy. i got completely trashed and was
dancing all night. unbeknownst to me my dress had
pulled slightly to the right and my left breast was
exposed.
SoftLord: well now you’ve given me something
new to think about 🙂
SoftLord: er… or not to think about
chrrybmbnyc: not my intention but ok
chrrybmbnyc: now me
SoftLord: whats your thing?
chrrybmbnyc: uh hmmm
SoftLord: hmmm… well…
SoftLord: let me know if i’m totally off base
chrrybmbnyc: go ahead
SoftLord: you’re too smart for your own good,
people dont expect it from you because you’re
also a hot girl… you tend to use over-the-top
stuff to keep people at a distance… you’ve
probably loved someone too much in the past and
taken a lot of shit, but you’re still idealistic that
the right person will come around and it’ll all
click… you like testing people… but under it all
you still have the ‘i want to be swept off my feet
in a parade of rosepetals’… but would never think
of giving up your self-reliance
chrrybmbnyc: very observant – i like that. you’re pretty
much on point
chrrybmbnyc: except
chrrybmbnyc: that jumbled up in all that i’m also a minx and like to play too much
SoftLord: define minx
chrrybmbnyc: minx: love to tease, play practical jokes, engage in verbal battles of wit, never takes anything too seriously
SoftLord: you like the attention on a physical level because then they dont know about your vastly superior intellect, so you have control
chrrybmbnyc: sounds about right
SoftLord: nothing wrong with that
chrrybmbnyc: good to know
SoftLord: then again, now that i know that, it mostly wont work on me 🙂
SoftLord: but i think it takes on a more interesting dynamic when the other person is aware of just how much else is going on
chrrybmbnyc: sometimes even if you know the truth you’re still drawn to the flame
SoftLord: it adds blues and greens to the flame where most people only see yellow
chrrybmbnyc: favorite color?
SoftLord: green
SoftLord: well, other than black
chrrybmbnyc: my favorite color is green too
chrrybmbnyc: uh oh
SoftLord: get out of my head 😛
chrrybmbnyc: too late : P
chrrybmbnyc: guess you like my green eyes then
SoftLord: yup
SoftLord: mine change color…sometimes they’re green
chrrybmbnyc: good to know – can’t resist they eyes
chrrybmbnyc: when are they green?
SoftLord: passionate moments
SoftLord: i think
chrrybmbnyc: or you’ve been told
SoftLord: i never stop to ask
SoftLord: well not just that kind of passion… like anger too
chrrybmbnyc: my eyes turn blue when i cry
chrrybmbnyc: not a big crier so hasn’t happened often
SoftLord: thats poetic… like the yellow of the sun has melted away
SoftLord: and left only the blue
chrrybmbnyc: never thought of it like that – but very true
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: :'(
SoftLord: aw *kisses your eyes* dont cry
SoftLord: its only teenage wasteland
chrrybmbnyc: again welld one
chrrybmbnyc: done
SoftLord: i missed a line
SoftLord: but…
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: so i think it may be time to hit the gym
again
SoftLord: wat did the gym ever do to you
SoftLord: what did, rather
chrrybmbnyc: keep my ass firm
SoftLord: well, i can support that
chrrybmbnyc: you know i’m not a young girl so i have to
keep in shape
SoftLord: i’m not even going to dignify that with a
response
chrrybmbnyc: come on….
SoftLord: well really… what do you have, like
another 6 months? and then you might as well be
dead
SoftLord: *giggles*
SoftLord: silly girl fishing for compliments
SoftLord: "quite hot" is always in my description
of you to other people…. its not the first thing,
but its on the list
SoftLord: and you know what would make that
easier… a PICTURE 😛
SoftLord: SoftLord: well really… what do you
have, like another 6 months? and then you might
as well be dead
SoftLord: *giggles*
SoftLord: silly girl fishing for compliments
SoftLord: "quite hot" is always in my description
of you to other people…. its not the first thing,
but its on the list
SoftLord: and you know what would make that
easier… a PICTURE 😛
SoftLord: my DSL connection and i are not on
speaking terms
SoftLord: fine… keep that ass firm, see if i care
SoftLord: oh wait i do… okay…
SoftLord: bbiab
chrrybmbnyc: what’s bbiab
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: Back in a bit…
SoftLord: be back in a bit
SoftLord: er…thats what bbiab means\
SoftLord: and now i’ve missed you
SoftLord: and as usual i’ve gotten nothing
accomplished
Auto response from chrrybmbnyc: I am away from
my computer right now.
chrrybmbnyc: hey you
chrrybmbnyc: now i’ve missed you too
chrrybmbnyc: drats
SoftLord: d’oh
SoftLord: dont you hate when that happens
SoftLord: okay come back here, IM tag is no fun
chrrybmbnyc: tag you’re it
SoftLord: so my computer plays the runaways
singin "hello daddy, hello mom" whenever you sign
on or come back from away
chrrybmbnyc: very cool
chrrybmbnyc: what should your sound bite be??
SoftLord: as long as its not pearl jam 😉
chrrybmbnyc: i hate pearl jam
chrrybmbnyc: maybe some concrete blond
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* hmmm…
SoftLord: sorry… "Ten" is one of my top 5 albums
ever
chrrybmbnyc: or maybe something much more naughty
SoftLord: they declined swiftly after that one,
though
chrrybmbnyc: i hate it when that happens
SoftLord: maybe…
SoftLord: whats more naughty than concrete
blond
chrrybmbnyc: i have lots of nuaghty music
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll have to give this one some thought
SoftLord: take your time, i’m not goin anywhere
chrrybmbnyc: hhhmmm
chrrybmbnyc: so what were you doing while i was
getting all sweaty
SoftLord: getting all sweaty
chrrybmbnyc: how??
SoftLord: heh.. and once again not getting done
what i was supposed to get done this weekend…
you’re a bad influence
SoftLord: not cause of anything exciting…my
house is warm and i was doing laundry
chrrybmbnyc: what have you been neglecting?
chrrybmbnyc: love a man that does laundry
SoftLord: well it does need to get done after all
SoftLord: who’s gonna do it, my dad?
chrrybmbnyc: or the korean laundromat
SoftLord: oh..i have a washer/dryer in my house
chrrybmbnyc: so do i
chrrybmbnyc: i prefer to do my own laundry
chrrybmbnyc: good for the soul to take care of youself
chrrybmbnyc: r
SoftLord: so you dont have to explain the frilly
lace panties that say "enter here" with a down
arrow to the nice old korean lady
chrrybmbnyc: how did you know that i like slogans on
the front of my panties?
SoftLord: yes it is… i spoil myself worse than
anyone i know…
SoftLord: i guessed….
chrrybmbnyc: good gues
SoftLord: you’re like me and t-shirts
SoftLord: i thought you were a thong kinda gal
anyway
chrrybmbnyc: yes i prefer thongs – no panty lines.
panty lines are so tacky
SoftLord: ja
SoftLord: well…i dunno
chrrybmbnyc: about?
SoftLord: depends…sometimes they can be cute
if they’re intentional
chrrybmbnyc: like black full panties under something
sheer
SoftLord: yea
SoftLord: like that
chrrybmbnyc: that’s an outfit – thongs are real underwear
SoftLord: hehe… okay, we were talking function
rather than style
chrrybmbnyc: style mandates the use of lingerie as
clothing – always a crowd pleaser
SoftLord: sue used to drag me shopping to
victorias secret about 3 hours before we’d go out
clubbing cause she needed an outfit
chrrybmbnyc: good girl
SoftLord: heh… no… bad girl… but fun
chrrybmbnyc: i’ve graduated from victorias secret
SoftLord: wow… whats next?
chrrybmbnyc: she’d love agent provocateur on green
street – great corsets
SoftLord: will have to take her there then…
chrrybmbnyc: lots of fun
SoftLord: she’s going to egypt directly from here
🙁
SoftLord: *Sigh*
chrrybmbnyc: when does she leave?
SoftLord: for grad school
chrrybmbnyc: scary
chrrybmbnyc: what course of study
SoftLord: she’s in new orleans now (lives/d there)… coming up this thursday… staying for 2 weeks i think.. .and then off
SoftLord: anthropology
chrrybmbnyc: then that’s the spot
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: any plans for those 2 days
SoftLord: just graduated from loyola and tulane with a double major
SoftLord: 2 weeks
chrrybmbnyc: so you have time to prepare
SoftLord: well we’ll prolly hang out as much as possible cause she can’t come back for awhile since its so expensive… trying not to think about it
chrrybmbnyc: you could take a trip
chrrybmbnyc: it’s off-season
SoftLord: yup… but i used to go to new orleans like twice or three times a year
chrrybmbnyc: great to have a friend in new orleans
SoftLord: some of us dont have as much disposable income as others 😉
chrrybmbnyc: generally, i don’t take any cash out of my business but if something comes up like Sardinia – i can go
SoftLord: i have bunches of friends in new orleans now…been there like 10 or 11 times… the city likes me… never felt a more pervasive
consciousness than the city of new orleans… you can totally tell if it wants you to be there…
chrrybmbnyc: its a very powerful city
chrrybmbnyc: great underground culture
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: you sound so blue
SoftLord: i’m green 😛
chrrybmbnyc: green with envy?
SoftLord: what would i be envious of?
SoftLord: hey wow i stopped myself from making a corny joke…woo
chrrybmbnyc: and has control too
chrrybmbnyc: not bad
SoftLord: heh…every once in awhile
chrrybmbnyc: dinner??
SoftLord: ahh…a good question
chrrybmbnyc: i’m having chicken parmesan – jealous
SoftLord: sandwich or over pasta?
SoftLord: or some previously undetermined option
chrrybmbnyc: pasta
SoftLord: linguini?
chrrybmbnyc: yes
SoftLord: with garlic e oglio?
chrrybmbnyc: red sauce
SoftLord: ahhh
SoftLord: sounds yummy
chrrybmbnyc: can’t wait to eat it
SoftLord: i know that feeling
chrrybmbnyc: it was a very relaxing weekend – you?
SoftLord: definitely memorable 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: memorable for me too:-)
SoftLord: should i bug you about pictures again?
😉
chrrybmbnyc: after we finish chatting i plan to post one
SoftLord: ooooh… tricky.
chrrybmbnyc: hhmmm do you sacrifice the chat for the
picture
chrrybmbnyc: i think you’ve forgotten what i look like
SoftLord: you’re like 5’4 and blonde with like a
kangol hat, right?
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you suck
SoftLord: you suck 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i think you need a good slap
SoftLord: yeah but i’d probably just enjoy it
chrrybmbnyc: i hate that
SoftLord: sowwy
SoftLord: how can i ever make it up to ya
chrrybmbnyc: now that’s interesting
chrrybmbnyc: can a save the "get out of fail free" card
chrrybmbnyc: when i think of something good
SoftLord: boy jeremy, be careful what you wish
for
chrrybmbnyc: speaking to yourself or to me?
SoftLord: myself, out loud
SoftLord: so really to you as well
chrrybmbnyc: well i need more time to know what to
wish for
SoftLord: take all the time you need
chrrybmbnyc: i will
chrrybmbnyc: do you like orchids
SoftLord: i do
chrrybmbnyc: i used to have a great green house filled
with orchids
SoftLord: nice.. grew them yourself?
chrrybmbnyc: yes
SoftLord: thats a lot of work
chrrybmbnyc: somehow i had a touch with orchids – but
no other plant
chrrybmbnyc: i like to work
SoftLord: i’m impressed
chrrybmbnyc: why thank you
SoftLord: you’re multi-talented
chrrybmbnyc: and ambidextrous
chrrybmbnyc: if that’s how you spell it
chrrybmbnyc: rusty
SoftLord: i’m ambidextrous but only in my left
hand
chrrybmbnyc: are you left-handed
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: knew it
SoftLord: left-handed people are very creative
chrrybmbnyc: well that works for your extracurricular
activities tooooo
SoftLord: *giggle* it does…
SoftLord: then i can use my right and it feels like
someone else
chrrybmbnyc: now that would be interesting to watch
SoftLord: do you like watching guys jerk off?
chrrybmbnyc: not particularly – but it sounds unique
SoftLord: ah
chrrybmbnyc: have we talked about grooming?
chrrybmbnyc: i think we did
SoftLord: we have
SoftLord: yea..that first weekend
chrrybmbnyc: bad carlin bad carlin
SoftLord: *laff*… well now i’m on to you
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you’re gonna get it:-P
SoftLord: i certainly hope so
chrrybmbnyc: be careful what you wish for, jeremy
SoftLord: ah yes… we covered that already
chrrybmbnyc: oh no we’re starting to get repetitive
chrrybmbnyc: what should we do?
SoftLord: well obviously we’ve run our course with
each other, so we should probably just part
company
chrrybmbnyc: and sardonic too
chrrybmbnyc: kind of frisky
SoftLord: oh i’m sorry, you’re still talking to me?
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: fuck you:-X
SoftLord: *giggle* :*
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll throw out a new question
SoftLord: shoot
chrrybmbnyc: most embarrassing experience
SoftLord: hmmm…
SoftLord: i dunno… i’m not that easily
embarrassed anymore… i’ll give you an anecdote
about it if you like
chrrybmbnyc: i like
SoftLord: so i was in my bosses office last
like…wednesday… and was in a rush to get
something to jackie, our head lawyer… so i’m
like… stalking out of his office toward legal which
is like 10 feet away and suddenly i slip on
something, stumble into the wall in an attempt to
get my footing back, slide on a stray basketball
that happened to be sitting there and go crashing
into a box of files
SoftLord: so i pick myself up, dust myself off, bow
left and right, say "thank you ladies and
gentleman, i’ll be here all week" and walk out
chrrybmbnyc: that’s great – i love a good slip and fall
SoftLord: cause, you know, whatever…everybody
trips
SoftLord: might as well make it funny
chrrybmbnyc: i have this thing were i laugh
uncontrollably if i see someone fall – even children
chrrybmbnyc: i have a better one
SoftLord: plus i was in theater classes all through
junior high and high school, i know how to fall
chrrybmbnyc: interesting
SoftLord: mostly on the tech side… i can run
pretty much any lighting or sound board anywhere
SoftLord: and do set design
SoftLord: anyway… your story?
chrrybmbnyc: good to know – we’re always looking for
tech guys with your skills
chrrybmbnyc: i was at a company christmas party. I
was wearing this long velvet dress that was cut out on the
sides. very sexy. i got completely trashed and was
dancing all night. unbeknownst to me my dress had
pulled slightly to the right and my left breast was
exposed.
carlin4
SoftLord: *yawn*
chrrybmbnyc: *yawn*
SoftLord: well hello there stranger 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what are you up to this lovely day??
SoftLord: gotta go in to work 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: oh no
chrrybmbnyc: all work and no play
SoftLord: well gee, i would play if i could find ya
during the week 😉
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: this was a week from hell
chrrybmbnyc: what are you going in for??
SoftLord: need to send out a newsletter
SoftLord: so i only need to be in for like a half
hour
chrrybmbnyc: can’t do it from home
SoftLord: our SMTP server is only open to people
on our subnet
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhhh fancy security
SoftLord: lol…obnoxious is more like it 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: I can access our SMTP server from
home – jealous?
SoftLord: well…ummm…. i can pee standing up!
chrrybmbnyc: you got me there
SoftLord: i mean i guess you could too it would
just be messier
SoftLord: unless you’re into that kind of thing
chrrybmbnyc: yellow showers?
SoftLord: golden, i think they’re called
chrrybmbnyc: right..
chrrybmbnyc: you would know
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* one must be
well-informed 😛
chrrybmbnyc: or well-practiced
chrrybmbnyc: i have a bone to pick with you
SoftLord: pick any one you like
chrrybmbnyc: i was watching the footage of
Ambulance and someone is conspicuously in ever shot
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t know you were a camera hog
*oink*
SoftLord: hey, ask stephen and adam, they were
the ones filmin
chrrybmbnyc: blaming the cameraman
SoftLord: am i the only one who doesn’t call him
Steve, BTW?
chrrybmbnyc: what’s BTW?
SoftLord: by the way
chrrybmbnyc: learn something new every time we chat
chrrybmbnyc: steve’s a weinie
SoftLord: i hope thats not the most interesting
thing you learn this time
chrrybmbnyc: so do i
SoftLord: thats funny, he said the same thing
about you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s just jealous
SoftLord: how could he not be
chrrybmbnyc: flattery will get you everywhere
SoftLord: dont think i dont know it
chrrybmbnyc: seems like flattery is your specialty
SoftLord: will it get me your cell number, though
SoftLord: i just like people i like to feel good
chrrybmbnyc: oooh asking for the cell number – very
bold
chrrybmbnyc: impressed
SoftLord: well gee…you dont answer IMs over the
week… you dont pickup your phone at work…
how else am i supposed to get my Carlin fix?
SoftLord: its become a constant struggle to wait
til the weekends
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: am i teasing you too much
SoftLord: is that what that i
SoftLord: s
chrrybmbnyc: don’t forget the "s" – very important
SoftLord: you dont have to not be around in order
for me to want to talk to you
chrrybmbnyc: very clever retort
SoftLord: tis the truth
SoftLord: albeit cleverly phrased 😛
chrrybmbnyc: that’s why i love chatting with you…
chrrybmbnyc: love clever boys
SoftLord: i’m much more fun in person 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: upping the anty – are we?
chrrybmbnyc: is that how you spell "upping"?
SoftLord: yes
SoftLord: but not how you spell ante
chrrybmbnyc: never conjugated "up
SoftLord: what do you usually do with ‘up’
chrrybmbnyc: get it there
SoftLord: true…true…
chrrybmbnyc: true?
SoftLord: you do have a talent\
chrrybmbnyc: i try
SoftLord: you do well
chrrybmbnyc: thank you sir
SoftLord: oooh…. you can call me sir anytime
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: formality is intriguing
SoftLord: or, you know…’Master…
chrrybmbnyc: do you get "master" often???
SoftLord: only afterward…
chrrybmbnyc: another clever retort – well rested???
SoftLord: its all your fault… i actually ahve to
think when i’m talkin to ya
chrrybmbnyc: i try to stimulate
SoftLord: well you are a cunning linguist
SoftLord: oh dear…that old gag
chrrybmbnyc: all i can think about now are tongues
SoftLord: tongues are good
chrrybmbnyc: when used properly
SoftLord: but of course
chrrybmbnyc: what’s more important: pressure or
moisture?
SoftLord: if the right combination of pressures are
applied, moisture ceases to be an issue
chrrybmbnyc: pressure is everything
chrrybmbnyc: and the application of pressure
SoftLord: tension
chrrybmbnyc: love tension
SoftLord: my favorite moment possibly in
existance is that half-second right before a first
kiss… where it hasn’t happened yet but its like…
inevitable on both sides
chrrybmbnyc: yes we’ve talked about this before
SoftLord: yes
chrrybmbnyc: you like to savor the moment before it
happens – says alot about you
SoftLord: hmmm…interesting… i do that
elsewhere as well
chrrybmbnyc: do tell
SoftLord: like… i love the beat right after the
post-breakdown buildup in dance music right
before the kick drum comes back in…that like…
highest point of tension before the release
chrrybmbnyc: so you like to dangle on the edge
SoftLord: you’re very perceptive
SoftLord: oh i live on the edge, baby…i’m a loner,
a rebel
chrrybmbnyc: rebels are always appreciated
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: also people who quote pee-wee’s big
adventure
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
chrrybmbnyc: any plans today?
SoftLord: sorta….
chrrybmbnyc: and…
SoftLord: waiting for jackie to call me so she can
let me in to work..and then tonight my friend joey
is gonna come over and help fine-tune my
turntable
chrrybmbnyc: is joey a girl or a boy?
SoftLord: boy
SoftLord: and married
SoftLord: and that wasn’t a metaphor
SoftLord: or a euphemism
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re on quite a roll today
SoftLord: what can i say….
chrrybmbnyc: overactive mind – terrible thing
SoftLord: tell me about it
chrrybmbnyc: question: have you ever been told that
you’re too smart?
SoftLord: all the time… that and ‘you think too
much’
chrrybmbnyc: i hate that
SoftLord: i’m sure people tell you that all the time
too
chrrybmbnyc: what does it really mean though
SoftLord: people seem to think i dont know how
to relax and have fun
chrrybmbnyc: see i think i have more fun and am more
relaxed than anyone – I enjoy thinking too much
SoftLord: i just dont find ‘fun’ in the same things
that the people who are tellin me that do
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: getting wasted on corona and
chrrybmbnyc: me either. i like to go out and have a
few drinks but prefer clever conversation
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: mellow buzz beats sloppydrunk anyday
in my book
SoftLord: and sometimes even *shock* sober! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i prefer sober most days but sometimes
it’s fun to get crazy
chrrybmbnyc: but i have to be careful because i get
too aggressive
SoftLord: *perks*
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: depends on the situation
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: i’ve ended up makin out with more
friends that way…
chrrybmbnyc: liquor always brings friends together
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re on the clock
SoftLord: not yet… waiting for jackie to get up,
as i said
chrrybmbnyc: maybe i’m talking about "my" clock silly
SoftLord: ohhhhh
SoftLord: whats your clock
chrrybmbnyc: in twenty minutes i should be leaving for
the gym – don’t want to be a bad influence do you?
SoftLord: Carlin, have I ever been a bad
influence? O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re baiting me now
SoftLord: i am a master baiter….
SoftLord: *pauses*
chrrybmbnyc: very well done "master"
SoftLord: *giggle*
SoftLord: so 20 minutes huh
chrrybmbnyc: did leave some bread crumbs for you
though
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll be there for about 2 hours then in for
the rest of the evening
SoftLord: yippie 🙂
SoftLord: hopefully i’ll be to work and back by
then
chrrybmbnyc: haven’t got a "yippie" in a while
chrrybmbnyc: hopefully…
SoftLord: i was debating a ‘yippie skippy’… didn’t
know how you’d take that tho
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i’ve ever gotten a "yippie
skippy"
chrrybmbnyc: feel privileged
SoftLord: It says something, Carlin, that already
talking to you has been pretty much the highlight
of my week
SoftLord: just, you know, for the record 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you mean for the browning up for the
cell #
SoftLord: hey i never asked you for the cell
number, i just asked whether flattery would get it
chrrybmbnyc: are you sure you’re not a lawyer
SoftLord: lol… i’m not… tho whenever anyone
asks me "do you nkow what time it is" i always
say "yes"
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re a wise ass then – you have to
get your JD to go from a wise ass to a lawyer
SoftLord: you’re welcome to set your own
schedule for our interaction, whatever it may
be… i just miss talkin and flirtin when yuo’re not
around during the week… do take that as a
pretty high compliment, becuase of all the people
i talk to during the course, theres probably only 2
others that i acutally miss talking to, and they’re
both close enough to be family.
chrrybmbnyc: and who are "they"?
SoftLord: Alex (who i’m bringing to the s&m
fashion show) and Sue (my bestest friend in all
the world for the last 10 years)
chrrybmbnyc: Alex – i saw her picture but who’s Sue?
SoftLord: i think you might’ve met alex, she was
one of the two chicas i had with me at the BBQ
chrrybmbnyc: yes yes
chrrybmbnyc: short
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: so you like them small and dark heh?
SoftLord: dark is good… small is optional
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right you like girls that are
"roomey"
SoftLord: i dont really have a physical ‘type’.. do
you?
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely not
chrrybmbnyc: too many restrictions then
SoftLord: no, i just dont like to be able to play
peoples ribcages like a xylophone
chrrybmbnyc: blow blow blow
chrrybmbnyc: so should we set a schedule for
Jeremy???
SoftLord: what kind of schedule
chrrybmbnyc: a chatting schedule
SoftLord: lol…. didn’t know i needed to be
‘penciled in’
chrrybmbnyc: when are you the most spry?
SoftLord: i’m in a perpetual state of spryality
chrrybmbnyc: oooh and you can conjugate spry
chrrybmbnyc: very impressed
SoftLord: not CORRECTLY
SoftLord: i think its spryness
SoftLord: but spryality is a cooler word so i went
with that
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you’re right but i’ll take spryality
chrrybmbnyc: it sounds better
SoftLord: jinx
SoftLord: :0
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what does :0 mean?
SoftLord: it means my pinky didn’t hold down the
shift key when i was trying to type )
chrrybmbnyc: shucks. i love to learn new things but
it’s a very rare occurence
chrrybmbnyc: i just jumped ten feet
SoftLord: you should try out for the WNBA
SoftLord: why?
SoftLord: spider?
SoftLord: picture of michael jackson?
chrrybmbnyc: well i live in the country – my computer
is right by a bay window
chrrybmbnyc: and a squirrel just flew straight into the
window
SoftLord: nice
chrrybmbnyc: nails scratching and everything
chrrybmbnyc: i hate squirrels
SoftLord: evilsquirrel
SoftLord: they’re just rats with a publicist
chrrybmbnyc: i agree
chrrybmbnyc: have you ever seen a rat/squirrel?
SoftLord: no…
chrrybmbnyc: in washington square park they have
these half rats half squirrels running around
SoftLord: i dont tend to mind rats… or mice… as
long as they’re not like… scurrying around my
house… mice are adorable
SoftLord: ohhh yeah
SoftLord: we used to dose those
chrrybmbnyc: dark black with a pointey nose
chrrybmbnyc: i think it was rat rape
SoftLord: back in my youth….hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re so bad
SoftLord: *grin* i like to think i’m just bad enough
chrrybmbnyc: good to know
SoftLord: er… to cover a previous topic… well…
you’re just starting this online chat thing, you
said… perhaps when you get it more into your
muscle memory you could learn to multitask with
it and not have to schedule me at all… and then
it would be all Jeremy all the time
chrrybmbnyc: oohh the gauntlet is down then
chrrybmbnyc: time for me to sweat – can you wait for
me
SoftLord: it wasn’t a threat 😛
chrrybmbnyc: it was a promise then
SoftLord: and personally, i dont see a better
option coming along any time soon
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you just don’t see it yet
SoftLord: er… that was meant as flattery, dont
think it came out right
SoftLord: oh well
chrrybmbnyc: don’t you hate it when that happens
SoftLord: well i think you do okay from me 😉
SoftLord: so far
SoftLord: and i haven’t even whined about you
putting up a pic on friendster today 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i only have two sets of pictures: sexy
and business
chrrybmbnyc: couldn’t decide
chrrybmbnyc: i was looking for something mysterious
like your photo
SoftLord: business for friendster sexy for me? 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i see….
SoftLord: lol
chrrybmbnyc: got to go though
chrrybmbnyc: i’m losing my fervor to work out
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: i’m sure even your business ones are
sexy…there is a certain minimum
chrrybmbnyc: and he draws me back in
chrrybmbnyc: very bad influence
SoftLord: okay go… if i’m not here when you get
back, expect me to be back soon… i would be
amiss if we didn’t get to continue this today
SoftLord: and it would probably ruin the rest of
my weekend
SoftLord: no pressure, of course… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you’ll hear from me
chrrybmbnyc: lol
SoftLord: and just for the record, you do have MY
cell numbenr
chrrybmbnyc: i do?
SoftLord: i left it with that voicemail about the
irving plaza show
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right
chrrybmbnyc: promise i won’t prank call you late at
night
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: well wahts the fun in promising that
SoftLord: okay go!
chrrybmbnyc: bye
chrrybmbnyc: *yawn*
SoftLord: well hello there stranger 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what are you up to this lovely day??
SoftLord: gotta go in to work 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: oh no
chrrybmbnyc: all work and no play
SoftLord: well gee, i would play if i could find ya
during the week 😉
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: this was a week from hell
chrrybmbnyc: what are you going in for??
SoftLord: need to send out a newsletter
SoftLord: so i only need to be in for like a half
hour
chrrybmbnyc: can’t do it from home
SoftLord: our SMTP server is only open to people
on our subnet
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhhh fancy security
SoftLord: lol…obnoxious is more like it 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: I can access our SMTP server from
home – jealous?
SoftLord: well…ummm…. i can pee standing up!
chrrybmbnyc: you got me there
SoftLord: i mean i guess you could too it would
just be messier
SoftLord: unless you’re into that kind of thing
chrrybmbnyc: yellow showers?
SoftLord: golden, i think they’re called
chrrybmbnyc: right..
chrrybmbnyc: you would know
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* one must be
well-informed 😛
chrrybmbnyc: or well-practiced
chrrybmbnyc: i have a bone to pick with you
SoftLord: pick any one you like
chrrybmbnyc: i was watching the footage of
Ambulance and someone is conspicuously in ever shot
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t know you were a camera hog
*oink*
SoftLord: hey, ask stephen and adam, they were
the ones filmin
chrrybmbnyc: blaming the cameraman
SoftLord: am i the only one who doesn’t call him
Steve, BTW?
chrrybmbnyc: what’s BTW?
SoftLord: by the way
chrrybmbnyc: learn something new every time we chat
chrrybmbnyc: steve’s a weinie
SoftLord: i hope thats not the most interesting
thing you learn this time
chrrybmbnyc: so do i
SoftLord: thats funny, he said the same thing
about you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s just jealous
SoftLord: how could he not be
chrrybmbnyc: flattery will get you everywhere
SoftLord: dont think i dont know it
chrrybmbnyc: seems like flattery is your specialty
SoftLord: will it get me your cell number, though
SoftLord: i just like people i like to feel good
chrrybmbnyc: oooh asking for the cell number – very
bold
chrrybmbnyc: impressed
SoftLord: well gee…you dont answer IMs over the
week… you dont pickup your phone at work…
how else am i supposed to get my Carlin fix?
SoftLord: its become a constant struggle to wait
til the weekends
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: am i teasing you too much
SoftLord: is that what that i
SoftLord: s
chrrybmbnyc: don’t forget the "s" – very important
SoftLord: you dont have to not be around in order
for me to want to talk to you
chrrybmbnyc: very clever retort
SoftLord: tis the truth
SoftLord: albeit cleverly phrased 😛
chrrybmbnyc: that’s why i love chatting with you…
chrrybmbnyc: love clever boys
SoftLord: i’m much more fun in person 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: upping the anty – are we?
chrrybmbnyc: is that how you spell "upping"?
SoftLord: yes
SoftLord: but not how you spell ante
chrrybmbnyc: never conjugated "up
SoftLord: what do you usually do with ‘up’
chrrybmbnyc: get it there
SoftLord: true…true…
chrrybmbnyc: true?
SoftLord: you do have a talent\
chrrybmbnyc: i try
SoftLord: you do well
chrrybmbnyc: thank you sir
SoftLord: oooh…. you can call me sir anytime
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: formality is intriguing
SoftLord: or, you know…’Master…
chrrybmbnyc: do you get "master" often???
SoftLord: only afterward…
chrrybmbnyc: another clever retort – well rested???
SoftLord: its all your fault… i actually ahve to
think when i’m talkin to ya
chrrybmbnyc: i try to stimulate
SoftLord: well you are a cunning linguist
SoftLord: oh dear…that old gag
chrrybmbnyc: all i can think about now are tongues
SoftLord: tongues are good
chrrybmbnyc: when used properly
SoftLord: but of course
chrrybmbnyc: what’s more important: pressure or
moisture?
SoftLord: if the right combination of pressures are
applied, moisture ceases to be an issue
chrrybmbnyc: pressure is everything
chrrybmbnyc: and the application of pressure
SoftLord: tension
chrrybmbnyc: love tension
SoftLord: my favorite moment possibly in
existance is that half-second right before a first
kiss… where it hasn’t happened yet but its like…
inevitable on both sides
chrrybmbnyc: yes we’ve talked about this before
SoftLord: yes
chrrybmbnyc: you like to savor the moment before it
happens – says alot about you
SoftLord: hmmm…interesting… i do that
elsewhere as well
chrrybmbnyc: do tell
SoftLord: like… i love the beat right after the
post-breakdown buildup in dance music right
before the kick drum comes back in…that like…
highest point of tension before the release
chrrybmbnyc: so you like to dangle on the edge
SoftLord: you’re very perceptive
SoftLord: oh i live on the edge, baby…i’m a loner,
a rebel
chrrybmbnyc: rebels are always appreciated
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: also people who quote pee-wee’s big
adventure
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
chrrybmbnyc: any plans today?
SoftLord: sorta….
chrrybmbnyc: and…
SoftLord: waiting for jackie to call me so she can
let me in to work..and then tonight my friend joey
is gonna come over and help fine-tune my
turntable
chrrybmbnyc: is joey a girl or a boy?
SoftLord: boy
SoftLord: and married
SoftLord: and that wasn’t a metaphor
SoftLord: or a euphemism
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re on quite a roll today
SoftLord: what can i say….
chrrybmbnyc: overactive mind – terrible thing
SoftLord: tell me about it
chrrybmbnyc: question: have you ever been told that
you’re too smart?
SoftLord: all the time… that and ‘you think too
much’
chrrybmbnyc: i hate that
SoftLord: i’m sure people tell you that all the time
too
chrrybmbnyc: what does it really mean though
SoftLord: people seem to think i dont know how
to relax and have fun
chrrybmbnyc: see i think i have more fun and am more
relaxed than anyone – I enjoy thinking too much
SoftLord: i just dont find ‘fun’ in the same things
that the people who are tellin me that do
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: getting wasted on corona and
"woooo-hoooooooooo"-ing on avenue a is not my
idea of a good time
chrrybmbnyc: me either. i like to go out and have a
few drinks but prefer clever conversation
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: mellow buzz beats sloppydrunk anyday
in my book
SoftLord: and sometimes even *shock* sober! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i prefer sober most days but sometimes
it’s fun to get crazy
chrrybmbnyc: but i have to be careful because i get
too aggressive
SoftLord: *perks*
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: depends on the situation
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: i’ve ended up makin out with more
friends that way…
chrrybmbnyc: liquor always brings friends together
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re on the clock
SoftLord: not yet… waiting for jackie to get up,
as i said
chrrybmbnyc: maybe i’m talking about "my" clock silly
SoftLord: ohhhhh
SoftLord: whats your clock
chrrybmbnyc: in twenty minutes i should be leaving for
the gym – don’t want to be a bad influence do you?
SoftLord: Carlin, have I ever been a bad
influence? O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re baiting me now
SoftLord: i am a master baiter….
SoftLord: *pauses*
chrrybmbnyc: very well done "master"
SoftLord: *giggle*
SoftLord: so 20 minutes huh
chrrybmbnyc: did leave some bread crumbs for you
though
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll be there for about 2 hours then in for
the rest of the evening
SoftLord: yippie 🙂
SoftLord: hopefully i’ll be to work and back by
then
chrrybmbnyc: haven’t got a "yippie" in a while
chrrybmbnyc: hopefully…
SoftLord: i was debating a ‘yippie skippy’… didn’t
know how you’d take that tho
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i’ve ever gotten a "yippie
skippy"
chrrybmbnyc: feel privileged
SoftLord: It says something, Carlin, that already
talking to you has been pretty much the highlight
of my week
SoftLord: just, you know, for the record 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you mean for the browning up for the
cell #
SoftLord: hey i never asked you for the cell
number, i just asked whether flattery would get it
chrrybmbnyc: are you sure you’re not a lawyer
SoftLord: lol… i’m not… tho whenever anyone
asks me "do you nkow what time it is" i always
say "yes"
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re a wise ass then – you have to
get your JD to go from a wise ass to a lawyer
SoftLord: you’re welcome to set your own
schedule for our interaction, whatever it may
be… i just miss talkin and flirtin when yuo’re not
around during the week… do take that as a
pretty high compliment, becuase of all the people
i talk to during the course, theres probably only 2
others that i acutally miss talking to, and they’re
both close enough to be family.
chrrybmbnyc: and who are "they"?
SoftLord: Alex (who i’m bringing to the s&m
fashion show) and Sue (my bestest friend in all
the world for the last 10 years)
chrrybmbnyc: Alex – i saw her picture but who’s Sue?
SoftLord: i think you might’ve met alex, she was
one of the two chicas i had with me at the BBQ
chrrybmbnyc: yes yes
chrrybmbnyc: short
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: so you like them small and dark heh?
SoftLord: dark is good… small is optional
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right you like girls that are
"roomey"
SoftLord: i dont really have a physical ‘type’.. do
you?
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely not
chrrybmbnyc: too many restrictions then
SoftLord: no, i just dont like to be able to play
peoples ribcages like a xylophone
chrrybmbnyc: blow blow blow
chrrybmbnyc: so should we set a schedule for
Jeremy???
SoftLord: what kind of schedule
chrrybmbnyc: a chatting schedule
SoftLord: lol…. didn’t know i needed to be
‘penciled in’
chrrybmbnyc: when are you the most spry?
SoftLord: i’m in a perpetual state of spryality
chrrybmbnyc: oooh and you can conjugate spry
chrrybmbnyc: very impressed
SoftLord: not CORRECTLY
SoftLord: i think its spryness
SoftLord: but spryality is a cooler word so i went
with that
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you’re right but i’ll take spryality
chrrybmbnyc: it sounds better
SoftLord: jinx
SoftLord: :0
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what does :0 mean?
SoftLord: it means my pinky didn’t hold down the
shift key when i was trying to type )
chrrybmbnyc: shucks. i love to learn new things but
it’s a very rare occurence
chrrybmbnyc: i just jumped ten feet
SoftLord: you should try out for the WNBA
SoftLord: why?
SoftLord: spider?
SoftLord: picture of michael jackson?
chrrybmbnyc: well i live in the country – my computer
is right by a bay window
chrrybmbnyc: and a squirrel just flew straight into the
window
SoftLord: nice
chrrybmbnyc: nails scratching and everything
chrrybmbnyc: i hate squirrels
SoftLord: evilsquirrel
SoftLord: they’re just rats with a publicist
chrrybmbnyc: i agree
chrrybmbnyc: have you ever seen a rat/squirrel?
SoftLord: no…
chrrybmbnyc: in washington square park they have
these half rats half squirrels running around
SoftLord: i dont tend to mind rats… or mice… as
long as they’re not like… scurrying around my
house… mice are adorable
SoftLord: ohhh yeah
SoftLord: we used to dose those
chrrybmbnyc: dark black with a pointey nose
chrrybmbnyc: i think it was rat rape
SoftLord: back in my youth….hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re so bad
SoftLord: *grin* i like to think i’m just bad enough
chrrybmbnyc: good to know
SoftLord: er… to cover a previous topic… well…
you’re just starting this online chat thing, you
said… perhaps when you get it more into your
muscle memory you could learn to multitask with
it and not have to schedule me at all… and then
it would be all Jeremy all the time
chrrybmbnyc: oohh the gauntlet is down then
chrrybmbnyc: time for me to sweat – can you wait for
me
SoftLord: it wasn’t a threat 😛
chrrybmbnyc: it was a promise then
SoftLord: and personally, i dont see a better
option coming along any time soon
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you just don’t see it yet
SoftLord: er… that was meant as flattery, dont
think it came out right
SoftLord: oh well
chrrybmbnyc: don’t you hate it when that happens
SoftLord: well i think you do okay from me 😉
SoftLord: so far
SoftLord: and i haven’t even whined about you
putting up a pic on friendster today 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i only have two sets of pictures: sexy
and business
chrrybmbnyc: couldn’t decide
chrrybmbnyc: i was looking for something mysterious
like your photo
SoftLord: business for friendster sexy for me? 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i see….
SoftLord: lol
chrrybmbnyc: got to go though
chrrybmbnyc: i’m losing my fervor to work out
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: i’m sure even your business ones are
sexy…there is a certain minimum
chrrybmbnyc: and he draws me back in
chrrybmbnyc: very bad influence
SoftLord: okay go… if i’m not here when you get
back, expect me to be back soon… i would be
amiss if we didn’t get to continue this today
SoftLord: and it would probably ruin the rest of
my weekend
SoftLord: no pressure, of course… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you’ll hear from me
chrrybmbnyc: lol
SoftLord: and just for the record, you do have MY
cell numbenr
chrrybmbnyc: i do?
SoftLord: i left it with that voicemail about the
irving plaza show
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right
chrrybmbnyc: promise i won’t prank call you late at
night
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: well wahts the fun in promising that
SoftLord: okay go!
chrrybmbnyc: bye
carlin3
SoftLord: *yawn*
chrrybmbnyc: *yawn*
SoftLord: well hello there stranger 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what are you up to this lovely day??
SoftLord: gotta go in to work 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: oh no
chrrybmbnyc: all work and no play
SoftLord: well gee, i would play if i could find ya
during the week 😉
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: this was a week from hell
chrrybmbnyc: what are you going in for??
SoftLord: need to send out a newsletter
SoftLord: so i only need to be in for like a half
hour
chrrybmbnyc: can’t do it from home
SoftLord: our SMTP server is only open to people
on our subnet
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhhh fancy security
SoftLord: lol…obnoxious is more like it 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: I can access our SMTP server from
home – jealous?
SoftLord: well…ummm…. i can pee standing up!
chrrybmbnyc: you got me there
SoftLord: i mean i guess you could too it would
just be messier
SoftLord: unless you’re into that kind of thing
chrrybmbnyc: yellow showers?
SoftLord: golden, i think they’re called
chrrybmbnyc: right..
chrrybmbnyc: you would know
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* one must be
well-informed 😛
chrrybmbnyc: or well-practiced
chrrybmbnyc: i have a bone to pick with you
SoftLord: pick any one you like
chrrybmbnyc: i was watching the footage of
Ambulance and someone is conspicuously in ever shot
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t know you were a camera hog
*oink*
SoftLord: hey, ask stephen and adam, they were
the ones filmin
chrrybmbnyc: blaming the cameraman
SoftLord: am i the only one who doesn’t call him
Steve, BTW?
chrrybmbnyc: what’s BTW?
SoftLord: by the way
chrrybmbnyc: learn something new every time we chat
chrrybmbnyc: steve’s a weinie
SoftLord: i hope thats not the most interesting
thing you learn this time
chrrybmbnyc: so do i
SoftLord: thats funny, he said the same thing
about you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s just jealous
SoftLord: how could he not be
chrrybmbnyc: flattery will get you everywhere
SoftLord: dont think i dont know it
chrrybmbnyc: seems like flattery is your specialty
SoftLord: will it get me your cell number, though
SoftLord: i just like people i like to feel good
chrrybmbnyc: oooh asking for the cell number – very
bold
chrrybmbnyc: impressed
SoftLord: well gee…you dont answer IMs over the
week… you dont pickup your phone at work…
how else am i supposed to get my Carlin fix?
SoftLord: its become a constant struggle to wait
til the weekends
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: am i teasing you too much
SoftLord: is that what that i
SoftLord: s
chrrybmbnyc: don’t forget the "s" – very important
SoftLord: you dont have to not be around in order
for me to want to talk to you
chrrybmbnyc: very clever retort
SoftLord: tis the truth
SoftLord: albeit cleverly phrased 😛
chrrybmbnyc: that’s why i love chatting with you…
chrrybmbnyc: love clever boys
SoftLord: i’m much more fun in person 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: upping the anty – are we?
chrrybmbnyc: is that how you spell "upping"?
SoftLord: yes
SoftLord: but not how you spell ante
chrrybmbnyc: never conjugated "up
SoftLord: what do you usually do with ‘up’
chrrybmbnyc: get it there
SoftLord: true…true…
chrrybmbnyc: true?
SoftLord: you do have a talent\
chrrybmbnyc: i try
SoftLord: you do well
chrrybmbnyc: thank you sir
SoftLord: oooh…. you can call me sir anytime
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: formality is intriguing
SoftLord: or, you know…’Master…
chrrybmbnyc: do you get "master" often???
SoftLord: only afterward…
chrrybmbnyc: another clever retort – well rested???
SoftLord: its all your fault… i actually ahve to
think when i’m talkin to ya
chrrybmbnyc: i try to stimulate
SoftLord: well you are a cunning linguist
SoftLord: oh dear…that old gag
chrrybmbnyc: all i can think about now are tongues
SoftLord: tongues are good
chrrybmbnyc: when used properly
SoftLord: but of course
chrrybmbnyc: what’s more important: pressure or
moisture?
SoftLord: if the right combination of pressures are
applied, moisture ceases to be an issue
chrrybmbnyc: pressure is everything
chrrybmbnyc: and the application of pressure
SoftLord: tension
chrrybmbnyc: love tension
SoftLord: my favorite moment possibly in
existance is that half-second right before a first
kiss… where it hasn’t happened yet but its like…
inevitable on both sides
chrrybmbnyc: yes we’ve talked about this before
SoftLord: yes
chrrybmbnyc: you like to savor the moment before it
happens – says alot about you
SoftLord: hmmm…interesting… i do that
elsewhere as well
chrrybmbnyc: do tell
SoftLord: like… i love the beat right after the
post-breakdown buildup in dance music right
before the kick drum comes back in…that like…
highest point of tension before the release
chrrybmbnyc: so you like to dangle on the edge
SoftLord: you’re very perceptive
SoftLord: oh i live on the edge, baby…i’m a loner,
a rebel
chrrybmbnyc: rebels are always appreciated
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: also people who quote pee-wee’s big
adventure
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
chrrybmbnyc: any plans today?
SoftLord: sorta….
chrrybmbnyc: and…
SoftLord: waiting for jackie to call me so she can
let me in to work..and then tonight my friend joey
is gonna come over and help fine-tune my
turntable
chrrybmbnyc: is joey a girl or a boy?
SoftLord: boy
SoftLord: and married
SoftLord: and that wasn’t a metaphor
SoftLord: or a euphemism
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re on quite a roll today
SoftLord: what can i say….
chrrybmbnyc: overactive mind – terrible thing
SoftLord: tell me about it
chrrybmbnyc: question: have you ever been told that
you’re too smart?
SoftLord: all the time… that and ‘you think too
much’
chrrybmbnyc: i hate that
SoftLord: i’m sure people tell you that all the time
too
chrrybmbnyc: what does it really mean though
SoftLord: people seem to think i dont know how
to relax and have fun
chrrybmbnyc: see i think i have more fun and am more
relaxed than anyone – I enjoy thinking too much
SoftLord: i just dont find ‘fun’ in the same things
that the people who are tellin me that do
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: getting wasted on corona and
chrrybmbnyc: me either. i like to go out and have a
few drinks but prefer clever conversation
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: mellow buzz beats sloppydrunk anyday
in my book
SoftLord: and sometimes even *shock* sober! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i prefer sober most days but sometimes
it’s fun to get crazy
chrrybmbnyc: but i have to be careful because i get
too aggressive
SoftLord: *perks*
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: depends on the situation
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: i’ve ended up makin out with more
friends that way…
chrrybmbnyc: liquor always brings friends together
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re on the clock
SoftLord: not yet… waiting for jackie to get up,
as i said
chrrybmbnyc: maybe i’m talking about "my" clock silly
SoftLord: ohhhhh
SoftLord: whats your clock
chrrybmbnyc: in twenty minutes i should be leaving for
the gym – don’t want to be a bad influence do you?
SoftLord: Carlin, have I ever been a bad
influence? O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re baiting me now
SoftLord: i am a master baiter….
SoftLord: *pauses*
chrrybmbnyc: very well done "master"
SoftLord: *giggle*
SoftLord: so 20 minutes huh
chrrybmbnyc: did leave some bread crumbs for you
though
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll be there for about 2 hours then in for
the rest of the evening
SoftLord: yippie 🙂
SoftLord: hopefully i’ll be to work and back by
then
chrrybmbnyc: haven’t got a "yippie" in a while
chrrybmbnyc: hopefully…
SoftLord: i was debating a ‘yippie skippy’… didn’t
know how you’d take that tho
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i’ve ever gotten a "yippie
skippy"
chrrybmbnyc: feel privileged
SoftLord: It says something, Carlin, that already
talking to you has been pretty much the highlight
of my week
SoftLord: just, you know, for the record 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you mean for the browning up for the
cell #
SoftLord: hey i never asked you for the cell
number, i just asked whether flattery would get it
chrrybmbnyc: are you sure you’re not a lawyer
SoftLord: lol… i’m not… tho whenever anyone
asks me "do you nkow what time it is" i always
say "yes"
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re a wise ass then – you have to
get your JD to go from a wise ass to a lawyer
SoftLord: you’re welcome to set your own
schedule for our interaction, whatever it may
be… i just miss talkin and flirtin when yuo’re not
around during the week… do take that as a
pretty high compliment, becuase of all the people
i talk to during the course, theres probably only 2
others that i acutally miss talking to, and they’re
both close enough to be family.
chrrybmbnyc: and who are "they"?
SoftLord: Alex (who i’m bringing to the s&m
fashion show) and Sue (my bestest friend in all
the world for the last 10 years)
chrrybmbnyc: Alex – i saw her picture but who’s Sue?
SoftLord: i think you might’ve met alex, she was
one of the two chicas i had with me at the BBQ
chrrybmbnyc: yes yes
chrrybmbnyc: short
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: so you like them small and dark heh?
SoftLord: dark is good… small is optional
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right you like girls that are
"roomey"
SoftLord: i dont really have a physical ‘type’.. do
you?
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely not
chrrybmbnyc: too many restrictions then
SoftLord: no, i just dont like to be able to play
peoples ribcages like a xylophone
chrrybmbnyc: blow blow blow
chrrybmbnyc: so should we set a schedule for
Jeremy???
SoftLord: what kind of schedule
chrrybmbnyc: a chatting schedule
SoftLord: lol…. didn’t know i needed to be
‘penciled in’
chrrybmbnyc: when are you the most spry?
SoftLord: i’m in a perpetual state of spryality
chrrybmbnyc: oooh and you can conjugate spry
chrrybmbnyc: very impressed
SoftLord: not CORRECTLY
SoftLord: i think its spryness
SoftLord: but spryality is a cooler word so i went
with that
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you’re right but i’ll take spryality
chrrybmbnyc: it sounds better
SoftLord: jinx
SoftLord: :0
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what does :0 mean?
SoftLord: it means my pinky didn’t hold down the
shift key when i was trying to type )
chrrybmbnyc: shucks. i love to learn new things but
it’s a very rare occurence
chrrybmbnyc: i just jumped ten feet
SoftLord: you should try out for the WNBA
SoftLord: why?
SoftLord: spider?
SoftLord: picture of michael jackson?
chrrybmbnyc: well i live in the country – my computer
is right by a bay window
chrrybmbnyc: and a squirrel just flew straight into the
window
SoftLord: nice
chrrybmbnyc: nails scratching and everything
chrrybmbnyc: i hate squirrels
SoftLord: evilsquirrel
SoftLord: they’re just rats with a publicist
chrrybmbnyc: i agree
chrrybmbnyc: have you ever seen a rat/squirrel?
SoftLord: no…
chrrybmbnyc: in washington square park they have
these half rats half squirrels running around
SoftLord: i dont tend to mind rats… or mice… as
long as they’re not like… scurrying around my
house… mice are adorable
SoftLord: ohhh yeah
SoftLord: we used to dose those
chrrybmbnyc: dark black with a pointey nose
chrrybmbnyc: i think it was rat rape
SoftLord: back in my youth….hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re so bad
SoftLord: *grin* i like to think i’m just bad enough
chrrybmbnyc: good to know
SoftLord: er… to cover a previous topic… well…
you’re just starting this online chat thing, you
said… perhaps when you get it more into your
muscle memory you could learn to multitask with
it and not have to schedule me at all… and then
it would be all Jeremy all the time
chrrybmbnyc: oohh the gauntlet is down then
chrrybmbnyc: time for me to sweat – can you wait for
me
SoftLord: it wasn’t a threat 😛
chrrybmbnyc: it was a promise then
SoftLord: and personally, i dont see a better
option coming along any time soon
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you just don’t see it yet
SoftLord: er… that was meant as flattery, dont
think it came out right
SoftLord: oh well
chrrybmbnyc: don’t you hate it when that happens
SoftLord: well i think you do okay from me 😉
SoftLord: so far
SoftLord: and i haven’t even whined about you
putting up a pic on friendster today 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i only have two sets of pictures: sexy
and business
chrrybmbnyc: couldn’t decide
chrrybmbnyc: i was looking for something mysterious
like your photo
SoftLord: business for friendster sexy for me? 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i see….
SoftLord: lol
chrrybmbnyc: got to go though
chrrybmbnyc: i’m losing my fervor to work out
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: i’m sure even your business ones are
sexy…there is a certain minimum
chrrybmbnyc: and he draws me back in
chrrybmbnyc: very bad influence
SoftLord: okay go… if i’m not here when you get
back, expect me to be back soon… i would be
amiss if we didn’t get to continue this today
SoftLord: and it would probably ruin the rest of
my weekend
SoftLord: no pressure, of course… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you’ll hear from me
chrrybmbnyc: lol
SoftLord: and just for the record, you do have MY
cell numbenr
chrrybmbnyc: i do?
SoftLord: i left it with that voicemail about the
irving plaza show
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right
chrrybmbnyc: promise i won’t prank call you late at
night
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: well wahts the fun in promising that
SoftLord: okay go!
chrrybmbnyc: bye
chrrybmbnyc: *yawn*
SoftLord: well hello there stranger 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what are you up to this lovely day??
SoftLord: gotta go in to work 🙁
chrrybmbnyc: oh no
chrrybmbnyc: all work and no play
SoftLord: well gee, i would play if i could find ya
during the week 😉
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: this was a week from hell
chrrybmbnyc: what are you going in for??
SoftLord: need to send out a newsletter
SoftLord: so i only need to be in for like a half
hour
chrrybmbnyc: can’t do it from home
SoftLord: our SMTP server is only open to people
on our subnet
chrrybmbnyc: ooohhhh fancy security
SoftLord: lol…obnoxious is more like it 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: I can access our SMTP server from
home – jealous?
SoftLord: well…ummm…. i can pee standing up!
chrrybmbnyc: you got me there
SoftLord: i mean i guess you could too it would
just be messier
SoftLord: unless you’re into that kind of thing
chrrybmbnyc: yellow showers?
SoftLord: golden, i think they’re called
chrrybmbnyc: right..
chrrybmbnyc: you would know
SoftLord: *raises eyebrow* one must be
well-informed 😛
chrrybmbnyc: or well-practiced
chrrybmbnyc: i have a bone to pick with you
SoftLord: pick any one you like
chrrybmbnyc: i was watching the footage of
Ambulance and someone is conspicuously in ever shot
chrrybmbnyc: didn’t know you were a camera hog
*oink*
SoftLord: hey, ask stephen and adam, they were
the ones filmin
chrrybmbnyc: blaming the cameraman
SoftLord: am i the only one who doesn’t call him
Steve, BTW?
chrrybmbnyc: what’s BTW?
SoftLord: by the way
chrrybmbnyc: learn something new every time we chat
chrrybmbnyc: steve’s a weinie
SoftLord: i hope thats not the most interesting
thing you learn this time
chrrybmbnyc: so do i
SoftLord: thats funny, he said the same thing
about you
chrrybmbnyc: he’s just jealous
SoftLord: how could he not be
chrrybmbnyc: flattery will get you everywhere
SoftLord: dont think i dont know it
chrrybmbnyc: seems like flattery is your specialty
SoftLord: will it get me your cell number, though
SoftLord: i just like people i like to feel good
chrrybmbnyc: oooh asking for the cell number – very
bold
chrrybmbnyc: impressed
SoftLord: well gee…you dont answer IMs over the
week… you dont pickup your phone at work…
how else am i supposed to get my Carlin fix?
SoftLord: its become a constant struggle to wait
til the weekends
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: am i teasing you too much
SoftLord: is that what that i
SoftLord: s
chrrybmbnyc: don’t forget the "s" – very important
SoftLord: you dont have to not be around in order
for me to want to talk to you
chrrybmbnyc: very clever retort
SoftLord: tis the truth
SoftLord: albeit cleverly phrased 😛
chrrybmbnyc: that’s why i love chatting with you…
chrrybmbnyc: love clever boys
SoftLord: i’m much more fun in person 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: upping the anty – are we?
chrrybmbnyc: is that how you spell "upping"?
SoftLord: yes
SoftLord: but not how you spell ante
chrrybmbnyc: never conjugated "up
SoftLord: what do you usually do with ‘up’
chrrybmbnyc: get it there
SoftLord: true…true…
chrrybmbnyc: true?
SoftLord: you do have a talent\
chrrybmbnyc: i try
SoftLord: you do well
chrrybmbnyc: thank you sir
SoftLord: oooh…. you can call me sir anytime
SoftLord: heh
chrrybmbnyc: formality is intriguing
SoftLord: or, you know…’Master…
chrrybmbnyc: do you get "master" often???
SoftLord: only afterward…
chrrybmbnyc: another clever retort – well rested???
SoftLord: its all your fault… i actually ahve to
think when i’m talkin to ya
chrrybmbnyc: i try to stimulate
SoftLord: well you are a cunning linguist
SoftLord: oh dear…that old gag
chrrybmbnyc: all i can think about now are tongues
SoftLord: tongues are good
chrrybmbnyc: when used properly
SoftLord: but of course
chrrybmbnyc: what’s more important: pressure or
moisture?
SoftLord: if the right combination of pressures are
applied, moisture ceases to be an issue
chrrybmbnyc: pressure is everything
chrrybmbnyc: and the application of pressure
SoftLord: tension
chrrybmbnyc: love tension
SoftLord: my favorite moment possibly in
existance is that half-second right before a first
kiss… where it hasn’t happened yet but its like…
inevitable on both sides
chrrybmbnyc: yes we’ve talked about this before
SoftLord: yes
chrrybmbnyc: you like to savor the moment before it
happens – says alot about you
SoftLord: hmmm…interesting… i do that
elsewhere as well
chrrybmbnyc: do tell
SoftLord: like… i love the beat right after the
post-breakdown buildup in dance music right
before the kick drum comes back in…that like…
highest point of tension before the release
chrrybmbnyc: so you like to dangle on the edge
SoftLord: you’re very perceptive
SoftLord: oh i live on the edge, baby…i’m a loner,
a rebel
chrrybmbnyc: rebels are always appreciated
SoftLord: heh
SoftLord: also people who quote pee-wee’s big
adventure
chrrybmbnyc: ha ha
chrrybmbnyc: any plans today?
SoftLord: sorta….
chrrybmbnyc: and…
SoftLord: waiting for jackie to call me so she can
let me in to work..and then tonight my friend joey
is gonna come over and help fine-tune my
turntable
chrrybmbnyc: is joey a girl or a boy?
SoftLord: boy
SoftLord: and married
SoftLord: and that wasn’t a metaphor
SoftLord: or a euphemism
SoftLord: hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re on quite a roll today
SoftLord: what can i say….
chrrybmbnyc: overactive mind – terrible thing
SoftLord: tell me about it
chrrybmbnyc: question: have you ever been told that
you’re too smart?
SoftLord: all the time… that and ‘you think too
much’
chrrybmbnyc: i hate that
SoftLord: i’m sure people tell you that all the time
too
chrrybmbnyc: what does it really mean though
SoftLord: people seem to think i dont know how
to relax and have fun
chrrybmbnyc: see i think i have more fun and am more
relaxed than anyone – I enjoy thinking too much
SoftLord: i just dont find ‘fun’ in the same things
that the people who are tellin me that do
chrrybmbnyc: exactly
SoftLord: getting wasted on corona and
"woooo-hoooooooooo"-ing on avenue a is not my
idea of a good time
chrrybmbnyc: me either. i like to go out and have a
few drinks but prefer clever conversation
SoftLord: agreed
SoftLord: mellow buzz beats sloppydrunk anyday
in my book
SoftLord: and sometimes even *shock* sober! 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i prefer sober most days but sometimes
it’s fun to get crazy
chrrybmbnyc: but i have to be careful because i get
too aggressive
SoftLord: *perks*
SoftLord: 😉
chrrybmbnyc: depends on the situation
SoftLord: yeah
SoftLord: i’ve ended up makin out with more
friends that way…
chrrybmbnyc: liquor always brings friends together
SoftLord: true
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re on the clock
SoftLord: not yet… waiting for jackie to get up,
as i said
chrrybmbnyc: maybe i’m talking about "my" clock silly
SoftLord: ohhhhh
SoftLord: whats your clock
chrrybmbnyc: in twenty minutes i should be leaving for
the gym – don’t want to be a bad influence do you?
SoftLord: Carlin, have I ever been a bad
influence? O:-)
chrrybmbnyc: i think that you’re baiting me now
SoftLord: i am a master baiter….
SoftLord: *pauses*
chrrybmbnyc: very well done "master"
SoftLord: *giggle*
SoftLord: so 20 minutes huh
chrrybmbnyc: did leave some bread crumbs for you
though
chrrybmbnyc: i’ll be there for about 2 hours then in for
the rest of the evening
SoftLord: yippie 🙂
SoftLord: hopefully i’ll be to work and back by
then
chrrybmbnyc: haven’t got a "yippie" in a while
chrrybmbnyc: hopefully…
SoftLord: i was debating a ‘yippie skippy’… didn’t
know how you’d take that tho
chrrybmbnyc: i don’t think i’ve ever gotten a "yippie
skippy"
chrrybmbnyc: feel privileged
SoftLord: It says something, Carlin, that already
talking to you has been pretty much the highlight
of my week
SoftLord: just, you know, for the record 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: you mean for the browning up for the
cell #
SoftLord: hey i never asked you for the cell
number, i just asked whether flattery would get it
chrrybmbnyc: are you sure you’re not a lawyer
SoftLord: lol… i’m not… tho whenever anyone
asks me "do you nkow what time it is" i always
say "yes"
chrrybmbnyc: so you’re a wise ass then – you have to
get your JD to go from a wise ass to a lawyer
SoftLord: you’re welcome to set your own
schedule for our interaction, whatever it may
be… i just miss talkin and flirtin when yuo’re not
around during the week… do take that as a
pretty high compliment, becuase of all the people
i talk to during the course, theres probably only 2
others that i acutally miss talking to, and they’re
both close enough to be family.
chrrybmbnyc: and who are "they"?
SoftLord: Alex (who i’m bringing to the s&m
fashion show) and Sue (my bestest friend in all
the world for the last 10 years)
chrrybmbnyc: Alex – i saw her picture but who’s Sue?
SoftLord: i think you might’ve met alex, she was
one of the two chicas i had with me at the BBQ
chrrybmbnyc: yes yes
chrrybmbnyc: short
SoftLord: yup
chrrybmbnyc: so you like them small and dark heh?
SoftLord: dark is good… small is optional
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right you like girls that are
"roomey"
SoftLord: i dont really have a physical ‘type’.. do
you?
chrrybmbnyc: absolutely not
chrrybmbnyc: too many restrictions then
SoftLord: no, i just dont like to be able to play
peoples ribcages like a xylophone
chrrybmbnyc: blow blow blow
chrrybmbnyc: so should we set a schedule for
Jeremy???
SoftLord: what kind of schedule
chrrybmbnyc: a chatting schedule
SoftLord: lol…. didn’t know i needed to be
‘penciled in’
chrrybmbnyc: when are you the most spry?
SoftLord: i’m in a perpetual state of spryality
chrrybmbnyc: oooh and you can conjugate spry
chrrybmbnyc: very impressed
SoftLord: not CORRECTLY
SoftLord: i think its spryness
SoftLord: but spryality is a cooler word so i went
with that
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you’re right but i’ll take spryality
chrrybmbnyc: it sounds better
SoftLord: jinx
SoftLord: :0
SoftLord: 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: what does :0 mean?
SoftLord: it means my pinky didn’t hold down the
shift key when i was trying to type )
chrrybmbnyc: shucks. i love to learn new things but
it’s a very rare occurence
chrrybmbnyc: i just jumped ten feet
SoftLord: you should try out for the WNBA
SoftLord: why?
SoftLord: spider?
SoftLord: picture of michael jackson?
chrrybmbnyc: well i live in the country – my computer
is right by a bay window
chrrybmbnyc: and a squirrel just flew straight into the
window
SoftLord: nice
chrrybmbnyc: nails scratching and everything
chrrybmbnyc: i hate squirrels
SoftLord: evilsquirrel
SoftLord: they’re just rats with a publicist
chrrybmbnyc: i agree
chrrybmbnyc: have you ever seen a rat/squirrel?
SoftLord: no…
chrrybmbnyc: in washington square park they have
these half rats half squirrels running around
SoftLord: i dont tend to mind rats… or mice… as
long as they’re not like… scurrying around my
house… mice are adorable
SoftLord: ohhh yeah
SoftLord: we used to dose those
chrrybmbnyc: dark black with a pointey nose
chrrybmbnyc: i think it was rat rape
SoftLord: back in my youth….hehe
chrrybmbnyc: you’re so bad
SoftLord: *grin* i like to think i’m just bad enough
chrrybmbnyc: good to know
SoftLord: er… to cover a previous topic… well…
you’re just starting this online chat thing, you
said… perhaps when you get it more into your
muscle memory you could learn to multitask with
it and not have to schedule me at all… and then
it would be all Jeremy all the time
chrrybmbnyc: oohh the gauntlet is down then
chrrybmbnyc: time for me to sweat – can you wait for
me
SoftLord: it wasn’t a threat 😛
chrrybmbnyc: it was a promise then
SoftLord: and personally, i dont see a better
option coming along any time soon
chrrybmbnyc: maybe you just don’t see it yet
SoftLord: er… that was meant as flattery, dont
think it came out right
SoftLord: oh well
chrrybmbnyc: don’t you hate it when that happens
SoftLord: well i think you do okay from me 😉
SoftLord: so far
SoftLord: and i haven’t even whined about you
putting up a pic on friendster today 😛
chrrybmbnyc: i only have two sets of pictures: sexy
and business
chrrybmbnyc: couldn’t decide
chrrybmbnyc: i was looking for something mysterious
like your photo
SoftLord: business for friendster sexy for me? 🙂
chrrybmbnyc: i see….
SoftLord: lol
chrrybmbnyc: got to go though
chrrybmbnyc: i’m losing my fervor to work out
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: i’m sure even your business ones are
sexy…there is a certain minimum
chrrybmbnyc: and he draws me back in
chrrybmbnyc: very bad influence
SoftLord: okay go… if i’m not here when you get
back, expect me to be back soon… i would be
amiss if we didn’t get to continue this today
SoftLord: and it would probably ruin the rest of
my weekend
SoftLord: no pressure, of course… 😉
chrrybmbnyc: you’ll hear from me
chrrybmbnyc: lol
SoftLord: and just for the record, you do have MY
cell numbenr
chrrybmbnyc: i do?
SoftLord: i left it with that voicemail about the
irving plaza show
chrrybmbnyc: that’s right
chrrybmbnyc: promise i won’t prank call you late at
night
chrrybmbnyc: be back soon
SoftLord: well wahts the fun in promising that
SoftLord: okay go!
chrrybmbnyc: bye